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Scared I will Never Get a White Woman Pregnant
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I am in my late 40s.I am so scared that I will grow old and die without having a child with a white woman.
I've been going by the name of Kyle on this page for a couple of months now, have bragged about impregnating married women and encouraging others to have affairs. All my claims, as I suspect are almost all the claims/stories on this page, are lies and perverse fantasies. I'm truly sorry if my stories and comments somehow fed the perverse fantasies of anyone who visited this page, or worse, encouraged them to act on them. On this Good Friday, I repent of these and all my sins and encourage everyone to do the same. God is kind and merciful, but we must repent of our sins and think and do what we know is right. Once again, I'm sorry, and may God grant all of us peace and forgiveness
....punkass move............
Yes. Shameful. It's shameful because of what you did, but more so because in making your loud withdrawal you called on the name of God to leave your mark. Bad form, old boy.
Your smug and self-aggrandizing observations at your departure are as empty and meaningless as your prior posts were fraudulent. Benjamin Franklin said over 200 years ago that a hypocrite will always find hypocrisy. Q.E.D.
I have never posted anything here before, and hadn't intended to do so now, but finally decided I had to reply. I totally disagree with the suggestions by "Kyle" that many of the posts here are dishonest or illegitimate, or at least inflated. There are many elements to disprove his observations, which would take up a lot of your space, so I'll limit myself to what I consider to be the biggest proof. The vast, vast majority of the posters -- and especially the original one -- are frequently providing intimate and painful details of heartbreaks and failures in their personal lives. The word "regret" appears often. Yes, this space is confidential or anonymous, but still there is nothing in our human nature to suggest that someone (much less many dozens or hundreds) would dream up and then post a fantasy that casts himself or herself in an unflattering light, and the occurrences of that here are too many to count. There is little in the way of common sexual fantasy writing, and even those that rely on braggadocio or exaggeration are offering glimpses, not of conquest, but of powerful and personal private relationships. Even fewer reach out for fetishism or common fantasy. In short, the contents of this page seem far more open and candid than they do dissembling. I have returned to this particular page as often as I have for that very reason: a reader is more likely to encounter reality than fantasy. That is completely untrue of virtually every other thread in this or any other similar site. That's rare, and that's why this page is so widely read.
This just what a ** do.
It really shocked me to read this reply about Kyle. Its taken me 2 days to really think about the implications of it;I really trusted the guy's insight for some reason. Either there is someone masquerading as Kyle,or Kyle was actually a mountebank. I know he checks in frequently and I was waiting to see if he can dispute,or address this outrageous claim,but we haven't read from him yet. If this is actually true,and although this is an anonymous confession site and page,I offer my apologies to all those who feel mislead and misinformed by this guy. I personally feel terrible because I really enjoyed,identified with, supported,and admired what he was all about. I am not into grand ruses,I never embellish,or tell lies here. All in all, this has been a set back,a disappointment to me, and I imagine to many,but the page must keep going. I will not be shocked if there isn't a new post recanting the Kyle duplicity.OP
... ...yes he does.....he treats me like a **...... ... but i cant get off that black **......not now.... ..........its too late for me....... but its not too late for you......
I don't understand it. What has he done to you to make you feel so defeated and helpless?
I don't understand it. What has he done to you to make you feel so defeated and helpless?
...he controls me with **.....he knows i should stay with my family...and he knows i want that.....but its better for him when he has me away from them all ........ and he know HE KNOWS that when i am with him and he pulls it out i am lost...... he owns my ** and my body and my heart and my soul...... he knows i will do whatever i have to do to get on that thing... helpless....... yes believe that.......i am so helpless...... you have to get away from him ....... NOW ..........or you will be lost too....
I understand the feeling and I have had it. I wouldn't call it "lost", but it does feel like he's put a spell on me and I'm floating in a dream. I'm different from you in that I like feeling like he's controlling me when he's swinging that ** around. I probably should not say this to you of all people but I even get wet when I know he's making a move on one or more of my friends. You may not even know that he was getting with other girls beside me but I know it and even that makes me hot for him. Even if the other girls are friends of mine. I don't have to tell you: he's got SO MUCH **!! I know you care about your family but really......you shouldn't. He wants you top ** and you should go with him. You know I would do it. And you know why.
