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I am worried right now whether or not someone replies to my chat messages. It bothers me if they don't. That was probably the first thought I had in the morning today.
The whole day I had been thinking about making friends with people and how life is going to be past college. And even then, one starts worrying about trivial things.
It's time for me to study and I have still managed to spend five minutes to find a confession site.
It feels funny to confess. Sort of dirty, even.
Don't beat yourself up: what you're feeling is human nature. We all need distractions from the "big" things in our lives. Do we have too many of those distractions? Do we indulge in them too often? Are some of them unproductive, or perhaps even counterproductive? Unfortunately, the answers are probably all "yes", for most people. We can work toward something better, train our behaviors in ways that allow us to be more effective, but our minds can only function in straightline reasoning and output for so long before they need a break. So, give yourself one.