Should i tell him?
I broke up with my boyfriend because of him, becasue i knew it wasn't right to love someone else while i was dating someone who i didn't even like as much. The guy that i love is waaaaay older than me but he has been there for me when ever i needed him, and for that i love him. and now he's leaving, and when ever i think about it i cry. sometimes i cry myself to sleep, other times i just lay on top of my bed and stair at the ceiling. currently im a mess. he doesn't know how much he means to me, and yes i know that we can never be anything, but i still will always love him, doesnt have to be as a lover, could be just as friends. i woulldn't even know how to tell him how much he means to me. i tried the other day, but miserably failed.