Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant

It's disturbing to me that black men are depicted here as predators and white women as prey: it implies that black men are **-crazed and white women are helpless to resist them. Sure, there are situations where that happens, but not enough to support a stereotype like this seems to be suggesting. Not all black men are the same, just like not all white women are targets. I know this because I'm a black woman married to a black man, and we have a strong marriage built on strong faith. I can't tell you that I've read every entry here (although I have read most of them), but I can tell you that what I've read makes me somewhere between uncomfortable and angry. As a people, we've fought against stereotypes and prejudices for too long to begin new ones for ourselves. I'm not criticizing the original poster -- all he did was to express a personal desire (and regret), and he did so in a sensitive and very sensual way -- but I'm just worried over the subsequent responses and decisions that start to make interracial sexual relations seem uniform and negative.

....sometimes it's the white woman whose the aggressor and predator and whose also the one whose ** crazed so much that the black man is the victim....i'm just sayin..........

Well as long as we're all confessing here, I'll confess to a horrible thing I did a long time ago. I'm a 56 year-old white woman with a nice husband and four grown kids. I've pretty much always cheated but back when I was 26 I started an affair with a black man that I had been chasing for 2 years and finally caught. I was convinced we were meant to be together so I went about trying to ruin his marriage, and I almost did that. I was terrible to him and to his wife. I was a horror (not quite a bunny-boiler, but close). The only thing that stopped me was my getting one of things I wanted most: he knocked me up (I tricked him). I was so happy when I found out I had his babies in me but then I lost them (miscarriage). It destroyed me and I gave up on ruining his marriage and terrorizing him nd his wife. I finally realized what a ** I was and how mean I was being, and I got therapy. I've still had affairs since then but I haven't gone crazy over them (they've all been white, and that could be the reason). But any ways, I was the one controlling by black lover and he was the victim.

I am sorry and sad for the miscarriage. Did you stop dating black men after that relationship with your black lover ended? Wishing you strength.

Yes, he was the last black. I stopped going black because I knew two things: (1) I could never find anybody who was as good in bed as Dejuan, or who was as good to me or as good for me, whether they was black or white; and (2) I have an addict personality, and if I got back on the black I could go as nuts as I was with Dejuan. I even had to stop having any interaction with him at all, and I had to stop developing friendships with black men, because I had that apparent tendency to spread for the black man that I might not be able to resist. I still feel that black longing in me sometimes and I even feel it rolling through my womb. The babies I lost sometimes cry out to me from heaven at night and beg me to go back to their daddy and give him my womb again so they can come back to earth. I know it's a sickness but my womb wants what my womb wants. I ** white men now but with them it's uncomplicated: I ** them and I go home to my husband. There's never any love and I never want their babies.

All relationships are neither uniform nor negative for sure. Not every black man desires a non-black woman,just like not every non-black woman craves a black woman. The gist of the replies here is that inter-racial relationships do happen in a diverse set of ways. Some are straight forward, while others are very complex and illicit,if you will. The amazing thing is,we have actual participants narrating their situations.In any event,I totally understand your position,and its a thought provoking one.Strong successful relationships are not easy to come by. I pray that your relationship keeps getting blessed and continues to nourish both of you for the rest of your live.OP.

Back in February I came home late one night and my husband noticed a white stain on the back of my dress. I knew immediately what it was but he didn't. I started to tell him a lie but decided to be honest . . . . . . at least in part. I told him it was a ** stain from a black man I'd just started cheating with (that last part was the lie: I'd been dating him for a year or more). He asked if I planned to leave home. I said no but that I did plan to keep cheating with the black man. I knew he was intimidated around blacks but I didn't know how much. I was shocked that he said he knew he couldn't stop the guy from ** me but he asked me just to be discreet and use protection. I said I would do both but that was only partly true too: my black lover refused to use protection from the first date so I wasn't going to get him to start. I am on the pill. But **!!!!! After reading all these beautiful interracial and mixed-baby love stories and about white women getting ** for black babies . . . . . . I may put an end to the pill too!!!!!!

How did you get started with the black lover? Any children with hubby? Is the lover married or does he have any kids? Why didn't hubby have a total fit when you told him that you were having ** with lover? How do you think hubby will handle your pregnancy n baby? How does it feel to get the ok from hubby to sleep with a black lover? Thanks for sharing.

