Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant

You won't have a problem. Black men know how to ** us better than other men. Part of it is the size of their meat, and part of it is how much ** they produce. But more than anything else, it's that they just know how to ** a woman. Every white woman knows this is true (in her mind, her heart, her soul, her **, and most of all, IN HER WOMB), and I know it better than most. We all ache for it. We all hunger for it. We all CRAVE it.

Your convictions make me, and am sure many others,admire you. Given all the hatred in the world,its refreshing to run into a person,more so a woman,who espouses such love and admiration in us,and can so passionately express it. May you shower all your children, and the wonderful men you encounter, in such wholehearted love. Speaking of children,do I get the impression that you have some with a black man? Tell us about you and yours please. Thanks much.

You are really kind and I appreciate that. That also makes me realize how easy it will be for you to connect with a white woman or girl because it sets you apart from other men, and that will make women and girls be drawn to you: they will want the hot ** of course and they will want all of what I described in my message. But they will want the culture and the courtesy just as much. That's a rare combination in the world. That's why I think you'll meet multiple women and girls and who knows...you might even marry one. :) I'm 25 and I have three black children by different fathers all separated by roughly four years (the youngest is almost one year old, so yes: I got an early start...LOL!). I intend to have more. (I'm already hungry again but I need to wait.) The point is that I have met and been knocked up by men at all stages of my life, and I think you will probably wind up connecting with a teenager. I don't mean a silly little "** with an itch" as they say, but somebody who physically matured very early and got the sexual appetite of a woman very early, and who can't stand dating "boys" or even guys in college or men in their 20s-30s or more: these girls need to be ** by a man who knows how to **. If you don't find one who is already mature, then just pick a young one and start dating her: after she's been in your life -- and in your bed -- for two or three years or more, you will have made her mature and she'll still be under 20 and she'll be ready for a long-term relationship with you. Just think of how good she'll look on your arm at an early age and then as she approaches 20. You'll be so proud of her, and she will be prepared to satisfy you and be your mate. That's how all relationships should work: young white females should always be with more mature black males. It's how we are all made. You know that. I know that. And every white woman knows it, whether or not she admits it. You are wonderful and some young girl will love you for that.

I agree with absolutely everything ^this^ woman said. The only observation I have is that you'd be better off if the young girl is out of high school when you begin the relationship. I mean, yes, teenagers can be very ** and very sexual (although not all of them are, by any means), but they are also still immature and -- well -- kinda dumb. :) And they are all drama queens. A girl who is away from all the craziness of high school will be less flighty and better able to focus on being with a MAN, as opposed to a BOY (even if the "boy" is in his 20s or 30s). I would say make 19 your minimum age, and that will still give you the appearance this lady was talking about, of having a girl hanging on you, and then when she gets to be 21 or 22, and has given you a couple of children by then, you can decide whether or not to try to have a serious LTR with her, or maybe even marry her. The age difference may not matter to you, but it really looks good for a couple to be separated by a few years, at least in my opinion, and especially if the girl is white and the man is black. (Her parents are going to hate you either way, but that's part of the fun, isn't it?)

Flighty is a perfect description. I endured that with my sons mom for a few years and decided I had had enough. She is finally married to someone else now,has another son and has even bought a house ,and seems content and settled.She is even overly nicer to me,probably after realizing that I meant well. Very young can be much more attractive and exciting,but at times when there is a huge age difference,there can be issues. That is not to say that some such relationships don't succeed. At my age,a much younger woman may be ideal-she will live longer and, therefore, raise the child(ren) to maturity. If a woman is up to some good,it would not matter to me,so long as she is legal. Yes,some white parents freak out when they know their beloved daughter is opening her legs for some black guy to devour:)

