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Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
Thanks for that. I appreciate it a lot. We talked about the money that first weekend and it's not a prob. As for the **, we had a long phone conversation late Friday night about that very thing. She told me she would figure out how to handle ** with him and I should just leave it to her. But I said no I would certainly NOT leave it to her (she could tell I was using my master voice), and then told her the very thing you said, I told her "I want him off you completely". I made it clear I didn't want him having access to the ** from now on. I said we could reconsider it once the baby comes but for now she has to be all mine. Same goes for everybody else she ** whether black or white. She can only ** me. I said those were the rules. She cried and said nobody had ever loved her this much. I told her again that the ** belongs to me. Period. She'll be back here next week. (I can already taste that ** of hers.) One other thing we'll talk about then that will be a difficult thing for her. I want us to go to her husband together, NOW, and tell him what we are doing. I want him to know that I've intervened in their marriage and taken his wife as my property and am about to impregnate her. She's afraid to do that: she wants to wait until the baby arrives or just before. We'll see.
It's so awesome that you've asserted total ownership over her married **! Glad you had the money talk, and I assume you've protected yourself so you won't have to pay. I agree that she should remain faithful to you from now on, but that conversation with hubby is going to be very difficult and awkward. How will you manage that without him leaving her? Will she be ovulating next week when you see her?
After giving the matter much more thought, and sleeping on it, I've come around to your (and her) way of thinking. I was getting drunk on the power this young girl has given me over her , and I just need to chill. Thanks for showing me where the lines are. I need to let her handle him in the way she wants, not in the way I want. She knows his weaknesses and his limits, and so she needs to make those decisions herself, so that I won't blow up their marriage: it's more important that he not leave her than it is that I assert dominion over them both. (I had that situation in an affair in my younger days and it was so exhilarating that I guess I wanted to have that right again over a woman and her husband: my bad). I'll do my best to rein in these impulses I get with her. I'm starting to realize that, although this is the best ** I've ever had, there is more happening between her and me than just the typical extramarital playtime: it's much much deeper. And I don't want to ruin it, or lose it, by demanding too much. Again, thanks greatly for the input.
She's agreed to have a black baby for you within her white marriage-it's no wonder you feel that way. And having knocked up four married white women (I'm also white) within their marriages, I totally get your wanting to cut him off and let him know that you've "intervened in their marriage." As much as I've wanted to, I've resisted that urge to keep the secrets, and it's worked for me. With the race difference in your case, a secret will be impossible, so you have to rely on how she works her hubby to come around to the idea. You definitely want him to stay and pay, so be patient with her-she sounds like she knows how to get what she wants. And remember that what she wants most of all are your babies!