Black dik is a powerful thing.It should never be tried by the faint of heart. It has a way of getting between the legs, going through the heart, and extending all the way deep in the head,and totally altering the way the brain understood life before.It should have a warning label attached:)
Jesus I love the relationship with Becca!!!!!!! I'm a married lady and I want to know more!!!! Soooooooooo romantic!!!!!!
Thanks. I was actually doing a favor for them since he was shooting blanks. It happened during their honeymoon (and mine)-the full story is down below.
Yes, yes, yes, I read all that (more than twice!) and loved every bit, but I'm a greeeeeeeedy romantic gal and I want more, more, more!!! LOL! I want all the hot, juicy, drippy details with Becca! I am one of the many women in the world who just adore adultery!!
Ummm where have you been hiding all my life!
LOL! You are too cute and too sweet! You made my day! Thanks!
I was SO happy to do it. Opportunities like that are so rare, I'm so glad I was in the right place at the right time!
It all went really fast. I had just attempted to (later found out successful) knock up a married lady friend of mine right before the wedding. That made two pregnant in addition to my new wife. I was planning on being a good boy on the honeymoon, but we really hit it off with Carson and Becca-other newlyweds. By the second night, they were telling us they were having trouble conceiving. My antenna went up (along with my **). They said the next day would be ovulation day, so as soon as Carson and my wife went to the restrooms, I said to Becca, "I guarantee I can get you pregnant tomorrow." She blushed, but said yes, even though she loved Carson and he satisfied her sexually.
I really liked when I went to their room the next day that she was wearing her ** baby doll negligee that she had bought to please Carson. And I didn't expect her to be dripping wet either, so she was into me, not just as a sperm donor. And when she removed her rings, I almost came right away! The squirting she did when she came was such a nice bonus too. And of course, I never get tired of hearing how much bigger and better my ** is than hubby's, although she said Carson's was almost as big, but not as thick. So we ** twice that day and once more the next morning, and the deed was done.
They are so happy now, and I'm truly happy for them. I hope to give them at least two more, and also to find other couples like them. I really like hubby not knowing though.
How did she explain the pregnancy to Carson?
God, how I love the way you worked her, or actually I should say, the way you worked them both! That was just so skilled and so beautiful! Not only to do you know your way around women, you know how to manipulate their husbands, too. That's the thing I admire the most about you, and that I find the most fascinating. For someone as young as you are, you understand so much about human beings and how to manage them. Wow! And without even asking or prompting, you got this woman (that you'd never met before) to do three extraordinary things: (1) wear her honeymoon lingerie to your bed; (2) squirt like she never had before; and (3) make a point of telling you how much better you are in bed than her husband, and how much more she loves your ** than she does his. Oh my mother ** God! On her honeymoan! I hope you find a way to give her more than just the two additional children! It would make Carson feel manly and studly, while behind the scenes you're cuckolding him like a little ** and making Becca fall in love with you. I sense that you and she will always be together, partly because of all the children you will be sharing, but mostly because you work her so wonderfully well that she can't do without you, while she still remains with her clearly inferior husband. You are the kind of MAN that every woman wants, either openly or secretly. I hope and pray that you and Becca are able to meet in secret a few times a year, and carry on a purely sexual relationship that is separate and distinct from your family planning visits. The way you've handled this situation is amazing and thrilling and joyful. Becca is so very lucky, and I hope she continues to realize that and treat you like the MAN you are. **, baby! Don't ever let her go!!!!! The adultery you share with her is just delicious!