Your wishes for me are awesome and thanks much. But a teenager may stress this man out. I say that because in my earliest 20s,I hooked up with an 18 year old,with whom I ended up having two wonderful daughters. Despite being young and all energetic,that was a hectic life. The other mother of my kids is 20 years younger than I. That was no piece of cake either. I would want someone a little mature but quite fertile and healthy,and as a woman you know how important that is when reproductive health is at issue. But lord knows, the younger women they make these days are so different in looks than those of my younger days. Its hard to ignore the aggressive,bold and beautiful ladies I see confidently going about their day these days. Maybe I am more observant than I used to be. Thank you for being so sweet to me:)

Well, this is a new and unexpected twist for this site. I thought it was bad before, but I thought it was just clumsiness or ignorance that produced all the operational glitches. But now it appears that they are actively editing or just randomly deleting things. For about 99.5% of the posts on this site, I couldn't really care less. But for yours? Cutting out huge parts is so totally NOT okay. This has to stop. These admin people have to be stopped. Censorship is not cool.

I really think the site has to work better than it is. Few days ago,I could not reply to posts for a few hours.I gave up and decided to try much later and it worked. I was writing,clicking post and nothing could happen. I was worried that they were cutting us off for having too many replies. I read and reply to other posts on this site.The same scenario happened at firsts,but rectified itself later.Thank you.

Don't know if you guys have noticed it or not but the "back" button/arrow no longer works on this site. you click on it with your cursor and . . . nothing. i have never encountered that before, not anywhere. i just do not understand why this site has so many problems in just simple operational things.

I just noticed yesterday that there is a banner at the top of this page asking " How would you make confessionpost better? " I told them what I thought n I hope others do the same thing too. Thanks.

I've been in an affair with a married white woman for the last six months (since Thanksgiving Day, in fact). I'm 22sbm. She's 43mwf. For awhile it was just some ** fun, nothing serious, and we only hooked up maybe twice a week. But then we really started to dig each other. Now we up to about five a week. The main thing is that now we talking babies and actually planning the first. Her husband is a natural puss so he won't interfere even after the baby pops out and its black (he don't know about the affair, much less about the family planning). I just wanted to say that I feel you, dude. A few years back I would never of thought that I would really WANT to have a kid with any of the white ** I was **. And now look here......I'm planning one and I'm so down with it. And so is she. So I get you and I know you going to get you some of this.

That is a huge undertaking! But I know you will accomplish it since the two of you seem to be in sync. Never underestimate a guy who is about to lose his wife though,his wrath could be hurtful. Most memorable to me is all the fine women I passed up when I was your age. They wanted me,but I didn't want them as much,especially after **. College,inability to commit, etc., kept me from having kids with the many women(especially white ones in the predominantly white state I lived in).I decided that focusing on married women was more safer and convenient than single ones. Now that I want to have the kids I should have had,its proofing to be difficult.Had I done it then,those kids would be in the same age group as my old ones. Tread carefully though.But you made a very valid point and you really understand my situation just by putting yourself in my shoes. Best of luck.

I liked to read about all the white women who have had the black babies and there husband didnt know he wasnt the father until the babies got born. i think that is just so super **. i hope one day i will be married and can get to do that to my white husband. so super **. ohhhhhhhh.......

I like how so turned on you are about the possible bi-racial child in your near future.How old are you now? Have you previously,or currently,dated a black guy? May your noble dreams come true:)

I am almost 19 but sorry to say i have not had much experiences in **. i have a boyfriend now for about 11 month but have not had much ** very many times even with him. there is a black man i love but he doesn't know it. i ** my self many times thinking of him. so you can see i am not very ** like most girls even tho i think about ** a lot and want it all the time. i had 2 different black men a few year ago but not for very long. but even then i knew what they can do to girl whos hungry. but you are so right about me wanting to have a black baby for a white husband. i have thot about that a lot and i cant think of nothing that would ever be sexier. its just too ** for words. you are such a man. **.

