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Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
Yes, my husband and I have 3 children, one of which is actually older than this kid who is working my womb over. But hey......that's part of the thrill of this FILTHY relationship I'm in: I have a kid who's older than the one ** me. And Betsy (my best friend) is egging me on; says that once he's knocked me up he'll keep coming back for more and more **, and that'll give me ready-made ** -- and GOOD ** -- for the rest of my life. I don't know if this child I'm ** is that loyal, but it's a nice thought. My husband? He won't leave. Not the type to split. You used the word "noble" (in a different way), but that's what he would think he was being by staying with me. Well, that, and the fact that he's addicted to my **. :) The only glitch in my reasoning is that I know the boy is going to make me stop giving up the ** to everybody else: soon, he's not going to allow me to ** my husband anymore (he's already made me stop dating the other men). So that could be a problem. Anyway, you have an amazing intuition: I actually DO feel "ready to carry his babies". I actually ache for it........inside. I'm not sure I'm going to do it, and I have no definite plan for getting off the pill, but yes, I can feel the thrill of black pregnancy coming toward me. And I know this for sure: if we get together, and he pulls out that meat and points it at me, and he says "stop the pills or you don't get any more of this", I'll never take another b/c pill in my life. No white woman would. Did you date older white women when you were a kid? Did you torment them with meat? Did you control them like this one does me?
I started dating white women when I was 22 years old and in college. I was somewhat shy in my 20s and for some reason, women found that to be a good thing. I had gone to a bar with friends and a 34-year-old fine blond, mother of two, recently separated from out of state, liked me, and asked me for a dance. She ended up taking me to her apt and we dated for about a year and a half. People used to look at me funny when I was with her white all blond kids, but I did not mind. I would make that woman so sore sometimes she would not go to work. She was on a pill, otherwise I would have knocked her up. Being with her made me realize, to this day, how ** it was doing someone's wife. I have dated all sorts of women; single, married, diverse races, whatever. I mostly enjoy women who approach me; it was easier and really turns me on (I do go after most women I ** over). It seems like I am either dating someone older or younger-my current gf is 4 years older than I.I am not a controller, nor am I overbearing. I just did my best to make sure that any woman I was with got the best ** so that she would come back repeatedly. I am blessed with a good meat and over the years, it has served me, and women who have had the opportunity to ride it, well. I am older now, but it still keeps jugging along, even still wanting to make more babies. I know for a fact that you are going to try and be knocked up, and I pray it happens. Even if it does not happen, trying will set you free:)
I truly truly love the relationship you had in your 20s with the older white lady who was away from her husband, and the way you let her dictate the pace and development of the affair. I love how respectful you were with her, and how good you were to her......and to her body. The thing I admire and love the most, though, is this description: "I would make that woman so sore sometimes she would not go to work." With an attitude like you have, you don't ever need to manipulate or intentionally control a woman: all you have to do is keep ** her when she comes to you and begs for it. **!!
Haha,thank your for all your sweetness. That lady taught me a lot. Back then, I had nothing but time and energy to tend to her sexual needs. She was the best thing that happened to me then;she was the first white woman I kissed,made love to or ate:). I am not the manipulating or controlling type.
This isn't my thread or response, so excuse my dropping in without invitation, but I wanted to offer my perspective on one part of what you two are discussing. I divorced my first wife when I learned she had taken a black lover, and I hated them both for what they did to me. Or what I thought they did “to me”, when (as I only learned later) in fact they never gave me a thought at all. I thought he had ruined my family on purpose, seducing her into something she didn't want. I found out a few years afterward that she had done precisely what this nice white near-40 lady above described so perfectly: she begged for it. She had to have it. He simply made available to her something that she longed for and required. I realized that in retrospect, and understood that he really was good to her, and good FOR her, and in ways that I simply could not be. THAT was a very rude awakening, and an embarrassment, to know that she had to go looking for, and BEGGING for, things I could not provide. We all know what those things are, things that could only be provided to her by a black man. If I had understood that when it was happening, I can't say with certainty today that I would have stayed then, but I can say it would have made a difference in how I handled it. The lady above understands that, and I'm certain that the OP understands it: when a woman begs, a man will provide. Begging changes things. And a white woman who needs a black lover will always beg. And the black man will always provide (as he should).