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Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
That is a great explanation and perception.I hope many people will read it and really think about it.In my opinion,you have analyzed the whole fiasco and summed it up succinctly and objectively.Though you were in denial at the onset,I believe we heal better when we own up to out role in anything and more so accept reality.Hopefully you have healed or are in the process of doing so.I wish you could share with us what your ex wife is telling your married daughter.From thinking about it,my guess is that she may be enticing your married daughter to try a black guy, or is telling the daughter how good her lover is so that your daughter can go astray,just like mom did.I could be wrong but sometimes,like mom like daughter.
Can't imagine how you would know what my wife said to our daughter but you are exactly right. It's really scary that you know that, but you're right. My wife's black lover has a black friend he wants to introduce to our daughter . . . even though the girl is married. He has no concern or conscience about the fact that she already has a husband: his friend has seen our daughter and he wants my wife to make the introduction and have her meet him for a date. What's worse is that my wife is actively and eagerly trying to hook them up. She wants our daughter to date the black guy, and my wife talks to her regularly about getting with him and having the kind of relationship with him that my wife has with her lover. She's told her to "just try it" and assures her that she won't be disappointed, and that her husband will never know "unless you want him to know" (which I guess means that I only found out about my wife's affair because she wanted me to know). My wife has talked to her about the size of their **, the way they make love, and the incredible sexual power they have over white women, especially if they're married. And she has spoken to her using the most crude language and ** talk, which is so totally opposite of what my wife had been the entire time I was married to her (except for the last year or so, after I confronted her and when I was trying to get her to break up with her black man). She even took our daughter to dinner one night with her lover, and they both tried to convince her to cheat, and virtually made out with each other right in front of her in the middle of a nice restaurant. I want to believe this is some kind of horrible dream that I'll wake up from, but that's also denial. I don't think my daughter has done anything with the black guy yet (so she says), but who knows anymore about what a white woman would become willing to do under the influence of the right black male?
A seed has been planted in your daughter's mind already and its only a matter of time before she "tries" this black guy. I bet you,now she feels like she is missing out and eventually she will succumb to either curiosity,peer pressure or both. If you try to discourage her,she may resent you and do it anyway. Just know and accept that she is going to do it at some point if she has not done it already with a different black guy than mom is sponsoring.Not to long ago,I read a story of a white mother who had a baby with a black guy,then had her teenage daughter have ** with the same guy and get pregnant and she was waiting for her 16 year old daughter to grow up and get pregnant by the same guy.You may even find out that your wife's lover has enjoyed your daughter or may have an interest simply because mom is working hard to convert the daughter and the lover knows all the details and therefore an advantage.
Amazing amazing amazing that you can tell all that from just a few unrelated words. You're right again......my wife's lover actually suggested, in my wife's presence, that he would be happy to be present when our daughter went on her "date" with his friend, and that if she wanted to, she could have both of them in bed, in any order, and for as long and as often as she wants. My wife supports all of that somehow, though that is not the way she thought when we were married, not at all. It does seem like my wife is trying to just what you said...."convert" our daughter. I hope not, it's bad enough having him live in my house with my wife. I wouldn't want that at the same time. And I wouldn't want our daughter doing to her husband some of the filthy things my wife did to me that I didn't find out about until after the divorce. My wife told our daughter that she used to come home to me after performing oral ** on her black lover or taking several loads in her mouth or after licking his sack or even sucking his ** and then kiss me, or she would have ** with him and have him leave several loads inside her and then she would come home and have ** with me and give me his sloppy seconds without me knowing anything about it. She told our daughter this like it would be a "fun" thing to do her husband. Sometimes I think this isn't really my wife but some alien podwoman who has just taken over my wife's body. She wants our daughter to live that lifestyle and make the same choices she has made. I hope you're wrong about the possibility of our daughter having already done all this. I truly do hope. But if I'm being honest with myself, and trying to avoid the denial I had been living in, I have to admit that you could be right.
When you have broken up with someone,they cease to be whom you knew them to be.They become someone totally different as if transposed by someone totally different.That is what you are seeing...what your wife had been hiding from you is now evident in what she says,does,etc. Thats why you cannot believe she is the mother of your children.Is your daughter still of child bearing age?If she is and starts seeing these guys,I bet you they gonna knock her up and your ex wife's lover may have more of an interest to knock her up than his friend. It may be that your ex-wife wants the daughter knocked up!