Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant

My older husband and I had a deal when we got married. He said I could play as long as I was discreet and didn't get pregnant by anyone other than him. Well I have started dating this amazing black man and I just so totally want his babies that I almost don't care about my husband or my husband's money. I want this creature to knock my ** up and even better...........he wants it too. I think this is going to be a mess and it probably will be soon: I don't know how much longer my body can wait to start having this man's babies inside. There's something happening inside that I really CANNOT control. Oh. My. God.

What are the ages for the 3 of you? Where and how did you meet the lover and how did things progress to where they are now?What specifically do you like or love about the lover? Why is having kids with him more attractive to you than with hubby? Is lover married or? You are in an amazing situation and position.But you will soon have this predicament all sorted out;nature will even take its own course and sort it all out for you.In any event,you sound exited,enthusiastic and it sounds like you will be a loving mother.I appreciate you and all you that you are about in this case.I wish you nothing but best of luck,good health,happiness and satisfaction.

My husband is 53, I'm 22, and we've been married five years in August years (against my parents' wishes.....a long story). My black man is 37 and single (though he was married to a white woman for a long time, and lives with another one right now who he has a child with, and he has a second child with a young white girl). I met him at a bar while I was at a ladies night with some girlfriends. What I love about him is his **, first and foremost. I love his unbelievable ** (Mary full of **!!!), his physique and his intellect, but mostly it's just his power. Jesus, this man is powerful in every way!! I wish I could explain to you why I want this man's babies so much but it's not rational or logical, and it certainly doesn't fit my personal situation: I don't really even understand the force of it myself. But the desire for him to impregnate me is almost overwhelming. In fact, I want it more every day, and not just on the days he ** me. As I sit here writing to you......I want his babies so much it ** hurts deep in me.

There was something else about why I love my man so much that I didn't write before: it's that just being involved with him makes me so **. I mean I have always been ** my whole life (my girlfriends all said I was the ** ** in the world), even before I became sexual I was just horned up like ALL THE TIME. But it's like a hundred times more than it was before. Even when I don't see him I'm just ** 24/7 and I can never seem to get enough ** in me. It's wild. He does that to me. **!!!

I remember those ladies nights out well.Bars would give free or discounted drinks to ladies and make it so much fun for the guys to talk to,and pick up the ladies-married or not.It sounds that you are totally consumed by this black lover of yours. Unless you are using birth control,there is almost no way you are not going to get pregnant with this powerful strong guy...you are not even going to be able to use safe days if you want him, and are ** all the time.My daughters mother was 18 when she got pregnant with our first child, and we think it happened the first day we slept together.My sons mom was barely 23,believed that she will never get pregnant(having failed to for 3 years) and was therefore not using birth control.I think she got pregnant the first week of our ** life. The expectant mother of my latest child is 29,and thought she was on her safe days.The point is,at 22,you are ripe and prime,and its going to take a miracle for you not to get knocked up.I now agree with you;that is going to be messy and possibly very soon.

"My wife and I are white evangelicals. Here’s why we chose to give birth to black triplets". I saw that on Yahoo today,I believe in the Lifestyles section. But please,google it up and read it read.I thought it was so sweet!

Yes, a lovely story. I saw it in the Washington Post. To be honest, I prefer your more-direct approach to this issue.

You made me smile,thank you:)

I've been married to a slightly older white gentleman for 6 yrs and during that time i have had affairs with 9 or 10 black men and i was in love with each and every one of them for the entire time we were together. about 2 weeks ago i got picked up at the mall (in a very seductive way i must say) by a black man about your age and the first time he ** me he said what you have said: "i want to knock you up". i know he's going to wreck my marriage, not just with his ** but with his love and with his babies, and i want him to do that. i'm playing chill right now and not committing but i think he already knows he can do what he wants and i think he may have done this before. he certainly knows how to handle a white woman and how to talk to her and work her. he is working my ** like he already owns it.

