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Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I'm so very impressed by your attentiveness to married white gals because so many of us are trapped in boring, mundane, loveless, sexless marriages and need exactly the type of no-strings heat that you give us. Women are so much more in need of romance than men, and the ** that we get in our affairs is the modern-day equivalent of what used to be written about in the Harlequin romance novels. We look at it as an escape, a release, and a relief, and as pure raw satisfaction of both our base animalistic urges and our need for elegant courtship by men to whom we are not married. The thrill of cheating is absolutely romantic in nature, the excitement of being taken by a man in violation of our marriage vows is delicious, and the feel of having another woman's husband between our legs can't be measured or matched. You have done so so so so so much to bring that love and joy to married white women that it really can't be expressed, but you are to be thanked for it. And admired.
I could have endless discussions with you;you are so enlightening and mesmerizing.You show a rare grasp of this subject matter and I admire your reasoning. I am in your corner right now but if this goes on,you can imagine where I would wish to be:).Lets have a virtual cup of coffee on me and talk!
You mentioned my pregnant daughter and her awareness of my appetites, and I admit that it caught me a little off guard that you would think to do that. The answer is "yes", sort of, and she is the only one of my children who have any idea of my outside interests. She and I share - alone among the family - deep liberal views, and especially on matters of race. Even when she was in elementary school, and without prompting by me, whenever she had an opportunity to write reports or other papers on social, historical or political events or matters, she always found a way to connect it to the civil rights movement of the sixties. Fast forward to her mid-teens, and I am seated in a restaurant with all the kids when in walks my black boyfriend with his wife. It was a surprise to me, but I had encountered them before and my practice was always to pretend I didn't know them (which was true of the wife in this case), so I gave no indication of embarrassment or nervousness, and none of the kids said anything. But then later, at home, when we were alone in the family room, she asked me, "How long have you been having an affair with that black man in the restaurant today?" She had picked up on something in the way I looked at him, "some kind of **" (she said), that she knew meant intimacy and not just random desire. I swore her to secrecy and told her about my relationship with him. I never told her about the others, any of them, but yes: my daughter knows what my heart loves, and what my body needs, and why. But since you asked the question as you did, I have the feeling that, somehow, you already know all that.
Lol,its amazing how we think everything we do is such a secret.My daughters are friends with two girls I have slept with in the past.It makes me wonder if they know. I was actually betting on your daughter being pregnant by a black guy, from the very beginning of your post,but was off,lol.I am very calm and collected most of the time,but if my sexual shenanigans were revealed to my daughters,parents or siblings,they would simply think am not related to them or worse. My sons mom is 4/5 years older than my daughters and for years they have had friction.My daughter just graduated from college last week, and I have lived with her for the last 2 years. I think only once has the lady I have ** with been here in all that time(I normally go to her apt). Last summer,I was messing around with my sons mom and that terrified my daughter.Before that,I sneaked in a married lady, in the middle of the nite, while everybody was sleep and the lady left before anybody was up.I had to get rid of most of my ladies right before my daughter moved in with me.I just wonder what anybody around me knows sometimes.I also wonder if my daughter has ever read my postings here-she is not the type to snoop but women are very curious creatures.I have two lap tops and she can use one if she wanted to, but she likes using mine,its a 17" screen and is always on the table. I delete history each time,but what if I forgot one day? I know one of their close friends was chatting with me on facebook last summer.I forgot to log out and left for work.I remembered while at work and asked her to log me off.She later posted something that kind of let me know she was unhappy about our conversation,it was sexual.I was so embarrassed.Other than that,we have no issues.
I had encouraged my daughter to date black men, and even introduced her to a few and arranged dates. But it made her father very uneasy (read: "embarrassed"), and he told her that he wouldn't pay for a wedding to a black man. She never was really close to marrying any of the black males she dated, but with that added disincentive (perhaps), she only ever got serious about one guy and he was white. They've been married almost four years, and he knows NOTHING of her having dated any blacks before they met. I told her I thought she should tell him before the wedding, but she told me she knew that "dad doesn't know about your black hunger, so why should I be the one to confess?" The reasoning may be a little flimsy, but I'm not - as you well know - in a position to debate the point. I don't know at first hand if she's been with any black men since the wedding, but she is SOOOOOO her mother's child that it wouldn't surprise me at all. In addition, I should mention that she became both physically mature and very sexual at a VERY young age (nothing we could do to stop that), and that even in high school she dated several married men and handled those arrangements with remarkable aplomb: so, her attitudes about marital fidelity are very "evolved", to put it mildly, though her husband has no idea about that, either. I actually thought you might be wondering about whether or not she and I had ever been had by the same man; not together but at different times. The answer is no, at least not yet. :) And the reason I thought that is that you strike me as being the kind of sophisticated and very cool and elegant black male who has had relationships with many mothers and daughters, and have likely also pulled off the same-time same-bed magic. I mean, JESUS, baby, if you are routinely ** your daughters' friends (an accomplishment that I just LOVE), it seems likely that you're ** the lucky moms, too. Oh, Christ......what a ** MAN you are!!!!