I hate my stepdad with all my soul
I hate my stepdad, my dad died when I was little and my mom got married to this alcoholic s******* that has ruined my life in every single way, I just want to punch him and kill him. I have several depression, anxiety and health problems and he makes it worse. He used to get drunk and call my mom a s*** and stuff like that and I just wanted to kill him. I'm 16, on August I'll be 17 and I don't think I can wait until I have 18 to leave. My mom knows how I feel and she does nothing. I feel so useless, he's always saying I'm a piece of s*** and a waste of space because I dropped school but that was for health problems. I have no friends, no one to talk to and I'm just done with him. I'm also bisexual (lesbian) and my mom knows but he doesn't and when he sees someone gay on the street he yells stuff at them and I get so angry.
Can anyone give me any advice?
Ps, I've been treated by tons of therapists, psychologists and psychiatrists, I even have been in a psychological hospital twice.