Whaaat! Tell us about how he seduced you,making you melt into his arms please. So you have already surrendered your womb and body to him? How do some guys get so lucky? I wanna say am happy for him,but am also jealous of him?? How come you did not allow any of the 10 guys get you pregnant but you want to let this one do it? Do you have kids with hubby? Will hubby keep you if you ended up pregnant with the lover? What makes these black guys so attracted to you like pollen?I just remembered something.The other day,I was saying bye to a client at work, and I remembered I had to hand him a piece of paper.As I came around the corner,he was headed to the door,accompanied with his wife.He is Hispanic,the wife is white,thick,booty and all-beautiful.She saw me and actually looked at me for more than usual.I had never seen her before.But I could tell,she was electrified to see me.I shook the client's hand,nodded at her and turned around. She had the look some Brothas would ** after and I may have aroused her curiosity too,hehe.

None of the others ever spoke of impregnating me If they talked about pregnancy at all (most black men won't mention it: they believe contraception is up the woman, and only if she wants it), it was just to be certain I was taking the pill. So the fact that this man talked about impregnation so brazenly, and as he was about to impale me for the first time, makes him the exception to that rule. As you have by now guessed, that approach -- telling me he was going to knock me up -- aroused me beyond belief. I haven't yet told him that I am surrendered, whether as to ** or ** or womb, because I'm trying to be chill about it all. But he is all man and so I think he knows what's in my heart. He certainly knows everything that's in my **. His first seduction was thrilling. I was with my husband in the mall, shopping for a birthday present for a daughter from his first marriage (he had two with his first wife, and now two with me: that was part of our arrangement). We were in a clothing store, and I looked up and saw this black vision across the way, checking me out and smiling. I smiled back, and he immediately started toward me. I immediately started to cream and drip. As he got close to me, he nodded toward another part of the store, indicating I should follow. We wound up in a dressing room in the back, where he kissed me, humped me and then sat me down on the bench. He took out his ** and I did what comes naturally: I placed it first in my hand, and then in my throat. After a couple of minutes, he stood me up, turned me around, bent me over the bench, told me he wanted to knock me up, and then drove that black monster of his into me. He came when I told him I needed it. And then I went back out to my husband with a black man's seed in my body. He gave me his business card before I reached my husband, and we have spoken and texted multiple times every day since. And we have ** almost every day. I must know more about this client's wife you met. DISH!!!

Just reading that made my body heat up! Congrats,you sound simply **. Didn't hubby wonder where you went at the store? The client's wife was sure by my mere presence.I have no clue why,she was almost transfixed. Her hubby had told me that he was headed out of state and going out west. I do not think I will see him/her again if he actually moves out of state. Which is probably good for both of us,because I sense trouble. Having such liaisons could cost me a job for sure. In a way,I am glad that was the first and last time I met that lady.She seemed to have as much guts as you:)

So glad to warm things up for you, sweetheart. ;> Yes, hubby did wonder, but it was a large store (Macy's) and I wasn't gone long enough for that to grow into worry. Naturally, I lied and told him that I had drifted over to another department inside the same store. And of course, I said nothing of my new black lover or the size of that ** of his: horses would be jealous of his gift. :) In addition, he's single, never married, and loves white women. Apparently, he loves a LOT of white women. LOL. Seriously, he reminds me of you in so many ways, too many to go into in this tiny space. However, I am completely fascinated by your client's wife and the possibilities that exist with her. You seem to be downplaying it when I think you should be thrilled about it. She clearly has a case of the drips for you, and not just because you're black (same as me for my new conqueror). Here's what I think you should do, depending on the nature of the business relationship and the nature of the work you do for the client. Write a business letter addressed to both of them, Mr. & Mrs., and thank him for his visit to your office, tell him (if appropriate) that you were very glad to have spent that time with him and that you hope to be of help in the future as well. Explain that you know he is or they are in transition, and then say something like, "If I can assist either or both of you as you make this possible change in location, or while either of you remain behind, it would be a pleasure to do so, and I hope you'll call me anytime." If it's addressed to both husband and wife, she will likely read it and maybe read between its lines, as well. Your employer, if they saw it, wouldn't be concerned about content and would only see you as reaching out for a purely business reason. Send it to both of them (one copy addressed to their home address) and then hope that you get a call from Mrs. while Mr. is "out west". My guess? That fine-** ** is gonna call for **.

