In love with my niece.
Since December, I have realized that I am in love with my niece. I am not related to her by blood but through marriage. I married her aunt when she was about six, and over the years I've watched her grow up. she went through an awkward phase a few years ago, but is now a beautiful young woman. she's always saying she needs to lose weight, but I think she's okay the way she is; she wouldn't be as pretty as she is if she were super thin. and as weird as this sounds, she looks a lot like my wife did at her age, just shorter and curvier.
I feel sick for thinking this way, but I'm never going to do anything to her, even though she's 18. I secretly hope she will decide to attend college here when she's done with her basic courses, just so I can see her more. that would be enough for me.