...even though i have been on the pill for years...i think its almost a sure thing that the very dark black man i'm having an affair with right now will eventually knock me up...hes just that virile that he could get past my defenses...even if i was taking two pills a day...LOL...the reason i say that is something that will make me the envy of every woman reader here...this very dark black man pumps out more PRECUM than any white man can pump out actual **...i have not seen anything like this in my life...and neither has any any any any other woman...but his actual ** is amazing...like a ** fire hose...it just never stops...i cant go home to poor poor little-** hubby until at least 2 hours (and multiple cleanings) after this man is finished with me...so that i am not still leaking his ** down my legs and into my ** shoes...and leaving a trail of his seed behind me...with all this magical black ** flowing into me on a regular basis (and i still want more and more and more and more and more and more all the time) i will probably wind up black preg even though i am not trying to be...in fact i think this man is so much man that he could ** my ** and knock me up that way...i have also had the feeling that he could look at me and knock me up...i know for sure that i can feel his magnificent ** ** in me when he glances in my direction...no woman has what i have...none of you...NONE...so stay away **...this one is MINE!!!
So when are you going to have a baby for him?
I guess if he ever told me to stop taking them, I'd stop that day. He hasn't done that yet, but my point was just that he might not HAVE to say it: if he gives me 3-4 average loads in one sesh, my pills probably wouldn't stand a chance of blocking his powerful seed. This ** is all man and his ** is a force of nature.
When are you gonna stop taking the pills on your own?
... i wouldnt dare do that to him...he has a wife and kids (and a few others from before he married her)...and i wouldnt want to jeopardize where hes at now...he asks me occasionally if i am still taking my pills so i assume he dont want me knocked up...but he dont know how hungry a white woman can get for black babies...some of us can get ** RAVENOUS for those little black buggers....and some of us even fantasize about them dropping out one by one as we stand next to our white husbands in all kinds of awkward places .... and even in public....but like i originally said...this dude will probably knock me up even if im still using control............his seed is voluminous and full of power and funk ........ ** my ** is a real ** man......and he could kill a girl with that meat.... he may kill me with it!!!!!
Becca and Carson each texted me that she is pregnant! Yes I am happy for myself (I now have four on the way), but for once I am even more happy for them. Carson really believes that getting away on vacation from his stress-filled job did the trick for him. And Becca is thrilled that she will finally be a mother. They will make amazing parents! Becca has already told me that they want at least two more, so I told her I'll be available at a moment's notice whenever she needs me. This one just fell into my lap, yet is somehow the most satisfying of all!
You have a repeat mother already? How lucky can a guy get!
Good work bro with knocken them white ** all up! they need it and you given it! keep it goin brutha! **!
Two years ago I was pregnant with my and hubby's first child. Pregnancy made me crazy ** but I couldn't get any ** from hubby because he was too busy sticking it in his PA. By the four month mark I was completely insane and had to get laid. That was when I called this married black man I know from political volunteering and asked if he'd meet me for coffee. He did and I told him what was happening at home. I pretended to break down and started crying (I am able to do that whenever I want) and told him what I needed and "oh wherever will I find someone to fix this for me?". He replied like I hoped: he took me to a motel and ** my brains out. It became a regular thing between us and it's continued until now. He has really taken care of me good. I've started secretly wanting to carry and raise a child for him but I am very afraid that if I started talking about that he would get scared and quit me. I don't want that because I don't think I can live without that ** of his anymore.
Two years is a long time. Chances are he wants a child by you as much as you do. Try dropping some subtle hints, especially when you are on his **. Tell him you want his black seed inside you. Tell him how beautiful biracial children look. Before long, he will be asking you to have a black baby for him. Good luck.
Agreed-that is a good plan. I'm glad you found sexual satisfaction with this man, as hubby was not giving you any. He is more likely to agree at that moment when you are **. Also assure him that you won't come after him for child support or jeopardize his marriage in any way. Can you go it alone if hubby leaves? Or are you pretty sure he will stay and pay?
Finding a great shoulder to cry on in times of pain, anguish, distress, neglect, or need is a soothing thing for any human being. I am glad this caring man came into your life and has stayed and fulfilled your desires in ways that your hubby hasn't been able to.
If your hubby is double dipping himself in a PA, does that make him and MD? I believe your thoughts and desires to have kids with him is an acknowledgement of his social worth to you, and a savoring and appreciation of your love and admiration for him. As a grown married woman, you will have to use the cost-benefit analysis and come out with a sound decision. So far, you have had great company, awesome **, a happy heart, endless day dreaming, secret planning to meet with your lover....and now, an aching womb that is hungry for his seed. He must have made you realize that you mean a lot to him.