Do not apologize for being 19,or inexperienced;** is not rugby! You are fine and you have many years to gain tremendous experience both in **,love and relationships.You are such a lady for being so sweet to me,I owe you a hug:). I suggest you don't get pregnant any time soon.Hit that college(if you haven't already,get some sort of credential that would feed you and your babies.That way,if you have a baby n father runs,you can take care of yourself. Some colleges have fine men with huge brains and whatever else comes with that. You have a great mind,let it take you places.Best of luck and thanks for your sweetness.Keep reading and posting.

I had a mixed child with a younger woman many years ago. I was a part of their lives for about six years but then she got married to a white guy and moved away so I don't hardly get to see either of them anymore. I'm glad the mother and daughter are out there, but I hate not being more involved with both of them.

Hi. Have you made any efforts to re-establish a connection with your child and bring yourself and the child happiness?

Hello. I have tried to be with both of them many times since they moved and at first it was okay. I would fly to where they were living and visit with mother and daughter even though the mother would never tell her that I was her father. The mother was always eager to have ** with me while the daughter was in school or whatever else she was doing but then the time the mother gave me with the daughter started getting less and less and the trips got to be only about the **. She says she will tell the daughter about who I am to her when she's grown but nothing until then. I cant fight to get visitation because I am married to another woman who doesnt know about this child or that I had a long affair with her mother. Honestly my preference would be to leave my wife (who doesn't have ** anymore) and be with this other woman and my child fulltime, but the mother of my only mixed child wont leave her current husband.

It must hurt not to see your child. I am glad you have such a strong longing to see your child. If you find a way to amicably solve this issue with the mother so that you can visit the child it will be most beneficial. Going to court could disrupt both your marriage and hers. Ultimately,its what is in the best interest of the child. I have had very contentious custody battles with the two mothers of my 4 kids. I wanted to share custody but the mothers did not want to, so I moved to court at different times. I got sole legal and physical custody of my daughters,and recently got shared custody of my younger sons. I spent a large amount of money n time chasing these legal arrangements. My first wife does not really talk to me,but its no big deal because daughters are adults now.My sons mom(we were never married) is now married,has a new baby,and we get along well,and no longer seems to want to give me grief over visitations. I share that to show you that some good things can come out of tough situations.You are in a tough situation but I pray you find a way out. Don't let the baby's mother define the relationship between you and your shared child. You must be an advocate for yourself and the child,its your responsibility to go after a fair share of your child's time and life.God Bless.

I know my wife has been cheating on me with a married black man at her job who works for her. It's been happening for almost the whole time we been married (2yrs). She denies it. She says I'm paranoid or crazy. She says she not sleeping with nobody else. But now I have reason to believe their planning to start a whole illegitimate mixed race family. I'm going insane because of this **.

What exactly makes you feel and think that she is cheating and wants to establish a bi-racial family?

I knew it for months before I had her followed by a pro who confirmed that she was going with this guy to a cheapass motel outside of the town. I confronted her. She denied denied denied. Now when she's not at home when she should be sometimes I drive by the motel and either his car or hers is usually there. Then one night about a couple months ago I came into our house through the utility room (I was putting a can of paint away) and that door doesn't trigger a beep on the system when the alarm is off. As I came into the kitchen I could hear her talking on the phone in the family room and saying "God I can't ** wait! I want that ** baby up in me right now! And I don't just want one of them! **! I can't ** wait! **! All of this is all going to be for you!" I went back out the utility room door and came in through the side door and made noise so she would hear me. Later I looked at her phone (sometimes she forgets to clear it off) and I could tell it was him she had been talking to. It leaves me in a mess being married to a woman I love and don't want to be without but knowing that she's in love with another man who arouses her and hammers her and satisfies her better and more than I ever could. And now it looks like the two of them are planning a family.

I am totally dumbfounded. Your wife seems to have taken all your power and will from inside you by her bold action. Do you think you will be able to do anything to circumvent her impending pregnancy? You are either looking at a divorce or just owning the new developments, and raising the baby as your own. The thing is,she is likely to get pregnant by this guy or some other black guy, whether you cry or support it,or not-she has the will-power and a needy womb.You just have to deal with whatever comes.Its really the position we find ourselves in as men and husbands.Are you hoping to be part of the new family?