We just met in a bar one night after I got off work, no biggie. I've always needed that little extra sexual attention, so I've always had outside interests in all my relationships, whether marriage or other, but this was the first black I've had since my first marriage. My first marriage ended because I was caught with a black and my first husband kicked me out because I refused to end it. My current husband knew about that, so he knew I wasn't likely to stop. This husband and I have 2 kids, mostly grown. My black lover is married to a nice black lady and they have three children. She don't know about the affair. I don't know yet that I'm going to get black-knocked but my husband will just have to cope if it happens. I was surprised by how quickly he gave in to the affair; I thought it would take some threatening or humiliation (and humiliation is kinda my specialty), but he did what I wanted him to do. I mean, he actually did what I said, but I didn't think he'd succumb so soon. To be honest, it feels even better now to be with a black man while married to a white one than it did before. I guess it's the difference in age, but I like the feel of being a black man's ** at my age. I even love that word. And I have a feeling that if I have a black baby or two (or three) at my age, I'm going to be hearing that word A LOT. :)

Not polite to ask a lady her age,but am curious.how young are you now?

Just hit 41 last week.

Jesus, I hate this ** site! It used to be very easy to find your page. Now, though, you have to guess about the category or the tags, and even then, it may not be on the first or second or third or fourth screen. I found you today JUST BY ACCIDENT! Horrible site! HORRIBLE!!!!!!

I am so happy you finally found us.Even I have to do a search almost daily to find it.Sad.How have you been?

I have been really good. And I hope you have too. I really thought that if I ever found your site again it would have no new posts to it because by ten you would of found a young white girl who loves you and was pregnant with your first white baby. As for me......I have decided that I am going to have my first black baby and not later than next spring. My parents don't know about my plans, and I'm not pregnant yet. But I will be VERY soon.

Pregnant by meeeeeeeeeeeeeee? That is so sweet,best of luck honestly. I am still looking:)

The year I turned 23, and about 6 months before I married my husband, my 47yo married mother gave birth to a baby. The pregnancy was surprise enough to me and my siblings and to her husband, at her age, but we were all shocked when the baby was very dark black. I never knew mom had it in her, so to speak. She's the kind of woman you're looking for.

Please tell us how her husband reacted after the baby was born. Did they stay married? Is your mom still involved with the baby dad? What did you think about the whole scenario?

My pretty little blond wife is now 4 mos pregnant. one of her girlfriends told me this week not to be surprised if the baby is black. she said my wife has been seeing a "black bull" (sorry if that's offensive but i never heard the word before so i don't know if it is or isn't) for about a yr and its more likely that he knocked her tiny ** up than that i did it.

Sounds wondrous? Have you asked your little wife about it? How is this making you feel? Why do you think she did that?

I think my experience is probably more the norm for married white women. I'd been married to my first husband for about nine years and had two children with him. Then I met a black man through work (though we did not work together at the same building) and, once he seduced me, we began an affair. I became addicted to him almost immediately, and left my husband soon after that. I would marry this super hung black man but he has to stay with his wife for awhile longer. Still, he's given me two wonderful children (much better than the ones I had by my husband) and we are planning at least two more. Most white women are like me. Once we have felt the power of black we can no longer waste our lives on the weakness of white. I'm 34 and there are plenty of women like me out there. You will find one of us and soon.

What turned your heart and womb against hubby after the first two kids? Since you did not work with the black guy,how did you happen to meet,and what did you like so much about his seduction? Do you believe he would someday leave his wife so that the two of you could get married? What makes the children you have with him better than the ones with your ex? How do the 4 kids relate with one another? What did hubby say after you left him or once he realized you opened your legs womb and heart to a black guy? How is your relationship with hubby now? Indeed yes,I have seen many white women leave white husbands for black men,who sometimes may not be as successful as the white husbands. It may seem that I ask too many questions,but some things are very hard to comprehend, unless some clarification is given,sometimes in question answer format.. While no two situations are alike,and while most people may find what we share here to be offensive,there is lots of learning taking place here.Some people have changed their lives and situations based on what they have shared here.The information exchange helps many understand situations, and is factored into decision making-its somewhat therapeutic to share . In any case,it seems like you made a great decision,got what you wanted and deserved,and even sound quite happy. Thanks and keep contributing.