I may not need to bore you with what is involved in the risks you are taking and the possible outcomes. To date, you have managed your discreet affair well, mostly because there is no growing belly. If you let your lover plant his seeds in your womb, the stress, worry, and reality will hit the day you miss your periods and continue for 9 months, getting worse on the delivery day, and beyond. You can imagine what else will possibly happen from that day on, good or bad.
But you may not even have to worry about all that; the lover must be willing to allow you to have his baby or babies. I doubt he will say no. I think you are most likely to let this guy get you pregnant, since you do not think you can live without him. In life, sometimes we do what we must do to survive, be happy, well, prosperous, or whatever our hearts and challenges demand. He sounds to be more satisfying to you emotionally than your hubby. You are at the crossroads, but soon, you will find your way. When are you going to have this baby conversation with him?
Yes, it's so true: this is a very loving relationship. Much more than with other men. He knows how to care for his women and how to show it. Showing it is my husband's shortest suit by far. He just can't do it. This man knows how to **, but he also knows how to make love, and he knows those are different things. It would not surprise him that I have these feelings, but telling him I want babies? That's a scary proposition. He is the boss in the relationship and if I were to talk to him about the future -- our future -- could seem to him like I was trying to take control. I want him in control and I don't want to threaten that position or his enjoyment of it. Although, to be honest . . . . . yeah, it probably does have more to do with fear. However, I really liked what I read about my doing it while I'm "on the **". I could probably scream out something about my womb aching for him, or about his seed, and then say I just got carried away because of that ** **. I'll just have to think about it some more. But yeah . . . . I don't want to lose him.
You are waaay to deep in his head and heart to lose him.He loves being so deep between your legs that he will grant you any requests or demands you make of him.Don't be timid,after you are done thinking this over,tell him what u feel and want and mean it.Best wishes.
Don't even scream. While he is inside you, whisper about how you want his black seed inside you and how your womb aches for him and his baby. I can almost guarantee that HE will ask YOU for a baby at that point. He is the boss, but he is a loving boss who has done wonders for you in so many ways. You should have a baby for him-he deserves it and you deserve it too.
Our daughter got caught having ** with a black guy at school and was suspended. She says it was the first time it ever happened. Her father and I are pretty sure that it was just the first time she ever got caught. We're afraid of two things......that she is turning into a serious **.......and that she's pregnant. She's 18, so it's not like we can force her to do (or not do) anything, but she's not at all mature, except when it comes to **. She's on birth control, but apparently she's not taking her pills regularly. They wouldn't tell us who the black guy is, or if he's a student at her school, or even how old he is, and our daughter clams up when we try to talk to her about him. My guess is that she's been ** him for some time, and that they're still going at it. Her father is sure she's pregnant, but he's no fortune teller.
Is this a situation of monkey see monkey do? Why dad think daughter is pregnant?
"monkey"? wtf? are you taking a racial shot?
Nope,I mean't the daughter saw you lovin' the black man and wanted to do the same thing?
"an expression describing someone who imitates another person's actions, good or bad,simply by having watched them before."Urban Dictionary.
I WAS NOT MAKING LOVE WITH A BLACK! SHE DIDN'T SEE THAT! WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?? YOU DON'T KNOW THAT!!!
Ashley tested positive this morning!!! She was by far the toughest to convince, but it now feels so worth it. That's 3 of 4. Becca will be testing next week.
OOOOOOOOOOOOH my goodness.Bravo! bravo! You are the man. You are potent,virile,and know how to hit the bulls-eye. I am a little jealous of you as always,but thrilled for you and for her.I am not sure why I never did what you are doing now.Wishing you and her a fun pregnancy and healthy child.You don't just talk and wish,you just do it:)
Thanks, man. For a healthy young man (with cycad sperm-lol) and a fertile young woman whose ovulation date is predictable, the actual knock-up is the easy part. Getting her to agree is much, more more difficult, especially when she's married. But then a situation like Becca's could fall into your lap-the easiest, quickest knock-up imaginable (if it took-fingers crossed).
