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Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I have two little boys with a lady soon to be 30.We broke up weeks after meeting but somehow ended up with two kids within a two year period.She has done many things to humiliate me and she mostly does them directly to me,my two daughters,mutual friends and extended family members.She is very calculating and gives me no peace or warning.She despises,ignores or twists anything I say.The latest has been shocking to me.She decided, last November,to chase after and be overly friendly with a 22 year old cousin of mine who had just moved in with me temporarily.I explained to both of them how terrible their friendship was and it seems like my cousin listened(he thought she wanted to help him get oriented and settle) and the lady took a low profile but she is very angry with me.My cousin has moved out now and, amazingly, got an apartment in a complex across the fence from that of my kids mom. I suspect they have something going but am not for sure and even if they did its really non of my business. But it bothers me and concerns me because the woman wants a daughter and I don't want to try giving it to her,so she may use my cousin to accomplish her agenda and humiliate me some more.A friend sent me something tonight saying "Man was sent to earth to suffer.Woman was sent to earth to make sure it happens.I am proud of my hearth.It has been played,stabbed,cheated,burned,and broken.But somehow still works".I feel you but hang in there,am sure there is more in store for you,me and millions of men in the world from women in their lives,those who have departed or been in their lives and those who are yet to come.
Amen.
Follow-up. I thought you might want to know that our daughter called me earlier this week to let me know that she's "moving in with Mom". She said that marriage to her husband "doesn't make sense anymore" after she had "outgrown" him. The scariest thing she said, though, was that she didn't want to have children with him. She didn't tell me anything about the other resident of my wife's household or any relationship with him or any of his black friends, but I am thinking that the worst is happening. The whole thing just makes me ill. I'm sorry, but it just does.
What! How so unexpected and shocking! Is she fallen in-love or ** with her mom's lover?Women have the most amazing excuses or "reasons" for getting rid of us.I me my first wife when she was barely 18 and we moved in together the same week.After two kids,she told me she felt like she never had lived on her own,driven her own car or worried about just her and nobody else.She said she felt like she was overwhelmed having taken care of her siblings and then our two daughter.With that she moved out,I got custody of the daughters later and that was the end of that.I am not making light of your daughter's reason for quitting the marriage.The way she sees it is reasonable and valid to her and nothing else matters-its her reality.I wish her well,she is young,good thing she has no kids with hubby yet,she will adapt or adopt to a new life much easily.