I really like the way you phrase things, especially the idea of my heart and womb being turned against my husband. So wonderfully lovely. Well, what caused that was the relationship with my black lover: his body and his love-making showed me what a waste I'd been making of my life. It was hard to be away from my white kids at first, but my lover more than made up for that. My lover and I both work for the same company, but in different buildings (same city) and different departments, but we worked on a team task for a short while, which was when he seduced me HARD and turned me into what I am now. We have not spoken about him leaving his wife, other than for me to have told him that I was leaving my home to be more readily available and accessible to him, and for me to tell him that I would do anything he wanted, from remaining on the side to becoming his wife. He knows he can have what he wants with me. Permanently. The two sets of children do not interact with one another, because I left my white family behind. They are so far behind me now as to seem like we were never a family. My only family, my only home, my only life, is with Will and our children. My husband was more shocked than anything else. He had no idea I had been involved with anyone outside our marriage, much less a superior black man. And Will is superior to my husband in every way -- looks, physique, intellect, finances, and sexual prowess (both size and skill) -- a fact that intimidates my husband, so we don't interact either: he knows what I'm doing and what I'm getting, and he knows he's inferior and could never compete. And to be honest, I love knowing he feels that way, because he was in control of our marriage and he didn't deserve to be. Even if Will doesn't leave home for me, he will always have me and will always be able to do with my body -- AND MY WOMB -- whatever he wishes. I am all his. I am all in.

Its is quite mind-blowing to find a lady so,devoted, dedicated and submissive to her man-especially a black man.I had to read that reply twice,just to make sure it sunk deep in my brain. I believe every man deserves a woman with your mind set-dedicated,devoted,and there for a man she believes in or loves,regardless of the situation and consequences. Not many will be pleased that I said that,but I just personally believe that the way you have surrendered yourself to Will is very **. Its equally a good thing that you are not actively seeking to destroy Will's marriage;in some cultures around the world,women happily share a man without jealousy. What are the ages of your 4 kids now? May you continue to be satisfied and happier in life. Thanks for caring,loving and sharing.

I totally agree with what you said: yes, every black man deserves to have a white woman (preferably married to a white male at first) submit to him and serve him, even allowing her marriage to be blown up publicly. That's not to say that every black man will take such a woman, some may prefer other races. But it should be the option of each black man to simply take a white woman and do with her as he pleases. And the next thing you said is even more true: "regardless of the situation and consequences". Oh my dear sweet Mother of Christ!!!!!!!! Yes, the situation in which the white woman finds herself, and the consequences to her and her family, should NEVER be taken into account or consideration. The black man should get what he wants from the white woman........WITHOUT EXCEPTION. The white husband should not EVER attempt to stand in the way of this type of couple. If the white wife cheats on the white husband with another white male, yes, that should still have the same repercussions; but a white wife should be able to couple with a black man at will, and she should be able to have him breed her at will, as you said, "regardless of the situation or consequences". I could write to you all day long on this topic. You asked about my children, so.......the two by my ex are 15 and 12, both white, both girls. The two by Will are 4 and 2, both boys. And I would never knowingly do anything to jeopardize his marriage: that, too, is something that a black man deserves to have. He should have the types and number of relationships that please him, support him, glorify him or empower or enrich him. The world would be a much better and happier place if these were the rules. I won't bore you with more of my personal philosophy, but I think it would even be better for white males. I truly believe that.

My daughter started dating an older black male about 3 weeks ago. There's nothing her mother and I can do about it, and it seems unlikely that we'll be able to stop it. Even more so, I doubt that we can do anything to convince her not to let him knock her up. I think that is what they both have in mind. I really never knew this was any kind of a big deal. Obviously, I was wrong.

What is the age difference between them? if you have tried talking your daughter out of this relationship,what did she say? Why did you think is was not a big deal? What are you likely to do if your daughter ends up getting knocked up? At least you care not cursing some black guy up for falling for your daughter.