I have tried to follow up on a correspondence from a couple months ago but every time I write the site wipes out what I write the moment I click "post". I hate this site now........

I am not quite sure I understand what you mean.

I think what they are talking about is how many glitches this site has. Sometimes you can't read all the pages. Sometimes you can read, but can't reply (you click to "reply" but nothing happens). And then sometimes, and worst of all (to me), you spend 5-10-15-20 minutes composing a comment and then, when you've got it just like you want it, you click "post" and either it doesn't post (it just sits there) or it evaporates . . . "**". It's gone. Time wasted. Yes, this site is maddening. This person wasn't directing the frustration at you, I don't think: he or she (probably a she) likely was trying to write to you, maybe several times, and kept getting dumped or blocked for some nonsensical reason, and a final rant actually managed to get posted. That respondent was probably as surprised as anybody. :)

Thanks much for enlightening me on this.I did not feel like they were frustrated at me..I just wasn't so clear on the statement and asked for clarity, and I think you may have done it.This site has frustrated me since they revamped it, and I have said so many times.The old format worked almost flawlessly, in my opinion,and I liked it so much.As you said,there have been times I have come here and spent 20 or so minutes composing my thoughts to reply to someone,and it fails to post when I hit the post,or tells me it seems am double posting, when it hasn't posted anything. Its frustrating and I feel for the person above.

YES! The infamous "duplicate comment" or "posting too fast"!!! WTF??!? That's obviously a design or programming flaw, but it's been months and the problem persists! And BTW.....keep up all your good work.

A month ago I overheard my wife talking to one of her girlfriends about "BBC" but I couldnt hear enough to know much of what they said. I know she's been texting what seems to be a guy several dozen times each day (sometimes less) but I don't know if he's black. I thought about hiring a private investigator to see whats up but I'm not sure I want to know whats up. I don't know if shes already cheating but I'm not sure I want to know. My best friend tells me that all of this means shes cheating for sure and that the guy is for sure black. I dont want it to be true so I kinda feel paralyzed and so I havent done nothing. I mean I dont care if hes black or hes white I just dont want her cheating. I have tried talking with her but she laughs it all off like its a huge joke. My best friend says thats what a woman would do if it was all true. I dont know but I feel like maybe I have already lost her.

If she is talking about it,she is is either craving it, or getting it. Probably not much you can do to stop her from getting it.You may just have to go along with the program, if you want to keep her and get seconds.If you give up,yes you will for sure lose her.Do you have kids together or is she likely to be knocked up? In the last week,a co-worker finally confirmed what he has long suspected...his wife was having affairs with multiple men.He lost it,and I will spare you the details.The point is a woman,just like a man,is gonna do what she feels she has to do,whether you support, discourage her or not. Female co-workers were wondering loudly about the incident I just mentioned;why does a man feel devastated when he find out his woman has been having an affair,but don't think its devastating to the woman when the man is the one having an affair?Male co-workers could not effectively answer that question. I know its most likely very difficult for you,but you have to find an appropriate coping mechanism.

There's a dark black man that goes to church where my husband and I go, and that man could have me anytime he wants me, and he knows it. We've only made out a few times, but he knows there's more to be had.

How has it chanced that you have made out a few times?Why just keep making out and not fvcking away?What makes him so irresistible?

He's so irresistible because he's tall and powerfully built and so dark, plus he's incredibly intelligent and sophisticated. Nothing at all like my husband. On five different occasions we've slipped away from functions at church (not services) and gone into parts of the building where nothing was happening. We kissed really deeply and I put his hands on my ** through my clothes, and I put my hand on his ** through his pants. That ** of his is amazing. So huge and so hard and so hot!!!!!!! And we dry humped but only a little because he said he couldn't go back to his wife with his pants full of **. I've told him in no uncertain terms that I want an affair with him, but that I will do anything to get with him, any time he wants it. I've told him that I will do anything he wants, and all the dirty things his wife refuses him, and that I will even be his ** if he wants me for that. I haven't told him that I would give him mixed babies but I would SOOOOOOOO do that even if it cost me my marriage. We only met this past holiday season so he's being cautious because of his marriage. I think we will eventually become lovers (although I'm not certain, of course) but I don't know how soon or how long, and I don't care: he can do with me whatever he will. I want him to be my owner. I want to be his slave.

