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Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
You have an amazing insight into people's lives and not just my family's, but everyone else here too. What you said is almost exactly what our daughter said to me when I first discovered she was dating her mother's black boyfriend. I told her it was wrong in every way and that I would not ever accept it or allow it. She just laughed at me. She really laughed. She told me that if I couldn't even control my own wife (her mother) there was no way I could ever expect to control a highly-sexed and black-**-hungry teenage girl like her. "Your going to have to grow a pair, Dad.......a really BIG pair! And their going to have to be black!!!" And while she and her mother were dating this same man she would describe his control over them exactly the same way you did and I mean the exact way: she said that this man "has the ultimate tool between his legs and he gets what he wants from Mom and me by using it on us ALL THE TIME!!" She and her mother both told me that there was no way I could control them (no way to "tame" them, like you said) as long as Randall was in their lives and between their legs. Defeated? Conquered? Surrendered? Yes, yes and yes. I am all of those things. And although it's one of two things I should not confess to being, I guess I have to admit at the same time that I must be something our daughter frequently calls me: "a **" and "a **".
I feel sorry for you but you actually made me laugh. You understand your situation well. When I was replying yesterday,the site could not post my reply-or so I thought. I ended up triplicating,sorry. Your daughter must be as headstrong as her mother?If things ever fall apart,they will come crawling to you expecting you to clean up the mess. Somehow,they will say it's all your fault,lol.
Yes, our daughter is very much her mother's child, and as for being headstrong, she's even more so than her mother. Plus, when it comes to ** and black men, she's not only headstrong, she's totally single-minded: there's no persuading or convincing her to do anything other than "stay black", which is what she calls it. It seems that among young white girls there is some kind of honor in only dating black men, because several of her friends also date blacks, and they all talk about never ever dating any man or men of any other race. All of them call it maintaining "racial purity", although that's obviously not the way that term got used when I was young. Our daughter was talking like that even before Randall started dating her, and then dumped my wife for her, so you can imagine how she speaks now of her noble duty to "stay black": she also now refers to herself (and certain parts of her body) as "black-owned". So, yes some of this is the girl imitating or inheriting her mother's stubbornness in justifying her misbehavior, some of it is the child's own rebelliousness, but I think most of it is her rabid ** hunger and becoming addicted to Randall and the tool he uses on her that you described so well. I have often hoped that this WOULD all fall apart like you said, so that we could go back to being a normal family, but my fear is just what you said: THAT would be my fault, and they would both use it as an excuse to engage in even more humiliating behavior and beat me down even lower than they already have. You seem to know exactly how this all works: how is that?
Thanks for your positive observations. Not quite sure how I developed some sort of knack for these things. If I could guess,I would say that my marriage failures,and dealing with a diverse range of women may have enabled me to gain some insight. I have also worked in a women dominated industry,getting the opportunity, and ability to deal with women on a daily basis. In so doing,I have made amazing observations, and heard amazing stories about how women, in general,feel or view men and life. In general,I am very easy to converse with so many women have confided in me, over the years,with very intimate secrets,and that has opened my eyes to the hearts and minds of some women. I take great interest in many women that I deal with, and in the process learn from them even without trying.While dealing with child custody and divorces over the years,I learned that it was always a man's fault that things did not work out.As men,society expects us to keep households in order,If things are ok at home,the lady of the house gets credit; if things are a mess,the man is blamed for not having his act together.So whatever a wife or child does, its the fault of the husband/father. If wife sleeps around,the notion is,the man is not laying it on her good(it does not matter that she wants something different,more or new).If the child,is having **,the father is not strict enough.If the father is strict,he is seen as overbearing or controlling...you feel me. The example am giving is simply an illustration and not putting blame on you.Women intrigue me to no end and I simply love them!
It seems to me, admittedly from a large distance, that this guy Randall will probably resume dating both mother and daughter once the daughter is good and knocked up. I can't imagine why he would limit himself to just one of them when he could go back to having them both. For now, there is the benefit of delivering all of his seed into the daughter's body in the effort to impregnate her (not wasting even a single drop of **), but once she's pregnant -- and can't abort the fetus -- my guess is that both of these overheated white women are back in the game, and this poor father (who I feel sorry for, even though I'm black and I'm totally in Randall's corner here) is going to be S.O.L. I would tell him to get ready, because Randall is going to be up in both of them, and probably nonstop.