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Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I agree that you do seem to be in denial. I hope your wife at some point (if she hasn't already) experiences all the satisfaction a fine black man could give her. Who knows? She may even want to have a baby for him within your marriage. What would you do then?
I think the poor guy is either teriffied or paranoid. Something is sure itching him and he sounds afraid to know the truth. I do not think he will be able to live with himself if he discovers that indeed the wife secrectly admires or craves black men.On the other hand,he may secretly be wishing his wife will get with a black guy and have a few kids for him to raise.
I haven't responded here before, and I don't know one percent as much as you fellows know about these things, but after reading the remarks here (and agreeing with the two of you completely), I thought that it would be telling to know two things about this commenter who said his wife has never strayed and never would stray. Here's what I would want to ask him: first, married five years and no mention of children, so is it HER idea that you haven't started a family? And second, you didn't say a word about your ** life, which tells me you don't have one, but doesn't SHE? My guess is that (1) his wife wants children, but she doesn't want HIS children, and (2) her bull has made her stop ** him ALTOGETHER, preparing her sweet white body for his own seed and for carrying his own offspring. I hope he replies to your observations, because I think his delusions are so common among married white men (of which I am one) and it would be very interesting to see a lengthy dialogue on the topic. I think these circumstances are FAR more common than most people know. Thanks to both of you gentlemen for all your time and energy in keeping this blog going, and for sharing your extensive knowledge and experience. And your erudition. It's amazing to find this level of discourse in a space like this.
Ok, so I guess I have to respond, even though I do not believe my wife has ever cheated on me, OR that she would ever "go black". In no certain order, I can say or answer these things. Yes, we are nearing our fifth anniversary, and no, we still have no children, and no, we've not had ** in over a year and a half. She said her GYN found some cysts about that time and she's trying to treat them without surgery. A couple of my friends have said she's lying to me, because I've never seen or asked for anything from the doctor confirming it. But why would I? I trust her. They say she knows that, and she knows she "wears the pants in the family", and so she's comfortable lying abut whatever she wants or needs to lie about. Am I afraid to know the truth? I can't say objectively, of course, but I don't think so. Christ yes, it would hurt if I found out she is a cheater, and it would kill me if she were cheating with a black man and I discovered they were doing "family planning" together. I don't think that's paranoid. The cyst story seemed plausible when she told me, and for many months after, but I suppose I have to admit that a year and a half of that IS worrisome and makes me wonder what else is happening. One of you said something about a bull "preparing her body", and that just made me sick to my stomach. I tried doing what another of you said: talk to her. We went to dinner one night, and I attempted to talk about this topic, and without accusing her, I asked if she was happy, and she said yes. Then I asked about our ** life, and she started to deflect me, and eventually I asked if she ever wondered about seeking sexual pleasure from other men, and blacks in particular; or if she's ever met a black man that she wanted or fantasized about. She said the questions were "incredibly insulting", and she told me to drop it or she would leave. I tried again another day, but she told me to STFU. I didn't want to hurt her, so I dropped it.
A year and a half??!! From that, and from her reaction, I'd say it's a safe bet that she has a black lover who has ordered her to stop having ** with you. It all seems to fit. Her fertile body is more than ready for his seed by now, and it will be his seed, not yours, that finally knocks her up. The most noble thing you can do is to stand by your wife and support their mixed offspring as best you can. Her black lover probably has other obligations (most likely a wife and family), so don't do anything to mess that up for him. Sorry for your pain, but nature is taking its course, and there's no point in resisting it. Best of luck to you, your wife, and if true, her black lover and mixed race baby soon on the way.
Well,thanks for your response.All I can tell you is that you need to dig more into your marriage;the reason your "wife" is giving you for subjecting you into a sexless marriage,or not wanting to discuss your marriage situation is neither logical,nor plausable.The reason you are giving for not wanting to see any diagnosis document from the doctor is totally absurd.Either you are totally in denial and don't want to know anything about your wife's affairs,love being a cuckhold,enjoy being humiliated,have a marriage of convenience,have no **,or you are totally terrified of your wife.Your reply shocked me beyond words;but what has shocked me even more is the realization that I have been able to gather these many words for you.