Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant

Well, it was a round about way to get there, but I eventually took your advice. I went back for four more straight nights with the group of four black bangers and they tore my ** UP! Couldn't ** walk for days. Finally on the fourth night, I got up my nerve and talked to the older gentlemen and told him my feelings for him from the first night we were together, and how I just fell more and more in love with him over the next nights. I admitted to him that I thought I was pregnant and he said let's go find out, so he took me to a doctor friend of his and sure enough I was pregnant. We talked it out right there at the doctor's office and he told me he wanted me to be in love with him, but not any of the others. He didn't want those other men (he used the "n" word) fathering a child for me, and he didn't want my husband giving me any more either: he wanted to be the one I belonged to, like "owned" by. He said to get the abortion, that his doctor friend would do it, and then he would knock me up and I'd stay with my family. But I had to stop ** those other men totally (again, the "n" word). I told him he would have to pick up the slack. The next day, I aborted the gang-** baby, but I didn't tell anybody in the gang. My man said he would give me a few days to recover but then we would start ** for real. I told the gang I couldn't ** no more because I had an infection, and that shut them down on me. My man and I are getting after it, and he is even better than before, and none of the others knows nothing about us **. I'm going to have his baby and then another and then another. By then, I'll be mid-40s or so. Hubby will die of embarrassment, but my man is going to handle him, he says, no problem. I'm so happy and I'm go glad that I took your advise about the hookup with the older guy. He's my owner and he's my love.