I hadnt even thought of it that way but thats the way it is. She totally has taken all the power and control away from me with her sexuality. Shes running things now. I mean she dont say it that way but thats the way it is isnt it??? ** you are so right. **. Thats even more depressing to realize it that way. **. I dont know whether or not I hope to be part of her family its just too new to me. But what you said about her womb and ** is exactly right too: whatever I do wont matter because its her ** and her womb thats in control. And she is giving those to that black guy. All of this just makes me feel so weak and useless and helpless.

So many married white **. Too many, really. Disgusting.

They make them every day and there will never be a shortage.

That is so true. And that is a blessing to black me like me who love white women. Especially married ones. (btw: I only date married white women.)

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Just woke up and sat down to have breakfast cereal,while checking on updates here.You just made my day.The other day I replied to someone, and when I looked later,my reply had been repeated two or three time,but I had clicked on post just once.So you know,almost every time I come here, since the post was updated,I have to do a google search of the title, like this; confessionpost.scared I will never get a white woman pregnant.I select mine from a displayed list of a few similar ones,and thats the fastest way for me to arrive here,haha. Once in a while,I log into the main site and I am able to see it displayed.Thanks much for your kindness

When my black man ** me it hurts.....doesnt matter whether hes in my puss or my ** it just hurts coz hes too big........but i would never make him stop.......not ever....not for a second..........not for anything in the world. he really HAS to keep it in me. he HAS to........why? coz i cannot live without it.

Hahaha,gives new meaning to no pain no life!You sound so addicted,but we should all be happy for you. Enjoy in moderation:)

I have a husband but my little sister would love you so hard. she loves blacks.......and wants there babies. the only problem is that she probably would only give you one before moving on to the next baby daddy. yeh.....that girl loves the black **.....and she gets a lot of it........

Ummmm..sounds like fun.Does she have a baby yet and how little is she(like age)? Have you asked her to read this blog yet?How long have you been married,and do you have kids?You do sound quite interesting yourself! Thanks for contributing and please,keep on reading and posting:)

......desiree is the most fun you would ever have in life forever..........she has had 2 black pregnencies but our parents made her get a abortion for the first and give up the second one to adopt. it still hurts her not to have her black babies and so she wants to get pregnant like right now and she says all the time that she wants to have lots of black babies. she is 17.....but that is totally legal where we are so now she gets even more guys than before......now she only dates black men and they have to be at least over 35 but mostly over 40 or more........and she just LOVES married men.....dont know why....... i didnt ask her to read this yet but thats a really great idea and so i will......she will love reading about all the girls her age who want to get knocked up like her......i have been married for 3 yrs but no kids yet.....but i do want some and probably soon.....i dont think i'm interesting but thanks......desiree has a lot sexier and more interesting life than i ever had and she can get all the hung men on her! all over her **!!!!!

Why are you child free after 3 years of marriage?

......yeh i know its weird...........my husband and me both want to have kids......or at least he said so before we got married......then at first he said he needed to finish college .......but then he did that and it was about starting to work........so after that we argued over it for awhile and the arguments started getting kinda ugly.....but the bigger problem is that the arguments led to us having less ** than before. you don't know me so you don't know what a ** ** i am and how hungry i get for **.......so this situation about wanting kids and not having them is making me a little craaaaaaazy.....LOL. .....i think that eventually we will have them but i'm tired of waiting and being told to chill my ** out. aaaaaaaanyway....... ...... why did i start to tell you my troubles?????? ..........so sorry. you just seem to bring that out in people......sooooooo, anyhow i could easily see you with a young girl like dezzy. ** you might even be the man to convince her not to have her 10 black babies with 10 different black fathers but to have ALL TEN of them with just one black father.........YOU!! :) i know you would love dezzy's ** because every other black man shes been with does. :)

