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Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
More to come later but am at work and have to get back to it.....but two things. First I am already pretty much the dominant partner in the marriage. I have the Type A personality and I drive hard and my husband usually stays out of my way. I don't know if my affair-pregnancy fantasy will come true but if it does I wouldnt want to tell him about paternity until the baby is born: I want the pleasure of that nine months all to myself and my lover if he consents. Plus I want to see hubby's face and my childrens faces when they walk in and I'm holding the new child. My husband will explode and probably even threaten to leave but he knows he has it good with me and I know how to push his buttons enough that I think I can keep him on board and paying to raise the child: I dont expect him to be thrilled but I do expect for him to take care of me and the baby. I doubt if he'll support my continued relationship with the father but that's another matter. Second.....you use the word "cravings" like you know my body! **!! I look at my black workers now and I see their flaws as potential partners (although I'd still like to have them all ** me.....repeatedly!!!) and as fathers and now my body is aimed at the man I see at my kid's school, and yes I totally am craving him and his black **. GAWD!!!!! You really get me! Thank you!
:) you simply made me smile and nod my head in amazement and agreement; sounds like you have it together and made!.I think you gonna have your cake and eat it too!Its good you mention that you are a Type A personality.From my recollection,those are individuals who are overachievers,industrious/workaholic types,always getting things done or making them happen,urgently wanting to achieve goals,prone to stress when things slow down,more career minded and less on relationships,caring and perfectionists who hate to waste time. If you have any or some of this characteristics,I am sure you are on your way to achieving your desired goal.Your determination to do this,regardless of what your hubby or family is gonna say, do or think is gonna move mountains for you.Your resolve coupled by your willingness to keep secrets will surprise everybody associated with you in 9 months and beyond.I have a feeling you will ** your targeted guy(not sure why you want or expect him to consent, so please just ** don't ask for consents and,I don't understand why he will refuse you anyway) soon and by this time next year,you will have your bi-racial child:).
Here is something you may like that I found on yahoo. This is a guy asking for advice."Well a while ago my wife cheated on me while I was at work with a black friend of mine(we are white), and he impregnated her. She said that she doesn't want to go through an abortion and it is her child so she wants to keep it. The guy doesn't want anything to do with it, and even though she cheated I love her and I can't see myself without her. Also I don't want her to do this on her own so I am planning on staying with her and raising the baby. My question is that since the guy was black and we are white people will obviously know its not mine so should I tell all of my family the situation now so they are prepared when they are born or just let them see the baby and figure it out on their own to avoid the awkward conversations with all of my friends and family"?
He's a very understanding man and he should be very proud of that. If I was to answer him I suppose I would say to be sort of neutral about the situation, not broadcast it to everyone but not shy away from the fact of the child's race or paternity. It's not going to be easy for them but they are being upright about keeping it and so being upright (but not "loud") about the result should be in keeping with their attitude. I'm sorry I haven't written more but work has been crazy and I've had no time to myself at home. Maybe that will change this weekend. Thanks for letting me know about this situation and for encouraging me in my increasing cravings. The more I think about this particular black man the more I want him. And the more my womb aches.........
Not sure if they allow links here but I thought you, or anybody else,might find this two part story and analysis invaluable.Make sure you click at the bottom of part one to read part two. you can copy n paste if you have to:) http://moderndirections.com/27.htm