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Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
God, I have had the very same urge as that other woman! It's so amazing and so hot to feel that and to know that she's brave enough to actually go do it! I wish I was like her! As for my affair with Ken, it's kind of a cliché (the taboo and all that) but still, it's been really important to me for many years. It started at a holiday party at his house, where everybody was drinking and acting foolish. In the spirit, Ken and I started flirting and it kind of got out of hand. We made out a little in the kitchen, and as soon as he pressed up against me and humped me, I could feel how big he was, and I told him I had never had anything like that, but that I wanted it BAD. And NOW. I pushed him into the laundry room next to the kitchen, yanked down his pants, kneeled down and throated him. He said nobody had ever done that to him before. He only lasted maybe half a minute and then exploded in my mouth, and on my face, and my neck, and my dress. So much **! Then we heard his wife out in the kitchen, so he hurried up to go out before she started searching. I tried to clean myself up as best I could, though I did NOT want to waste any of his delicious juice. Later, as my husband and I were about to leave, Ken came up to me and whispered "that's the best I ever had", and I said it was my best too. He said that we should have an affair, and I agreed. That was almost 11 years ago, and we still get together at least once a month, sometimes more, but sometimes much less (so many things get in our way). And it's still the best ** I ever had, and with the biggest ** I've ever had in me. I secretly love Ken more than my husband and I often think I should have had a baby for him. Nobody needed to know. Thanks for asking.
Ohhh my goodness...an 11 year happy affair! That's a formidable feat.No suspicions about phone calls,texts,hickeys,strange gifts,change in any mannerisms....? You guys are good at this.I like his name by the way.More so,I am impressed with him for being good to you for that long, and for having enough respect for your marriage not to disturb it.I am also delighted that you haven't encroached on his. Seems like this affair is gonna last a lifetime;more so because you so love him.Its probably a good idea you did not have a baby with him,for it would have destroyed all that you have enjoyed so far and you would have missed out on all that you have had. Thanks for feeling comfortable enough to share.I am actually very happy for you both and hope and wish that you continue to enjoy and be happy in Ken's arms and heart and that he does the same in you:)
Yes, that's right. We knew from the day we first laid together (the day after that connection in the laundry room) that we wanted this to last, so we have been extremely careful, to avoid getting caught. As far as we know, neither of our spouses have any idea we are cheating, much less that we are doing so together. There was a period about 5-6 years ago where we discussed divorcing our spouses and getting married, but we decided that it would be an embarrassment to our children and we didn't want to be that selfish. Plus, it would destroy the business partnership: there's no way that my husband would continue to work with Ken if he knew what we'd been doing to me. (Or that he'd done me multiple times in the bed I share with my husband. Or that I love Ken's ** as much as I do.) So, we stayed put. Just after that, I asked him to give me a baby, one that would just be ours and would be our secret, and I think he wanted it, but he said there was no way we could hide that from our spouses: anytime we were together with the child there, everyone would be able to see in our eyes that it was ours, and he was right. And that is what you said, and you were so right. Later, I considered getting Ken to knock me up without telling him, and not telling my husband or Ken the truth about whose baby it was, but I ultimately realized that it would break my heart not to tell Ken it was his. I never told him what I had in mind, and I've never told him that I love him more than my husband. But I still ache to have that special baby, from the man I love in secret. It's a hot relationship, for me, but compared to these other INCREDIBLE women here, it's really pretty tame. Sorry for the boring story, but you asked, and I felt eager to tell a little about an important part of my life. Thank you!
:-) :-) :-)You simply make me smile...thats true love right there. You both did all the right things and thats how its lasted so long and made you both so happy.Is hubby and Ken both white? It takes skill,trust and lots unselfishness to handle such a discreet and successful affair. My it continue to last and bring you much joy,love and happiness.Thanks for sharing:-))
Yes, we are all white, which is partly why I think my life is so bland in comparison to all these other exciting women and even a few girls. And you're right about me and Ken: we both have the kind of personalities that don't put us in a dangerous situation short-term which would adversely affect our long-term affair. Lots of people get lazy about their preparation precautions or just begin to believe that they will never get caught or get so ** that they think their bodies can't wait or shouldn't have to wait. My best girlfriend from college was like that, and it wound up costing her both her first and second marriages (that's a long story). I'm certainly glad that never happened to me. Also, I've gone back and reread that other confession you mentioned from the other site, and every time I do, I wish that I was her, and that I had the nerve to get her husband's friend to knock her up. God, how I wish I was her! Anyway, thanks again for her hot confession. **! And thanks for being so nice.