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Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
She has said many times already just exactly what you said: "you CANNOT say you didn't see this coming" and "you know my hunger better than anybody". I guess she's right. I can always tell when she's **, because she is totally on edge and can't calm herself down even slightly. So when during the morning she was displaying those behaviors, and then at night they were gone, I suspected she had ** someone else in between. The fact that she lied constantly about cheating on me? When I raised that with her after she disclosed her family planning with the bull, she just laughed at me and said, "I'm a woman, women lie about **, how surprised are you?"
I'm sorry for your hurt, but I admire the ** the way this guy went about his business, knocking up your wife and taking total control, with her fully on board. I totally get that he doesn't want your ** anywhere near her. He is on a high right now, enjoying the pride of ownership of your wife's body, and you can't interfere with that. He has knocked up a married white woman, and for that he deserves respect and admiration.
How are you going to explain the biracial baby to your family and friends? You'll have to stay strong to deal with the humiliation. Just hang in there and do the right thing, and you will enjoy your part of a beautiful family.
One more thing: I can't say enough about how I admire your wife. She simply refused to settle and go the conventional route by having a baby with her white husband. Although you are hurt by her decision, she stayed true to herself, and her deepest longings, in order to find the perfect black father for her children. I hope they are blessed with more than one and that all are healthy and happy.
Please don't admire her, no please just don't do that. It makes her choices seem not only legitimate, but also somehow noble and honorable. She cheated for years and finally got herself knocked up by a black. That's just so low-class and degrading. She's destroyed me, and I can barely function. She's behaving like a ** around this black man. Hurt by her decision? It's more than that, much more, and the worst is all ahead of me. She "settled" for marrying me, and yet she's done what you said, refusing to settle for my seed to father her first child. You are probably right about this not being the only child they will have together. She's in love with him (she never says that about me anymore, though she used to say it constantly; now she only says it about her stud). She's becoming more and more nasty every day. And it's all because of this animal that has entered her life. Our lives.
Given all that, why would you stay with her? Why not leave now? You have to take care of yourself and your own mental state. As much as I admire what they've done, you don't need to be a part of it if you don't want to-divorce is an option.
Although I certainly do not agree that this black guy deserves ANY respect or admiration, I can't do anything other than agree (and confess) that he knocked up my wife right under my nose and has taken total control of her, and of our marriage (so I suppose that at least in some way he's also in control of me?). And I have to agree that he has the ownership of my wife's body, which is something I don't really get. She has always ALWAYS been a total feminist, totally independent and totally in charge, but when it comes to this man she is no longer ANY of those things: he's in control, and yes, I can't do anything to alter or interfere with that. Nothing. I have no idea what i'll do to explain the situation to family and friends, other than to tell the truth and ** it up. Yes, he's on a high and I'm in the pit of **. My strong-willed wife just melts in front of this man and does as she's told. And this man loves manipulating her in front of me. He loves humiliating me in front of her.