I had wrote before about a strong black man at my church and I just wanted you to know that it finally happened. Well last Sunday morning at church we went to our usual spot (away from everybody) to make out and while we were kissing I started rubbing his ** over his pants like usual, and as usual he pulled away saying he couldn't go back to his wife with the front of his pants soaked. I looked up at him (waaaay up, he's tall) and told him that I have a place he could deposit his load, and I turned around, bent over a table, hiked up my church dress and opened myself to him. He entered me, pumped once, and unloaded in me. I knelt down and licked him clean with my mouth, and that just made him hard again. He had me stand, he turned me around again, back into the same position I was in, and he entered me again. Same as before, he pumped once and exploded. He told me no woman of any color had ever gotten him off so fast and he was kinda embarrassed about not lasting. I told him I was flattered but that I had to get back to my husband before he missed me. He said there were things we needed to talk about, but we haven't had that talk yet. I think we'll have it this coming Sunday. You can't imagine how much ** he put in me, or how much I love him for putting it there.

Waoooo,thats a fantastic development and I am thrilled for you and for the fact that you updated us. Were you ovulating that day or thereabouts?Did your hubby notice anything? How different is it now when you making love to hubby?Let us know what he wanted to discuss with you too. I will be so happy but so jealous if he knocks you up:)

I don't think I was ovulating that particular day, but I am still taking BC anyway. Even so, this man ** so much that I think BC wouldn't work on his seed!! My husband didn't notice anything sexual about me that day, no, but he certainly noticed how happy I was and he remarked on it during church and later at brunch with our friends. I was crazy in ** and in love that day (and still carrying his seed in me), and nearly every day since. My black bull has decided that he's willing to have the affair I told him I wanted, but he said he would have to give up his white mistress to do that. He said he would do that even though she's like 20 years younger than me, but he would need me to always be available to him, ALWAYS. And that would probably mean my leaving my family. I've told him I might do that but I would want a new set of children WITH HIM. To be honest, I would probably leave anyway to be with this man -- **, I would do anything he told me -- but I am hoping that he will agree to start a new family with me, even if it were secret and illegitimate. (Actually, secret and illegitimate is sexier.) Right now, he still has the little blonde child mistress, and we are just flinging, but we are still talking about more. And I already have one foot out the door at home. I pretty sure my life is about to change in a major way!

Totally intriguing. You sound totally changed. One thing I don't like is having no date and time stamps on this site. I have no clue when you wrote this;so I am inclined to ask you what has been going on since you last posted. I am dying to know how you gonna pull this off. I must wish you all the best.You have more guts than I thought possible. You gonna achieve your goal,given how determined and confident you sound. But you must balance time and love between the hubby and lover's kids.

I was so glad to find your update from a while back. I know you longed for this man so much and am delighted it worked out. Did you get pregnant by him? Did you leave your husband?

I’m conflicted about this topic although I have been reading this blog for several weeks. When I was six our mother left us for a black man in another state. We never saw her again though we heard she had children for him. For many years I hated black people in general and black men in particular: because of my experience I thought they were all selfish and mean and didn't care about the institution of marriage. I'm 24 now and I'm married and have a young daughter of my own. My prejudices started to soften when I graduated from college. Not because of school but because I entered the business world and was exposed to more black people and could not fit them into my preconceptions. My hatred started to leak away but not much. Time helped but I still held hate in my heart because of what "they" had done "to" my mother. Last fall I was promoted within the company and my supervisor was a black man about your age. He has always been appropriate and has never flirted or indicated any romantic interest in me. But very much against my will my body started reacting to his presence in my life. Almost immediately I found myself becoming very wet when we're in the same room or when I have a stray thought of him. Soon I began masturbating FURIOUSLY in bed at night (when my husband is on late shift) imagining my boss between my legs and filling me with his ** and his seed. Afterward I cry because it's so wrong and because it's contrary to everything I've been thinking. The latest is that I now fantasize about him impregnating me. Sometimes I can actually feel his babies in me. Not just "a" baby but HIS babies. Wanting to read about this phenomenon led me to you. Your page has made me think differently about my mother and about what I want. I remain conflicted but I can hardly deny that I have a new perspective on my mother's life and all of that is very jarring and scary. I have a long way to go but your work here is helpful and enlightening.