I do worry about all of them getting a case of the guilts-and confessing all to hubby at some time-that would be such a disaster. So I am very content and happy now, but not care-free.
There is a possibility they can confess but don't worry about that much now, nurture the pregnancies. You can deal with eventualities as they emerge. I am sure you all will do fine. The worst part is your gf finding out that you have been sowing your royal out to other men's wives, in which case you must have a convincing answer. The fact is these things do come up at some point in life.
Matt Lauer is now rumored to have fathered a kid(s) with ex co-worker Natalie Morales, who is also married. True or not, these discreet deeds arise. I know someday my gf will find out that I have a son out there. It will hurt her, but I just couldn't help it-I had to have a baby with that lady and I know you had to do the same thing. You have become just like my buddy, lol.
My GF is now my wife of two weeks, so that makes things even more complicated. Hopefully, everyone will keep their secrets.
I know-I'm catching up to your buddy! If Becca tests positive next week, that will be four on the way (one is with my wife). But your buddy is a rock star the way he knocked all four up at almost exactly the same time!
I knew my wife went with blacks sometimes but I hadn't seen her out anywhere with any of them. Then on Saturday night I went to a local Mexican restaurant to pick up take-out for myself and our children -- a place that we've been to as a family dozens and dozens of times -- and she was there and she wasn't alone. She was with three large black men and she was the only woman at the table. Her back was to the door, so I don't think she saw me, but somehow, I think she knew I would be there to get the kids' favorites and I think she wanted me to see her with THREE black men. Plus, the people there know us AS A FAMILY, and so the fact that she took them there makes me think she wanted people to see her with those men. I have the feeling that she is setting me up for something, some kind of change, some big thing. I don't know what, but when I asked her about it when she came home the next afternoon, she just smiled and said they were just out having fun and relaxing with margaritas. "No big deal", she said, "except for the big **". She is always making ** jokes now, almost always at my expense, ever since she started dating blacks. That's the new norm. But she went on to say, "A man like you couldn't possibly imagine what men like that are capable of." I asked what that meant, and she laughed at me and said, "See?" I don't know what's going to happen, but I think it's going to be bad.
Are you in an open marriage?
No. She's the only one who is allowed to play. It wasn't that way in the beginning. She demanded it in our third year. We fought over it, but I knew she would leave if I refused to permit it: she was going to go with blacks (in hindsight, she was probably already doing that, and maybe had been doing it all along, even when we lived together before we got married) whether I consented or not.
How does her sexcapades make you feel? How do you manage to handle it so well? Are your kids biologically all yours? How old is your wife now? Why are you not allowed to play?
Although I've never liked her outside relationships, I've always just accepted them as her nature (with a few extreme exceptions early in the expansion of her sexuality): she's a bit younger than I am (she's 34), she's always had a "thing" for black men, and she's always attracted a lot of attention from them. Her ** drive is much higher than mine, and I think she's just one of those women who need more than one man in their lives in order for them to be happy. I know they exist, and I think she's one of them. I believe that all of our children were fathered by me. None appear to have any mixed blood in them, and while none of them look like me, they all look like each other, meaning they are pretty clearly siblings. I have no reason to believe that I didn't father one or more of them, but who can be sure? (And no, I've never DNA tested them, and won't do that without good reason.) My wife is very outgoing and beautiful and flirtatious, and she certainly would have had opportunities with innumerable white men, as well as blacks. As for handling it, I do believe I've done a good job of coping, yes. It's because I'm proud of my lady, and always happy to be seen with her. However, my unease about Saturday night -- and her public display with her dark companions -- makes me think that's about to change. I could be wrong about that, and I hope I am.
There is a truly spectacular black man with what looks to be a horse-like ** in his pants who works in the same building I do. He has a different employer than I do, but we encounter each other occasionally in the parking lot or inside the building. I've never been with a black man in my life, but so help me God....if he ever came on to me, I would jump him and ** him right in the lobby, while begging him to knock me up. Whenever I see him, it's like I can feel him inside me, and then when he's passed me, it's like I can feel his baby inside me. OMG. OMMFG.
