Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant

.......i read your message late on the night you wrote it. my husband was already asleep in bed in our bedroom......so i went and climbed into the bed in the guest room and i fantasized about being knocked up "over and over again" by you. and not only were you knocking me up and not only were we producing one baby after another.....you were also proving to my husband in the process that my body is your property. your property. your property. your property. your property. your property. your property. i cant tell you how many times those thoughts made me ** because i lost count........but i can tell you that i managed to soak the sheets.....and the mattress pad......and the mattress.....or should i say that WE soaked them???? the next day was a disaster in our marriage.....and last night was even worst.....but i will have to tell you about that laterbecause i am at work and i have to go.....but for now i will just say thank you sincerely......you made me feel desired and you made me feel like a real woman....... **!!!!

I replied to you a little bit ago,but the reply did not post here. I am guessing it is because I included a researched paper on baby fever and a dot net site. You cannot imagine how disappointed and incensed I am. I can't even go back and re-think what I wrote initially. I just have to read your latest post again and again just to calm my nerves:). You made my morning though, and thank you. You also making feel so desired and manly, almost convincing me to take a great risk, and be the father of your babies:). By the way,last night,I stopped at a gas station to pick up a drink. As I approached the entrance from the right,another tall slender black guy was doing so from the left.His two bi-racial sons were ahead of him and one held the door open for me.I ushered them to go in first,but the father said "after you sir". I said thanks and went it.By the time I got my drink,they were already in line in front of me at the cash register with their munchies and drinks. Unfortunately,the father had some sort of skin pigment issues,but his two sons(around 10-13) were so handsome and happy. They had awesome skin,hair,everything. I just could not help but think,I want some like that. This does not mean I don't love the kids I am blessed with now more than anything in the world,I just unashamedly want diversity now than ever before.Many years back,I was very reluctant having bi-racial kids after my black kids;for I felt it will look awkward socially.I have transformed my thoughts over the years, and it would not matter what anybody says or thinks about diversifying my genes or blending my family.

I'm sorry to intrude since I'm not the one writing to you about this situation but I just wanted to say that I think I understand her problem a little bit because I have sort of dealt with it. I think you are right in saying that she is having a really bad case of baby fever. She has wanted a baby since she was really young and long before she got married. That fever only gets worse over time, and all the way up until she conceives. But I think she is also having an even worse case of BBC fever; i.e., the ache for getting on a ** **. That fever can't be lessened by ** a black man once or twice or ten times: it can only be helped by having a big strapping black bull in her life on an ongoing and NEVERENDING basis. In her situation, her little sister's lifestyle is making that hunger much much worse for her, because her little sister is living the life she actually wants for herself: she is jealous of Desiree and she wants those black men for herself. In fact, there may be one particular black man that Desiree is ** that this girl actually wants to take. She also seems like she might be oversexed too. You put all three of those together -- baby fever, BBC fever, and ** fever -- and you have an explosive situation. I've never known a white man that could cure a woman of all three, and her husband seems weak and CERTAINLY doesn't seem up to the task. I don't see her staying with him much longer. In fact, she may have already left him.

Hi! Thanks for your stirring contribution.Absolutely no intrusion felt so, no apologies needed. You summed up this situation so well that if I keep writing much more,I may dilute your response.I will just leave it to the lady involved to state her piece when she can. I greatly appreciate you:)