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Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
Given all that, why would you stay with her? Why not leave now? You have to take care of yourself and your own mental state. As much as I admire what they've done, you don't need to be a part of it if you don't want to-divorce is an option.
I could still split, I know, and I may have to if it becomes unbearable. But as stupid as this sounds, I do still love her, and I do still have hope that things will improve, and once upon a time I said "for better or for worse". And I do still have to admit that she's totally happy and that pleases me.
I guess that if I'm being honest I have to confess that I understand why you admire them both (though I still hate what they're doing): despite the obstacles, they planned an illegitimate family and are following through on it.
And I also understand that part of the reason she loves him is **-size: there's no debating or denying or diminishing the fact that the man has a ** like a horse. And that means a lot to her. Plus, apparently he ** so much and so hard and for so long that he's hosing down her womb with his ** every time they **. EVERY time they **.
I'm sure that's a big part of it, but I'm also sure that his dominant personality and willingness to follow through with their family planning also make your wife very hot and wet for him.
That's exactly it! There's something incredibly ** about a white woman married to a white man, and yet offering herself to a married black man to impregnate her. ** and beautiful, really. A fantasy for many, but a reality for them. The fact that you can see why I admire them both gives me reason to believe you will stand by her and their children for the long haul.
You're a good man to acknowledge that her happiness pleases you, and for standing by her for better or worse. She sounds really fulfilled and happy and is making her lover extremely happy and proud too. It's just too bad that all has to come at your expense.