Thank your for articulating your feelings and perspective in such a respectful and concise manner. Life has a way of shaping us into whom we are and whom we don't yet know.You are shocked of your transformation over time and its is sort of scary for you. Its probably more work to keep hate bolted inside us,especially over a lifetime. For some reason,your mom had to do what she had to do,as wrong as the world may see it as a wrong decision(abandonment,or whatever). I have two grown daughters,the youngest around your age,that I raised from ages 3/4 as a single parent,with the help of my parents.They have spent much of their lives without much contact with their mom,who wanted nothing to do with them because I was granted custody. I honestly think the daughters turned out ok because the mom stayed away,although I never was selfish about it.It seems like you turned out ok,went to college,got married,have a job and a good young family.What you are experiencing seems confusing,** to you,yet scary and frightening. It may help to associate more with black people,so as to face your hidden demons and chase them away.Not all black people are evil,just like not all white brown red or whatever color of people are evil. If you get to know some of them,you may be comfortable dealing with them on a professional or personal basis.You may also try and connect with your mom and really understand what happened to make her make the choice she did.As a mother,your baby is gonna be asking you for info about grandma and chances are you may look and feel bad for not having it.You also have other sibling who are half black.It may not hurt at all to get to know them,even casually. We go out here and develop relationships with strangers quite easily;we can sometimes do the same with relatives.If you don't feel comfy associating with many blacks yet,try your boss;get him a gift on special occasions,ask him to coffee,once in a while,offer to bring him something to eat at the office...

Give him a hug...After all,his mere presence makes you dripping wet and his thoughts of him drives you into explosive **.You may as well discreetly enjoy him,possibly leading to more **.I have no idea why you cry,especially given that most people have strange sexual fantasies. You should not be ashamed of your eroticism,am sure hubby benefits greatly,without knowing. The other option might be trying to say a simple hi to black people you encounter,without expecting anything. Listen to their music or watch their movies, or eat at their restaurants.Maybe it may be easier to interact with black women and develop a genuine friendship out of one. The point is,do what you think you can be comfortable with and that will make you overcome your fears and anxieties about this issue.It may not be rocket science,you have already shared your concerns here,the rest may go so well for you that you will be shocked. I wish you well,I pray that things work out for you better than your wildest imaginations,you keep us updated,and that you feel healed and fulfilled as your sweet heart desires.

My wildest imaginations as you mentioned seemingly become wilder with each passing day. I loved everything you wrote and I appreciated your insights especially about my newfound eroticism which scares me nearly to death. It scares me in many ways but two that rise above the others. First I am scared to speak with my mother. She's never wanted to hear from me, my siblings or my dad and I doubt she would even take my call now (plus I don't have any contact data for her) but I would be afraid that she would quickly understand that I was calling because I may be experiencing exactly the same desires for a black man that took her from us and she would assume that I am about to do the same (I want to say that I am NOT about to do that, but can I be sure????). She would assume I now understand and approve and I don't want her to have that pleasure. But second I am afraid to get or stand too close to my boss because (a) I don't know that I could maintain my composure and control,and (b) I'm afraid that he might be able to smell me creaming for him (I've read that black men have that skill). The ** I have when I fantasize about my boss are the most explosive I've ever had. My guess is that you also have that effect on white women. You are so knowledgeable about white women's hearts and minds and bodies that too is almost scary.