You sure are fired up! I think you have enough confidence in you to make this happen. Speaking of churches,many decades ago in high school,I had ** with a young woman in pew at the pulpit. This was a very old church that served at a community and high school worship place.I had been there alone, around 6am, reading for a major exam.A young lady walked in sat down and prayed by the front pews.After she was done,I called her up and she came to the pulpit. We talked for a few minutes, and before I knew it,we were having ** right there.I never saw her again.Yes,even church people have ** and I know you are going to.But what do you think will happen if you end up pregnant?

I truly do understand what you and this woman are talking about. There's a black man at my church who I really just drool over. And as I frequently say to my best girlfriend "he makes me drool from both sets of lips". :) I look at him during mass and I fantasize about him during ** with my husband and when I'm alone in the tub with my fave shower head (Ooooooo!). As I also tell my best girlfriend about this magnificent black creation "he makes me want to just throw myself at him.......with my legs open!!" I agree that churches are frequently the places where these types of impulses happen and where really solid adulterous relationships start and continue (the girlfriend I mentioned is in one right now with a man at church and neither of their spouses have a ** clue what's going on!!). But I have to say that your fling in your church may be the hottest thing I ever heard of. **, BABY!!!!! I would love for this black man to do to me in church what YOU did to that young girl of yours!!! OMMFG!!!!!!!!

My wife has had a biracial child for a black man she works with and she will probably have another. That presents a lot of problems for me as her husband, most of which I anticipated. But one big one that I never expected was that it gave her control of the marriage. Not just the sexual relationship but all elements of the relationship. It's not a good result.

What was the rationale for both of you supporting the idea of your wife having a bi-racial child, and many more to come? Do you have any kids with her,or are you planning to? Is she discreet with the relationship with the black lover,or is this an open relationship? As the hubby,what kinds of problems are you experiencing on this? Did she marry you for something other than love?Will it be wrong for me to surmise that deep down, you really enjoy this situation? Thanks much for sharing with us.

Many years ago I had a really hot and filthy affair with an older black man I worked with back then. He was 49. I was 22. We were both married to people our age. Me to a white man and him to a black woman. He wanted me to have babies for him but to stay with my husband and not to tell anybody who the real father was. He said he would always be involved and would even support me and the children if my husband left me. But I was young and wild. He was the only one I was having an affair with at the time but I was ** a lot of other men. So after about a year of the affair and no children he found some really young piece of ** (17) who was still living with her mother and now she has 4 mixed race children for him and they are in love even though he's still with his wife. I turned 40 last year and I have 2 pure white kids by my husband and I am filled with regret that I wasn't mature enough to give Wade what he wanted. He was the best lover I ever had by far even though I have had bigger ** in me. And he also loved me more than any other man and not just in the ** sense. So I guess I'm writing to say that you can tell the white women you meet, specialy the young ones, not to wind up like I have where you want the black man who truly loved you but you can't have him or his babies any more and the sadness of all of that just crushes you and wrecks your soul. I hate my life and I wish Wade were back in it. And I wish I had given him the babies he wanted instead of that little piece of trailer trash who is with him now.

Thanks for sharing....although it sounds like your heart aches for everything or anything wade.Sometimes its true when they say opportunity comes around only once,but once lost,its never easily re-discovered. I think of the many opportunities I had, during my youthful years, to have children with many non-black women(all my children are by black women and there is absolutely no regrets here) but squandered them, because I thought and felt it could look awkward having kids of two different races.I was trying to be sensitive,proper,right,responsible,devoted...and whatever else you can call it.But now look,I am wishing for those old opportunities and they are nowhere to be found.I have no soothing words for you,just that you really should feel happy for Wade.He found what his heart and mind really wanted in this younger woman,when you were not able to provide it.Even if you had kept him,not giving him kids could not have sustained the two of you.Giving him a kid or two while married would have probably caused you a marriage.We can't really have our cake and eat it too as they say.I simply like what he has done and I am so happy for him.I never thought I could eventually do what I am planning to do.For the past few years,I have decided that if a woman seems reasonable,seeks motherhood and has a possibility of raising the kids,I would be happy to give her one-no matter what her marital status is.I am not as inhibited as I once was. Most likely,you were guided with inhibitions while dealing with Wade many years ago, and you cannot blame yourself.I wish you triumph over pain and regrets!

