I might have lost the love of my life.
I met a girl at a festival last year. Granted, we'd only been going out eight months but I fell for her. She made me happier than I've been for a long time. We made each other laugh all the time, we could tell each other anything and we would have done anything for one another. I could go on all night.
Of course yours truely ruined it. We'd been out for a dinner and a drink, we went to her house to have some more drinks, we'd had a great time. But I got upset over the stupidest little thing, an anecdote she spurted out about some celebrity she'd had s** with. It's trivial really, but being insecure and drunk I lost my temper and started shouting. She never wants to see me again, I feel physically sick and too upset to cry. It's killing me to think I've lost her over such a stupid thing. I'm only to blame.
My advice, if you know you have something special, don't be an idiot like me. And if silly things make you feel insecure, keep your cool. Don't throw it all away over it.