Oh no no no no no;"if he ever came on to me, I would jump him and f*** him right in the lobby, while begging him to knock me up." That is not how this encounter is going to go down if at all you are serious. You must change both your thinking and your tactics. To him, you are probably just any other working white woman; to you he is a fine well-endowed thoroughbred that you would love to breed with. But he may not even know all that.
So logically, you must let him know. You can't hold a sign saying, "Mr. Horseman, my white womb craves millions of your black seeds." I am not so sure if you have ever said hi to him as you conceal your wetness as you pass him by. I suggest you brace yourself before Friday, approach him, say hi by shaking his hand, and introducing yourself, and showing interest through a conversation whenever you see him. But if you think this guy is going to magically read your mind, you may have to wait a while. Why wait, and stay ** silently?
Just back from the most amazing honeymoon ever! (It actually starting with banging one of the married bridesmaids at the reception. I had actually knocked her up years ago-she aborted-but we've been on again off again ** buddies for a long time).
Natalie and I went to a couples-only resort that was really beautiful. They pushed hard to seat two couples per table, which ** me off at first because I wanted to spend alone time with my new wife. But the couple we sat with, Becca and Carson, from Texas, were really nice and we hit it off. Turns out that even though they got married the same day we did (Feb. 24), they had been trying for 14 months to get pregnant. The problem is his sperm count is low (she had gotten pregnant but aborted in a previous relationship) and IVF is way too expensive for them. The sadness in their eyes when they told us really got to me. They had timed their honeymoon for her ovulation time and hoped that a stress-free vacation, along with some supplements Carson had been taking, would enable him to finally knock her up. I was very skeptical and immediately thought that I should step in and knock her up for him.
I approached Becca on the side and told her I was sorry for her situation and felt really bad for Carson, whom she said was a great guy who kept her sexually fulfilled and very happy except for this one shortcoming. I told her that I'd be happy to do the job, let Carson think it was his, and everyone would be happy. I expected a slap, but she said she would be ovulating on Wednesday and would think about it.
(Part 2) On Tuesday night, she said yes! We made plans for our new spouses to go snorkling on Wednesday morning without us, and I rushed over to their deluxe honeymoon suite. She greeted me in a ** negligee and said she was already wet! I put her on their bed and entered her right away, taking her from behind. But she did something really cute first. She removed her engagement ring and new wedding band and put them on the night table before I entered her. Usually, I like the rings on, but this felt right-almost ceremonial-like I was replacing her new husband. She came like crazy and was also a squirter! (I had to grab housekeeping to change the sheets when we were done and before Carson returned). I left a second load in her missionary style and said that we needed to do it once more the next morning, which we did on the beach when we both snuck off early. She usually comes once each time with Carson, but she came like 3x each with me and said she loved the feel of my **!
This time was really 90% altruistic-I really wanted to ease their pain and give them a beautiful child-but I feel really confident that I knocked her up! The enormity of what I'd done finally hit me on the flight back home. I had ** and quite possibly impregnated a newlywed on her honeymoon, while I was on my honeymoon as well!!! Never in my creative, wildest dreams would I have imagined such a scenario! I am checking FB Messenger constantly for word from Becca, but it's way too early yet.
Ashley should be taking her pregnancy test Thursday or Friday this week, so I'm really hopeful on that front as well. 2018 is turning out to be an amazingly bountiful year!!
Sorry for the long post, but a LOT is going on.
-kw
Hello KW. I cannot believe how lucky you are.Sounds like a match made at a resort!I always think of amazing connections like your that result in babies but they are slow in coming,hehe.I wish it was Thursday of Friday so that you can let us know the result.I am hoping you get to score with Carson's wife for sure, given that your wife is attached to you daily. If Becca is not pregnant this month around,keep up with her till you score,maybe you will be the father of her many kids.Do you also live in Texas?
I'm the first to admit that I've been incredibly blessed, but I did go a long 8 years trying to find (and failing) a married woman to knock up. If Becca and Ashley are pregnant for me, that makes four married ladies pregnant by me at the same time (including my wife!) I'm realistic enough to know that this pace can't continue, but I'll sure enjoy the ride! And yes, I want to give Becca and Carson a very large family-they will make great parents.