The difference is over twice her age. She's 17. He's 36. Seventeen is legal in this state so there's nothing we can do to him even though we think he's taking advantage of her, and even though she's just finishing her junior year of high school (she'll be a senior in the fall). She claims to be in love with the guy, but she's been more open with her mother. She tells her mother that the ** is "unbelievable" and that she can't give it up, won't give it up. Last week she went and got a "Queen of Spades" tattoo on her thigh (her mother saw it, I didn't). She just said she liked the playing card and the color and the look of that particular tattoo, but I looked it up: it means she's black-owned, or that she's a ** to black **. I hate this. I didn't realize it was such a big deal for some black males wanting to impregnate white females. I mean I obviously knew that they dated and had **, but I just didn't know it was a "thing". I guess I haven't been paying attention. What will we do if she gets herself knocked up? Well, we've had her on BC since she was 14 because that's how long she's been active, but if she gets off of it and he -- or one of his friends (long. long, long story) -- gets her pregnant, the father won't be able to support it, or her, and if she won't have it aborted, then I guess her mother and I will help raise it. It's not how I wanted to spend my 40s or my 50s (or beyond), but we may not have a choice. I guess my hate isn't helping, but I can't help it.

Its almost a given that your daughter is likely to be pregnant by this summer. I am sure you have read about women who have posted here,some married,that they are getting off the pill,so that they can get knocked up by some lover. If your daughter already has that Queen of Spades tattoo,she has made her mind and stand very clear to you, and any other white man who may desire her;she is Black Owned and will pleasure black men. Although that may change in the long run,for the immediate moment,black is what she so desires. The more you ask her to quit the black guy,the more resentful of parents she will get, and keep on running. Basically,if that guy says get off the pill,she is highly likely to do that,resulting in one or many pregnancies. Maybe find her a short course in a well paying field,pay for her to go,if she completes the program,she will get a decent job, and be able to feed her kids and self. Not doing anything like that right now,or being less than supportive is a bad decision all around.I met my daughters mom when she was 17,turning 18.She got pregnant withing the first few weeks after we met,and I think again within a few weeks of her first birth.My daughters are 1 year and 32 days apart in age . Teenage girls are extremely ** and fertile. I just found this caption on FamilyLife tot kom "We're seeing a surge in girls taking the initiative with guys at younger and younger ages, and aggressively attempting to lure them into sexual activity". While your daughter may or may not be like that,it hopefully gives you reason to look at this situation differently.

I'm afraid you may be right, in so many ways, and even in the past couple weeks we've started to see things shift. I wanted to kick our daughter out of the house, but her mother went to our lawyer and he said she's too young to force out legally (and isn't that a **? old enough to ** any man who will have her, but too young to send packing?). So her mother put a stop to that before it even started. Then, a few days later she came to her mother and said that the boyfriend was going to start saying over on some nights and he would stay in her room. At first her mother said no and I agreed, but then she kept begging and yelling and her mother relented. So he's already stayed over with her in her bed on three nights. You'll notice that I said "stayed over" and not "slept over", because they don't "sleep" much. The sounds coming from her room are hard for a father to hear. It doesn't seem to bother her mother much. Since you've been right about everything else, I have to assume you'll be right about the pregnancy this summer, too. That's really killing me, because I don't want her going through her senior year of high school as a pregnant mother. I mean I know you can tell I don't want that to be a part of her reputation -- or mine -- but I mostly just don't want that burden and complication for her physically. The school actually provides (if you can believe this) pregnancy care and child care. And I know that she and her mother have already looked into that (although THEY don't know that I know), so I think your prediction is likely to come true. Your final thought that "teenage girls are ** are fertile" seems to cover the territory completely when considering our daughter. But I really don't understand why her mother (my wife) has begun to seem supportive of the relationship, almost . . . encouraging it (?). Anyway, your knowledge and insights are really invaluable.

This is some kind of entertainment. Fabricated, fictional concepts complete with all the second guessing. Who dreams up this c_r_a_p??

What you have read here is not **,its reality. Just look around you or do some reading on this outside this site and learn something.

Wisdom & common sense will perpetually rule ; that's why I know better. Anything that sounds or in this case appears too good to be true, most likely IS. This won't happen I assure you. i.e. the proverbial wheels will come off sometime along the way. Plan, plan all you want. N_i_g_g_e_rs can't do that right anyhow ; the proof is in their plight. We'll get them back to picking cotton in Dixie..

