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Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
Sorry but I swore off email for this type of communication about 4 yrs ago when I almost got caught exchanging some really filthy messages with a guy I was having a VERY minor affair with at the time: I lied and said it was just cyber and I got out of the trouble but it was a close call. The tracking is easier on that because the message gets left on the other end even if you delete on your end. So I just stopped doing that and found other ways to make an end run around hubby's occasional nosiness. With this site if I delete it from my browsing history every day it cant be tracked back to me nearly as easy at home or at work. I'm getting really excited about Cedric and meeting him and getting with him. My ** fantasies are all about him now just him and nobody else. After the baby I plan to date him right out under everybodys noses including my husband and his wife and God and Jesus and the whole ** world. My best girlfriend is the only one beside you that I have mentioned this to and she says everybody will call me a ** for doing what I plan on doing and I told her that I know that and that is just what I want and its what Im going to get. Im going to be an amazing ** and so proud of it. I will tell you more when I can. But now its back to the grind.......
Really appreciate your honesty.Where did you meet the guy and how did you dispose of him? Are you sure you remember to delete your history daily? Well your gf is right;people will call you lots of things but at the end of the day,its all about what makes you open your legs and how you feel during and after that matters!
You mean the guy I was having the affair with? Nothing very magical I'm afraid. In fact it's kind of embarrassing. I had been having a really torrid affair with his best friend, who happened to be married to a woman I worked with at the time. But that guy broke up with me after 2 yrs (for MUCH younger **: isn't that always the way???) so I got to feeling vengeful and his friend came on to me one night at the bar where I had gone to stalk the guy who dumped me and I thought that doing the friend would "get back at" the guy who dumped me. Turned out the friend had a very very nice ** and so I dated him for about 3-4 months before hubby started snooping. I never thought he would check up on me so I guess I just got sloppy or lazy about covering my tracks but he found some emails between me and this guy that were "explicit" to say the least. The details of how I almost got trapped are too complex but it definitely struck the fear of God into my hot little **. I will say that it wouldn't of been a problem but the guy I was dating happened to be single and when I broke up with him (I had to, just to cover my tracks) he didn't take it well and he threatened to use my emails against me and he could of if he wanted to so I just killed that account and got more cautious about communications. Eventually he just gave up and moved on. Problem solved. BTW.......I see Cedric tomorrow night!! Can you tell that my ** are soaked already? :) Also, I have some questions I want your input on and I'll ask them soon. Thanks!!
Very interesting indeed! So from that affair story I have gathered that you are not naive..your little hot ** is experienced and prone to affairs so,you will handle Cedric like a pro.Now I understand,partly, why you are so confident. I can also imagine the wetness in your ** and the excitement you have, looking forward to meeting Cedric.I am expecting the meeting to be cordial,fun,fuckful and successful.Ask me the questions and see if I have an answer for you:)
Tonight's the night I get to meet the man of my future and the man of my dreams and the father of my best children! And best of all.........his wife is going to introduce me to him! I really love that fact.....that I have already gotten so friendly with her that I can use her as the means of starting the process of having an affair with her husband AND HAVING HIS BABIES! I know that is so wrong for so many reasons but it's just delicious, don't you think????? Wish me luck! I can already feel that ** ** in me!!!!!!!!