Jesus ** Christ! You had the most incredibly successful wedding and honeymoon in history! Congratulations! I have many questions, but one gigantic one.......any chance that the married bridesmaid got the knockup, too???? I'm hoping that it's possible, and praying that it happened! I'm impressed enough that you got the ** at the wedding, but want so badly for her to have gotten the knockup!! Actually, one more question: do you intend to travel to see Becca again (or might she come to you)? Either to complete/assure the impregnation, or just for a little fun **???? She sounds like a great girl to keep in your life!!!!!!
The bridesmaid is really hot, but unfortunately she's on an IUD, so there's no chance she's knocked up by me. We did it in the coat room while my best man stood guard (he knows all about my "extracurricular" activities. I'll find a way to visit Becca if she didn't get pregnant, but I like my chances. I also have been telling her through Messenger that I'd like to give them a large family, so I do hope to see her again and again (I'm in the Northeast).
While I get your point about the bridesmaid and her IUD, I should note that the failure rate for an IUD is about the same as the pill. Yes, that's just one percent, and although it may seem minuscule, it's worth considering that when a medical device is tested and vetted, those statistical numbers are frequently expressed in terms of per-million uses. So, be mindful of the fact that if the devices are put into play in sexual situations a million times, they'll fail nearly 10,000 of those times. TEN THOUSAND!!!!! Makes your odds of having a child with the bridesmaid seem a bit brighter, doesn't it?
Was a part of the impetus for the hookup at the reception the bridesmaid's revenge for your wife making her wear one of those horrid dresses? LOL
Hehe. No, she and I have some history, so it just kind of happened. Sort of a good-bye ** now that I was married.
I'm a divorced single mom, white, 45, and have two biracial sons 18 and 12. I love them dearly. I've been divorced for years, so they are used to having me bring black guys over for dinner, drinks, and **. Now my oldest son is dating, and he has a big preference for white girls. I've had "the talk" with him, and he's been dating/** a few girls his own age, but I think he has a craving for older white women. I told him to stay away from them, because a lot of them just want to get knocked up (I know, because I was that way too), and I don't want him to get entrapped. Any advice on how to handle dealing with him on this issue would be appreciated. Sounds like there may have been people on this thread with this experience.
Tell him to stay true to his craving for older white women, but stick with married ones whose husbands will stay and support the kids he sires. Tell him that his urges are totally natural, but he has to fulfill them with women he can trust to not come after him for child support. Since he is biracial, the color issue may not even come into question as the children may be light-skinned. I wish him success in siring as many children as possible with white women.
Thanks for the reply. I'll tell him what you said. He's biracial but pretty dark skinned (his father, my ex, was Nigerian). I still worry about him. The other day he had a white girl over and said she was 19, but I think he was lying--she looked like she was in her late 20's at minimum. I just don't want him to be careless about where he spreads his seeds, as I want him to go to college and stuff, not be chasing white ** to the poorhouse.
He sounds like a great young man with a bright future, so I agree he should not get entangled. When I was his age, I knocked up a married neighbor, whose husband thought it was his. It was the greatest feeling in the world, and I had no responsibility. I've knocked up more since. I'm white, though, so it's a bit more complicated with the race difference-hubby will know right away in your son's case. Still, many hubbies will stay and pay, so your son has to be super-careful to find the right couples to give black babies to. I think he got that strong drive from his father, and I'd like to see him follow it, but also choose wisely. One caution though: once he starts knocking up married white women, he will become addicted! I wish him well.
Nigeria has around 300 tribes.Do you remember which one your ex was from? Do you keep up with him? Have you or your kids been to Nigeria?How di you two meet?
My ex-husband was Yoruba, although using the term tribe is somewhat of a misnomer--he lived in a city. I haven't heard from him in years--he went back and I have no way of finding him. We met in college. Neither my sons nor I have been to Nigeria.