^This^ is one of the funniest things I've ever read, anywhere! Well done!!! The likelihood, of course, is that we'll ALL be working for blacks LOOOOOOONG before any ONE of them ever goes NEAR a cotton field again, much less as the employee of a white man. But seriously, this is just hilarious! And as for dreaming up ** . . . . . dude, take a look around you: this ** is R_E_A_L!!

The white women would not let the white man do any of that nonsense you dreaming of. Even your mom sister or wife can tell you that. Stop hating.

If my husband knew what naughtiness I was up to with one of his black friends from college, he would kill us both. If he knew that I daydream and fantasize about having that friend's child within our marriage, he would kill himself.

How long have you been married to him now? Any kids? Tell us about the naughtiness that you have been into with his black friend please. What makes you daydream and desire this black guy's kids? Thanks for caring enough to share.

If you believe that dame honey, don't hold your breath on a reply. Her spouse WILL find out and she wrote what that means. Can't blame him either, hehe..

In two weeks from now, we will celebrate our sixth anniversary. We have two kids. I want more. He doesn't. His idea of love-making is really vanilla, but I need more than that. I realized I needed variety. I realized I needed . . . chocolate. :) Actually, what his black friend brings to me is more than just his blackness. He brings all different sorts of positions and experimentation. And of course . . . he brings his HUGE ** and his GIGANTIC loads of **. All of which I need. It's been happening since before I married my husband. The naughtiness includes a LOT of **, for which I am a total freak, and which my husband dislikes. I mean, he'll do it, but who needs an unenthusiastic **-**? I certainly don't. I need a man to ** me in the ** LIKE HE ** MEANS IT. And Jordy does that. He ** me in the ** like he ** means it. Among the many other ** he brings me. But I had never thought of having his kids until maybe the last year or so. At first, it was just an occasional drifting thought. But now, it's like I have a hunger for his babies. I don't know why, or what it means, or where it goes. [I can say that my thoughts of this have always, even from the very first, been about having more than one child with him, if that says anything.] I've never spoken to Jordy about any of it, and would be afraid to bring it up, although to be honest, he's far more mature and sophisticated and stable than my husband and would never get mad at me (even though he DOES get mad at his wife) and is one of those rare men who can talk to you -- and LISTEN to you -- about anything in the world. Anything. He's an amazing amazing amazing **, but he's also just an amazing MAN. Oh my GOD.......just sitting here in my office typing about having children for him.........I've soaked my **..............I need to go clean up before my boss comes in and smells it.

Yes,you have been very naughty! Its like you have two husbands really. I think you should have a conversation with Jordy,so that you can clear your mind and heart and know for sure where things stand. If he happens to say yes to kids,you can get started ASAP:). Best of luck and remember to keep us updated.My current GF says she soaks her ** just by thinking about me. I wonder if there are any former lovers who soak their **,just thinking about me. Thats so **!

Wow that's so incredible! That thing you said about me having two husbands! Jordy has said exactly that to me several times! He tells me that I have two husbands and he's Number One! It's so true but I have no idea how you knew about that! It's like you're psychic or something! Actually when I think of it a little different it could be a little scary! LOL! Anyway.......it doesn't surprise me that you soak your own girlfriend's ** when she thinks of you. I know for a fact that you've been soaking the ** of MANY MANY MANY women here ever since you began this page because they all seem to say that and they all want you and your black **. So it only stands to reason that there are dozens of your former lovers out there who lay in their bathtubs massaging their **, or sit at their desks and grind on the chairbottoms, or mount their husbands in the dark, and all of them close their eyes and picture your face and dream that it's you who is taking care of their bodies.......just like you used to. Dozens of women, maybe hundreds, miss you, want you, need you, and wish they had never let you go. That has to be a good feeling for you.

After resisting the idea for almost 12 years of marriage, I finally gave in this past New Year's Eve and got a black bull in my life. My only regret is not having done that sooner. He makes all the difference in my world. I can't say that we will eventually produce a **. But I can't say we won't. What I can say for sure is that it won't happen by accident. If we do it we will plan out every detail and maximize the impact of every aspect of the conception, the pregnancy, the birth (especially the birth!!) and the raising of the **. It will be spectacular.

