Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant

You're right, it was awesome. I really enjoyed the company of all of them, even setting aside the sexual elements: they were just a fun bunch and I still miss them. There's one that I've stayed in touch with, and we've gotten together here and there over the years, but they're all so much more fun when they are all together as a group, really wild and borderline dangerous: you never know what's going to happen when they're together. Yes, I'm married and I've had a couple of affairs since I've been here, one that lasted less than a year, and another that went on for just over three years and ended last fall. Since then, I met a young intern at work and we have been flirting and making out a lot (Friday happy hour!) but no ** yet beyond the occasional ** or clothes-on **. As for fathering a child outside of marriage, I've always thought that the child of an older married woman I dated when I was a freshman in college was probably mine, because of circumstances too convoluted to explain here, but she never admitted to the possibility of it being anyone's other than her husband's. They had been having trouble conceiving, so I've always thought she came to me for better swimmers than her hubby had. At the time, the possibility of having a child "out there" was kinda scary, but now when I think of it, the idea is kinda hot. Maybe it's just me.......