Your right and I do feel happy for Wade and that he found a girl to give him what he wanted. I feel guilty and embarrassed and sooooooo ashamed that a 17yo girl could do that when I couldn't. It feels like she was more mature than I was (and much hotter) even though I was five years older than her. FIVE YEARS! She could see the future and all I could see was finding ways to have fun in the present by ** a lot of guys I wasn't married to and doing it all behind my husband's back. She broke up with her boyfriend to go on her first date with Wade and from that point forward she kept herself only for Wade. He's the kind of man a woman SHOULD do that for even if he's married to somebody else. It should of been me and I have nobody to blame but myself. I thought my ** was so ** good that no man would ever stop wanting it because every man I had ever ** still wanted it. Until Wade. Until he found Alycea. I see her out with their kids sometimes and their children are beautiful (I think that Wade may also have fathered a child for Alycea's mother, but I am not sure on that). Theirs are so much more beautiful than my white ones and I ache for one of his kids every time I see them or think about them. I also ache for the love he gave me and for what might have been if I hadn't been such a **. I have to say that I really adore your attitude about establishing a relationship with a white woman and giving her mixed babies and especially especially especially if she's married. I just think that is so beautiful in every imaginable way. Its like a dream come true and I really hope yours does. Luck and love to you! You should have all the things you want.

Thanks abundantly...and I think you should have all the things you want too. Around 2004,I was dating this 30 year old Jewish woman.I had just finished my first graduate degree, and she was about to graduate with hers. I wanted to marry her or even have kids with her.When I told her that,she totally freaked out. We concentrated on safe ** instead.I ended up moving out of that state. On moving day,we met somewhere and she escorted me for a few miles to make sure I headed down the right highway.We stayed as friends to this day,updating each other here and there. She exclusively dates black men(which shocks her family).She has moved around the country a few times for her job.About 4 years ago,she went to the hospital not feeling well.They told her she was having a baby.She could not believe it-she never wanted kids.She told her fiance about it and he ran-he never wanted kids either.She gave the baby girl up for an open adoption. We have chatted within the last few days and she sent me the pic of the girl...simply gorgeous. She looks exactly like mother on the face.When I jokingly said that could have been my baby with her,she said she could give me one.I told her I had a serious girlfriend and reminded her that she never wanted kids anyway. She said she has changed,but wants the whole package.Hindsight is always 20/20.Maybe things get into perspective with time.Much love and happiness to you.Nothing wrong with your white kids,you are Blessed.Just that Alycea's situation with Wade has you feeling low momentarily.You shall overcome.

If she can give you the child you want, and if she's willing, why not do that? She's educated and she's obviously motivated, so it seems like the ideal situation. And particularly so, if she lives far enough away that your current girlfriend wouldn't be encountering her all the time (she might not ever even know!). Yeah, she's over 40, but if she's healthy, her age shouldn't matter much. I don't mean to be a nosy nancy, but I'm curious, because she seems like exactly what you want. And she seems like she's good to go.

.....don't be scared bro..........** a **!

Glad to see you're back. It was impossible to find your page(s) for several weeks, and there was a fear that you'd been removed by admin. Of course, the only objection that the website itself could possibly have to your postings -- and the responses to them, and the frequently-resulting interractions and exchanges -- is that they are too smart for the site, they are all (for the most part) intelligent and intelligible, and that they seem to frequently provoke not only thought but action. And that makes all the other postings to the site look like the drivel they are. Welcome back!!