Just reading your post,I am left with a clear understanding that mentally,you have already surrendered to having a baby or babies,although you sound very methodical.Can you see what I see or hear what I hear? Why did you resist this action for 12 years, and how did you finally capitulate? Will hubby keep you with,or after the bull's baby?

There are two main reasons I didn't do it sooner (although as I said: I was wrong and I should have started years ago). First, I am highly sexed, and I was concerned that I might lose control of myself, or of my body, to an even more highly sexed black male. Now, I see that I should have been wanting that rather than fearing it. The second reason is also tied to the reason that I finally surrendered. When I thought of having that kind of connection to a black man, I wanted him to be sophisticated, mature and well-spoken, not just a street/hood black (forgive me, PLEASE, but I hate those types). The man who finally met all those qualifications came to work for my husband last fall, and it wasn't until a New Year's Eve party where I got drunk enough to let him break down my walls. I confessed to him that I wanted him and he said he would only START ** me if he could KEEP ** me and be my black bull. We have not told my husband about the relationship yet, but we will do that eventually. I have not said anything to the bull about knocking me up, but I love all the information here from women who are living that dream or trying to, and I intend to have that discussion with him soon. I have three children with my husband (ages 4, 9 and 11), and have told him I'm done with all that, but this ** bull of mine -- and all these stories -- make me want to have five or six of his. As for my husband? Trust me: he will do as I tell him. He loves my ** too much to ever leave.

They say confidence is very **. If you believe hubby is there to stay no matter what, you can enjoy your lover and his seed, and share it with hubby. It sounds like you have a no fear situation going, and all that is left is for you to make up your mind ,have a discussion with the lover and hubby, and see whether to open your womb or not. You will handle this fabulously.Best of luck and keep us posted please. By the way,how did you train hubby to do as you say?

It was ** easy: I **-whipped him. :) Seriously, he's several years older than I am, and I stole him from another woman. [Actually, I stole him from TWO other women: his wife and his mistress. His mistress was a friend of mine......at the time. ;> ] He loves my ** more than life (can't get enough of it, but also can't satisfy it) and he will do whatever it takes to keep it in his life. I trained him up good before I ever let him leave home for me. He wants this ** too much to quit it. :}~

My next door neighbors in the condo where I live are a white pastor and his prim and proper white wife. He's leaving next week for a six month mission trip to Africa, and he's leaving his wife and teenage kids (3) behind. My plan is to have her extremely knocked up with my baby by the time he gets home in December. I don't like the guy because he don't like me being black, and I think his wife is kind of a closet ** for BBC, judging by the way she check me out and also my boys who drop by. I think the wife good to go, and I want to wreck that! Specially now that I been reading all this here. **! ** yah I want to knock it up!!!! I think she is nasty **.

This is so amusing...you know God knows your plans right?I am not so sure he is gonna Bless the destruction of the house of his servant. But you sound determined to wreck this guy's house through his wife's womb.What if her tubes are tied or she is on a pill,or is not able to have kids any more?I know for sure that her hubby will possibly be having wild ** in Africa for the 6 months. You seem to have a ton of confidence and I believe that you will eventually get to have ** with your neighbor. But remember she may remind you some of the 10 commandments when she realizes you are seducing her or intending to plunge or into an unholy alliance of sin; Thou shall not steal(8),Neither shalt thou desire thy neighbor's wife, neither shalt thou covet thy neighbor's house, his field, or his man-servant, or his maid-servant, his ox, or his **, or any thing that is thy neighbor's(10). But remember if you don't someone else will...but again,who am I to play the moralist role here? Keep us updated please.Thanks.

LOL! I hear you I hear you! And I'm totally looking forward to that unholy alliance of sin with his wife and I actually believe she wants it too. The way she look at me and the black boys of mine I think she ready. You might be right about her tubes being teid or being able to have children but even if that true I'll be wrecking it the whole time he gone and even after he get back. She act all high but the way she chek out the brothers make me think she get down and DOWN. But the main thing is what you said about if it aint me it WILL be somebody else and I am not gona let that happen. I'm gonna get that ** of hers and I'm not gonna let it go. I just hope she canhave kids because that's what I want. I think I might even start talking to her about starting a relationship before he leaves town. I want her to know I'm coming for her....and that I'll be cuming in her before long.