I am sure you have read a thing or two about psychoanalysis and many other such schools of thought.You have to overcome fear somehow and it seems like there is a lot of it in your life,This is neither an accusation nor a diagnosis-just an observation from a distance. Some of the fears you repress need to be confronted.You are not doing yourself a favor by not seeking out your mom and finding out what the situation is.If you, ,your siblings or dad have had no contact with her over the years,its not right to assume that she does not want to hear from you.Unless you tell her,she will never know that your ** stay wet for more than 8 hours of your work day, over some handsome black man, who happens to be your boss.Being married,you may also be worried, subconsciously,that if you open your legs and heart to your boss,he might take you away from your hubby,the same thing that happened to your mom. That could ,or could not happen.He may want just **,marriage,friendship,or absolutely nothing.But you can't just be getting wet and **, and do much of nothing about it.It does not seem fair to you,your heart,pvssy, body or even the unsuspecting guy,who is a major object of your eroticism and **. You should not be worried or ashamed that the guy would know you drip wet when around him,just accept that he has that amazing effect on you and own the experiences you have had with him in mind-he is a lucky guy and he probably will be very delighted to know.You also know that some jobs discourage fraternization between bosses and subordinates. Chances are,the guy may not make a move on you even though he would like to. That means you have to take charge,show him some subtle interest,promise him discreetness and enjoy the fruits of your labor,outside of work( or you can do it at work,I have countless times over the years).I strongly believe that overtime and while married,you are going to have ** with some black guy,its in you.Choose the boss you adore.

My black daddy wanted me to get implants so I got implants. He wanted me to get tattoos so I got tattoos. He wanted me to get piercings so I got piercings. If my black daddy wants me to have his babies than I'll have his babies. That's all there is to it.

Tell us more please...give us a brief history of your relationship.Why has he not asked you to have his babies yet?Are you both single or have any children? What makes you so dutiful to him?Thank you for fulfilling his needs;I pray that in return yours will be fulfilled too.

We have been together as a couple for 2 years. He is married to a black lady and they have three children, all of whom are grown, and the youngest is a year older than me and we went to school together and went on a few dates but not serious. I was always hot for him but it wasn't until I was married when we began loving each other so hard. My husband and I had one child but when I told him who paid for my breast augmentation he kicked me out of the house. I'm still technically married but I haven't seen my husband or my son since I left home and I don't miss them. Eventually one day I'll file for a divorce. I'm dutiful to my black daddy because he takes care of me now and I have submitted to him, and I would so love it if he came to me and told me the same things you have said about wanting a baby with a white woman: he's fathered children for other black mothers than his wife but so far as I know he's never knocked up a white woman or white girl. You remind me very much of him so I'm sure you have had many women submit to you, whether you wanted them to or not. I fulfill his needs in every way I possibly can and it makes me happy to do that: he is SUCH a man, so unlike my husband and son. Thank you for being so nice to me and for praying for me. I pray that you find a white woman who will give you all the babies you want and need and deserve.

Thanks for your well wishes.I am sad that hubby kicked you out and you are not able to see your son.I am happy this black man has brought you much happiness, As humans,we all need and deserve a good person in life and for you,it sounds like this he is it. Be unique to him and make him multiply and long live!

Because of my choices I've lost many friends but it is because they are so narrow minded and they cannot know what this man does to me and my body and what he means to me and my body. I long for him and for his touch and for his ** and his ** and his love. There are others like me out here in the world and you will find someone to submit to you and give you baby after baby after baby after baby after baby. If my black daddy tells me he wants a baby with me he shall have one. If he tells me he wants a dozen he shall have them all by me.

I am a total **. I always have been. And I really love black **. Especially if it's on a more mature black gentlemen who knows his way around a white ** and **. Black men just know more about how to please and satisfy a white girl.

^completely and totally true^

I knocked up some white ** but I sure didn't want they babys

How many white women did you knock up?About how old are the kids now? Did they follow you up to pay child support? What kind of relationship did you have with each of the mothers?

Faras i know it was 5. one of them tried for support but dint get nothing. the kids are 11, 8, 7, 7 and 5. i still hook it with 2 of the mamas and 1 of thems wants another kid but it aint be by me. she 2 crazy.

Well,the ladies had the needs and you were able to supply the remedies. Thanks for the update and yes, crazy is scary.