^DITTO^ here! {applause!!!}

Thanks for your kindness. Over 1200 replies and counting? Interesting. Its not easy to locate posts in the new site and am grateful you found this one.

My wife is totally crazed for black men. But I don't think she'd ever have a black baby.

Why don't you think she will ever have a black baby? Have you and her talked about it?

I don't guess we've ever actually sat and discussed it really but her parents are quite prejudiced and I doubt she would do something that might anger them or embarrass them because she is so verrrrrrry discreet in her dating of black men and her relationships with them. And I mean like either meeting them out of town or getting herself picked up and driven to a hotel in another city for her dates. She's never been discovered by her parents or any of their friends and she always seems proud of that. (And maybe I should point out that she's several years younger than me although I don't think that matters.)

Discreetness is adorable in some instances;but if she gets knocked up,everything will be out in the open.

My mother once told me that "there's a ** inside every woman". I think she was right, and I think it's true of women of all races and ethnicities. However, there is something especially powerful about that feeling when a white woman is confronted with a powerful black man. It makes her want to be his **, but it also makes her want to mother his children. It is an almost overwhelming force of nature. I know. I've felt it.

Yes, I want it. But I'm afraid.

How do you want it and why/what are you afraid of?

I dream of going black and almost immediately becoming impregnated by the black man who takes me and initiates me into the life of belonging to a black man. In my fantasy he tells me on the first date that he will be my owner, that I will do as he tells me, and that I will bear his black children, all in full view of society and my family and my coworkers. That fantasy thrills and frightens me all at the same time. Yes. I'm afraid.

Are you married or attached? Why stay afraid instead of taking action to conquer your fear? Why are you allowing fear of control you?Why deny yourself what you know,feel you want;which you also know and feel is good for you?

I'm married. And I really do actually love my husband. But unfortunately, there's nothing about my husband that makes me ache with desire. There's nothing about my husband's ** that makes me excited or proud, as a sexual woman. And there's nothing about my husband's ** that drives me out to the edge of sanity and then rudely throws me over that edge, totally wrecked and utterly ruined. Finally, my husband has never entered my **. A black man would do all those things, to me, for me, with me, on me, IN ME. I don't think of it as denying myself, but rather as simply observing my wedding vows and being a good little white wife to her white husband, and a good little white mother to her white children. Part of my fear of getting involved with a black man is that I would become obsessed and lose control of myself and my life. I can see that happening. I can almost feel that happening. A certain type of black man could own me. Just . . . OWN me.

Jesus......God...........this makes my womb feel alive again! Christ!

Hi! I just laughed just reading your message...am glad your womb feels alive all of a sudden. Tells us more about that please.

....its just that I have thought for the last 10 years that my childbearing was done and over......even got my tubes tied. but since i read all this really ** stuff here and saw how many white women were "going black".....not just for the ** (we all do that) but for the ** BABIES!!!.......my ** ** has started throbbing, my ** cervix has started twitching, and my womb has started humming!!! i was totally amazed by how many white women were talking about actually getting ** for having a black baby in them!!!! **!!!!!!! at first it just made me think........but then i started to realize what they meant......and i could feel it happening inside my own body, and then inside my womb. after i first wrote to you I have made a appt. with my obgyn to get a ligation reversal. my family and friends are going to call me a **, and my husband is going to **, but i am going for it. i may even get a vanity license plate that reads BBC4ME...... LOL :)

Ohh my goodness! Life is really changing for you very fast. If you get that procedure done,then for sure you will be open to pregnancy, from either your hubby,or some other hungry black male near you.Most likely,you will be pregnant this year-choose wisely. Yes your family is going to be in shock....you will even be shocked to find out how much pluck there has always been in you. It seems to me that you have entered a phase of self discovery, and now that you have realized there has always been an unknown part of you that was yearning but repressed,you will be thrilled to take steps to quench the thirst. I am not sure how old you are but you most certainly are going to get knocked up. Your marriage,friendships,and relationships will suffer or change is some way. Nothing as you know it now will be the same.I understand that once a woman has made up her mind to get pregnant,its next to impossible to change that;regardless of the consequences. Few months ago,a family friend let me knock her up despite the fact that she had a long distance relationship with a man she loves,and with whom she had just had a son. My kids mom just bought a home and moved to a suburban school.The kids had to switch schools and yesterday was there first school day. She text me and said "I saw lots of black and bi-racial kids at their school'.I almost text her back saying "I need to be blessed with one or more of those". Best of luck,you gonna do fine and still be the great mother I am sure you have always been.