The early bird gets the worm. If she has been checking you and others out,you know she is ready.She probably cannot wait for him to fly out. She is yours to enjoy,devour,and knock up,so don't fail yourself and her. You and I will probably burn in ** side by side on this one,lol.

Things lookin up way up. The preacher man leave in 3 days but last night I walked past the wife while she and 2 of the kids was bringing in groceries and I waited for the kids to get inside the condo and then i motion for the wife to stay behind on the walkway for a minute. I told her to come to my place after preacher man was gone and we could have a little dinner and some drinks and just chill. She smiled a big smile to me and say "that's a great idea and I can't even wait". You were soooooooo right my man, my friend, my brother!!!!!! She really CANNOT wait for him to leave. **. **! I knew she was ** and hot as ** but I didn't know how ** and hot. The thing I'm going to be focused on for the next 3 days and then the entire time her pitiful husband is gone is the other thing you said: "don't fail her". That's a high high standard, but I'm going to live up to it. And I'm not going to let anybody else get on her the whole time. I'm gonna wreck that and I'm gonna own that. Thank you!!

What a dumb **

Thats all you could type?

He didn't need to type any more. He said everything that needed to be said.

My wife is no great beauty but she seems to have an ability to attract black men. They are always around her.

Ummm! Why do you think she is able to attract a swarm of black guys?

I don't really know but I wish I could figure out how. I think she may see them looking at her and then do something in the way she stand or sits or looks back to them. One of my buddies says that a woman can just send out vibes and a black guy will know shes ready to be had, and maybe even that she's inviting him to come and get her. Even with her husband right there with her, he says, she can send out a signal that a black man picks up on but her husband can't see. I don't know what it is but I know she gets them all around her. You used the word swarm and that's just exactly what they all do to her. You'd be amazed.

Your friend is so right. I honestly can pick the woman at a bar or any place to say yes, just by receiving the right vibe. And yes, its hard to explain. There is a lot to it, but the bottom line is that some women have it in them. Let me give you a brief example. As I walked into a bar full of white women one time on ladies night, I locked eyes with a tall white woman at a distance as I entered. After I got my drink,I ran into her, talked danced, and went home with her. She confessed she was married,lived many hours away but stayed in town during the week for work. As you can imagine,I liked her status n she was at my apt most days for the longest time. She was a lot older than I at the time, but one of the best sexually. I came, I saw, I felt, I got!

Don't know how you just made me laugh, made me applaud your work, and then made worry about my marriage all at the same time. But it mostly made me laugh. I think what you pulled off with the tall woman is nothing short of amazing, and I found myself kind of rooting for you, then and now, wanting you to snag her and show her a depth of love that her husband obviously could never show her. She made herself available and you took her! ** hot. My guess is that it was the happiest time of her life and that she looks back on it with longing. But then at the same time, I think about my wife being in that same situation -- and maybe already having BEEN in that situation (?) -- and finding that same love in her own life. I can't root for THAT to happen can I? So odd the way you brought all that out in me at the very same time. Is it this complicated or is it just me? I don't know. I'm almost as confused by that set of emotions as I am by her ability to attract so many blacks to start with. Whew!!!

I have a black lover outside my marriage. My husband doesn't know. I would do anything for my lover and he knows that. He's never asked me to stop taking my birth control, and we've never talked about starting an illegitimate family. But after reading all this, I now intend to have that conversation with him.

How did you get so good at being so discreet? Where did you meet him and how long have you guys been at it? Please update us on your conversation. Very delighted that you have shared your intimate story, and that reading this post has inspired you to take your relationship to another level. How do you think hubby will react if you ended up all knocked up?

