Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant

dont have time to write more now but things have gotten weird and i think their gonna blow up soon. i maybe wrong but i cant figure it out. it just seems like the more info i get the more confused things get when it should be the other way shouldnt it?

I cant wait to read more about the new developments!

things are in something like limbo right now but the things i asked about seem like they increased the pressure on the situation even though that may not be good for me. the first thing i did was to talk with dameyan but i did it in a casual way without accusing anybody of anything and without saying it was my wife. all he said was that he didnt talk about any of the married women he dates because it can get too complicated. i knew that because he had told me that many times in the past even though he had dated several women i sent him so i knew a little about them. i met his date from the party one night for drinks last week and she didnt know very much except that he was breaking off affairs with a LOT of women both black and white "like hes preparing for something big" but she didnt know what. she was super nervous that he might break up with her too but she felt good that he hadnt dumped her yet. she also told me that "i dont know what i would do if i ever had to get off that **". i confided in her that i was worried that he was dating my wife and she might wind up being that addicted too. the last thing she told me before she had to leave to meet dameyan was "if he ever stuck that ** in your wife even one time shes already addicted". i asked her to not tell dameyan that she had met me or what we talked about but i dont know if she can be trusted. in fact my wife came home from dinner "with the girls" (or so she said) 2 nites later and told me she was keeping me cut off from the ** for another 2 weeks, so i think she knew i met that woman. i just get more worried every day even though i know that dameyan prefers white women who are younger than my wife. my wifes age is another issue but i will have to write about that some other time because its kind of involved and shes due home right about now from brunch "with the girls". my guess is that shes been ** not brunching but its all confused to me.

If wife is out a lot with "the girls",that is worrisome. Many a women have told me they told their husband they were out with "the girls" while in reality they were either out with or indoors ** me.Its just lingo women use and its hard to challenge it and they make you feel guilty for asking for more info or proof. You are in a tough situation for sure but there is hope. What is your wife's age and is she black,white or?