I have intentionally had two children during my marriage that were fathered by men other than my husband, and those were both incredible experiences, and they still are, virtually every day. Only two of my girlfriends and me know who the fathers really are, but the kids are both white. I don't think I have what it takes to get knocked up and produce black babies within my white marriage. But.......I must admit......... oh dear God how I love the idea of it. Yummy.......sooooo yummy.....

Congrats and thanks for sharing. How did you get motivated to have the two kids by someone other than hubby?Do you ever worry that someday he will find out? How old are the kids now?

I've always had the wildest fantasies, even going back to my teens. I saw this movie on Lifetime (of all places) several years ago where the lead actress got pregnant by somebody other than her husband. That was by mistake but she told her husband he was the father. The secret got out before the baby came and it was a big mess. But the idea stuck with me and I fantasized about being in her original position for over a year before I finally decided to stop fantasizing and start **. I very soon met a man who was as turned on about knocking me up inside my marriage as I was about being knocked up. So, to cut to the chase, we did it. And we loved it. Then five years later, I did the same with another man. The kids are now 12 and 6 (nearly seven). And I'm starting to get that nasty little itch again, thanks to you. :)

You have intriguing amatory exploits, and I wish they could make more like you;it takes guts to undertake such a risky endeavor, and you have done it well.Thanks for the blame(compliment,haha) but I know for sure,its in you.Nobody should ever underestimate the power or absolute resolve of a woman wanting to get pregnant! Is there any possibility of letting your hubby knock you up this time? Would you consider letting a non-white man be the father of your 3rd baby? By the way I have fun 6/7 year old sons,while a lady friend is 4 months pregnant today.She says I got her pregnant but won't be for sure till I do DNA. I will be very delighted if that baby is mine, because I'd really wanted to knock her up for long time,and it ended up happened in a way I least expected.I think it may have been accelerated by all the stories I have been reading here.I am almost certain that you will be pregnant before the end of this year,and I wish you a healthy pregnancy and birth.

No white woman can resist black **. I have never been able to do that.

How come or why haven't you been able to resist?

It seems to just be in our nature. I always ALWAYS think I can stop cheating but then I get around a black man and I realize he can smell me creaming for him and I lose my self-control. And then later on when he's busy pounding me over and over and over I realize that he owns me. Totally owns my **. And it's not just one black guy. It's every black guy I meet. They all have the same power over all white women. Once they put it in we're their property. And we belong to them for as long as they want it. After that we belong to the next black man. Those nasty big-** **. They ruin us. All of us. Not one white woman can resist that fuckpower.

So very true. I'm 22 and neither me or any of my girlfriends of any age can possibly say no to black **.

What are you youngsters up to lately?

No white guy I ever knew could resist black **, either.

** is powerful,regardless of color!

Seriously?! lol yeah..gotta love that brillo pad. Blacks have a different scent too and it aint pleasant.. from their hair that they hardly wash (both men's short hair & women's weaves) to their BO and **.. it is def a stronger, tart odor. Smell of ** too is overwhelming.. I have lots of black friends and they tell me they don't shower but every week or so cuz it dries their skin out and they will be 'ashy' or wash their hair but once a month. Girls with braid weaves can go 2 months.. that's why they put them in.. 1) they cant grow hair long.. it breaks at a few I inches (unless they are mixed) & 2) they don't have to wash it. Just saying.

Are you kidding me ? I'm black and I shower twice every day ,wash my hair at least twice a week ,use to wash my hair 3 times each week until I was told it was not good for my hair, I heard u guys are notorious for smelling like wet dogs, even after a shower. I heard that from my black brothers who grew up ** white women.