I got to become good at being discreet by practice. :) Hubby and I been together for 14 years and married for 9 years and I have cheated many times (I was married once before for just a few years). No, I'm not a **, I just enjoy the company of men and I need more sexual attentiveness than one man can provide. I never do one-nighters. Never. All my extramarital relationships have been long term and only one outside relationship at a time. I've always been extremely loyal to my men and they all appreciate that. However, my current lover is my first black, and I think we will be together forever. This magnificent black animal of mine has a wife and I have hubby, so our basic relationships are set, and what we bring to each other is adventure and thrills and heat and pure diamond love. We were meant to be together by God and we were meant to have our relationship outside our marriages. God knows that what we have is real love and so do we, and we know He approves of this. We are destiny. Yes Quincy and I both believe that truly. We met two years ago when hubby and me bought a car at the dealership where Quincy is a sales professional. He wasn't our salesman, but I saw him there while hubby shopped, and then I went back alone after we bought the car and introduced myself. He was beautiful and was not to be resisted by a woman like myself. He bedded me that very day. And the next one. And the one after that. The rest is sexual history. And it's still being made. Now he belongs to me even though he lives with his wife. Hubby will not like it if he finds out I am blacked up, and he will like it even less if I get knocked up. But hubby tends to do as I tell him, so while its possible that he will leave, its not likely. Still, that doesn't worry me. If hubby leaves, God will provide. I know that's true because God loves Quincy and me being together. And He would love our children even more than that.

You two are hooked up together for good sounds like .I have read stories where white women get pregnant and their white husbands still remain devoted and supportive. It seems like you will be in that category. I sold cars for a number of years and saw quite amazing relationships. I hope you continue being loyal to this one while looking out for his wife also. Enjoy and be as happy us you can be-we all need it.

I think my wife has been giving me sloppy seconds lately and I think they are from a black customer at the bar she manages. After reading about the experiences here, now it makes me think she may be trying for a pregnancy with him. She has the mindset for doing that. She sounds like a lot of the women here...........

Have you seen the sperm? How different is it than yours?Don't think am being rude,I am simply trying to say that from what you have written,its hard to conclude that some black guy is giving your dear wife pleasure after work or during break time at the bar. Have you asked her for sure what is going on between her legs when she is away from you? Having a mindset may not be enough reason to conclude that she is getting more than her fair share of moans and internal pleasurous explosions .You gotta find the absolute truth on this one. But I totally understand what you are saying ,thinking or imagining.Its one of those scenarios that rattles the tummy all day and night long. How did she end up developing the hots for this valuable customer?

As you would expect she denies having ** with anybody else. But several weeks ago she was suspended from work for having a customer in the office and in the storeroom. And that customer was this black guy or so I was told by a friend of mine who goes there. She has ** inside her sometimes lately (I know the smell) but she tells me she's just been crazy ** and has been creaming a lot. It feels like she's full of ** sometimes. Plus.......it also feels like she's getting bigger inside. Like she's getting stretched. Which means to me that she's probably getting ** by somebody big. She has this girlfriend who is the mistress of a black guy and they have a baby together and she is always talking to my wife about getting knocked up again. There's definitely something going on. She met this guy at the bar last year sometime and almost every time I go in there, he's there, and they are always talking and flirting. She tries to chill when I come in but you can tell she's into the guy and super hot for him by the way she looks at him and he looks at her. They are just nasty when they are around each other.

Well sounds to me that you are sure of what you are talking about. Its hard for some women to confess affairs even when everything else is obvious. Do you go there because you enjoy her illicit interactions with her lover?What you know about her girlfriend who is a mistress?

I don't like it when she cheats but I do have to admit that a part of the reason I married her was that she's so ** and so sexual. She's not a great beauty, but she's one of those women who just exude ** from their pores 24/7. To be honest, yes . . . I do enjoy the fact that she is oversexed (a lot of women say they are but not many really are oversexed). I've seen her with other men before but in those situations it seemed like she was in control of THEM. In this situation it seems like this black guy is in control of HER. Shes never said nothing like him being in control of her or of her body, like some other women have said here, but when I see them talking together it just looks like he's in charge and she likes it that way. Her girlfriend is a wild one. Shes also wildly oversexed. Guys white and black all want to get with her all the time but she is a one-man woman even though her man is married. She saves herself for this man and doesn't want nobody else ever. But I do worry that her love of blacks and black ** will influence my wife to get into her same lifestyle, and that may be what has already been happening in her life. Halle has been a mistress for over a year and a half and she's really happy. That's not good news for me because it shows Liz a very very positive side to leaving a husband and child behind to be kept by a black man. That's the bad news but the worse news is this: Halle and Liz know each other from working at this same bar, and Halle met her lover while she was working at the bar, same as for Liz.