It sounds like you have done a great job as a parent in raising your kids given the circumstances. I think the young man needs to take it easy on the girls and head on to college, military, apprenticeship, something. He needs something that will put money in his pocket and food on the table consistently so that he can take good care of himself and his future wife, kids, or many other women he may encounter on the side😊 It will be a very bad idea for him to knock up even one woman now. He has potential for success and needs to find and unlock it.
From my experience, Nigerians love education, success, a good life...His dad would be thrilled to see him succeed, although you did not tell us if they are connected. The ladies are very aggressive these days in snagging a good man, but he has to focus on establishing himself while he is young and unencumbered. Same advice I gave my two daughters and it seems to have worked-they can take care of themselves and their households without asking me for financial help. I wish you the best outcome in this.
Married black man here, 47, and I'm a purchasing officer for a large corp. in the upper midwest. A sales rep from one of our major suppliers comes by from out of state about twice a month to work the account and make sure we're covered. She's been doing that for about 18 months. She's 25 white married no kids. We started a fling over a year ago which has now turned into a full-on affair. At first I thought she was just trying to keep the business by using the puss but I've come to realize that even though she's a serious ballbuster in a business environment she is also a serious submissive to black men in general and to me in particular. When we're alone I get what I want. Last week I found this blog and it's given me a great idea for this girl. She's going to be in town next week for two days and nights and I intend to take her off her birth control pills starting then. I also intend for us to have a mixed baby by Christmas. There's not much her husband can do: I live like a thousand miles away. The inspiration came from these pages here. I want it and she's going to ** give it to me.
You have a great thing going and I like your attitude. It's great that she is so submissive to you and that the affair has lasted over a year. It's time that she has a black baby for you. Just keep some things in mind. (1) she should be off the BC pills for at least a month, preferably two before you knock her up (2) have a serious talk with her to ensure that she will not come after you for support. This could be because her humiliated husband might stay and support the baby, or, if he leaves her, she is financially able to raise the baby herself. It sounds like she has a pretty good job that would enable her to do this.
You're about to embark on an exciting adventure! I have no doubt she will agree to your demands and have at least one baby for you! Keep us posted.
Thanks my brother. Your right about her submissiveness and I love what you said about the humiliated husband. LOL!!! That is going to be a big benefit and from what she's told me about him it wouldnt surprise me if he stayed and raised the kid. In fact since she is the main financial provider in their family maybe he even CAN'T leave and she and I can provide some extra humiliation for our own amusement. I've done that before with white couples and I loved it. These two seem made for it. I'm not worried about her chasing me for support: she knows her place and she's a good girl. Still like I said she can bust your ** in the workplace so I won't take a chance. While she's on the ** I'll make it clear that I'll still keep ** her but won't be sending any checks. LOL! I'm going to take this ** off the board and make her ** mine. Your a great encourager.
Sounds like you are SO ready to make this happen. Just remember-she probably should be off the pills for a month before you knock her up. Of course, she must keep hubby wrapped or off the ** during that time.
When you say you've done this before, did you mean you humiliated white hubbies, or did you actually knock up other married white women? if so, what happened?
I'm happy to encourage you, my man-what you are planning is awesome!
I think he will score with this one.Sounds like a great situation for them. He sounds to have the mental sagacity to succeed and the woman will let him.
I am glad you found this blog. It has helped many people change their lives by realizing their dreams. I cannot even believe how simple conversations here have transformed some people-including you. I have learned lots from either reading the stories or replying to them. I have been thinking about your situation since the day you posted it.
I have concluded that you have a good thing going and you must ** the moment if truly a bi-racial child is what you and the lady desire. Some of these opportunities don't come around that easily or conveniently. If you give up this chance, the black guy in the next account will take it. I am glad you have made up your mind to seize the opportunity. There must be something lacking at home that moved the lady to your body. I am imagining that your BC discussion will go well.
You and I already know that this is tricky, destructive, dangerous, and could turn ugly and regrettable for a lifetime. One, or both of you, both could end up divorced, disrupting your lives tremendously. That is the part I thought about for a while before replying to you. But then that is what I tried to avoid all my life and I ended up missing out on having a bi-racial child that I always wanted, along with my black children. The new me would take a chance at having a baby with a married woman despite the risks involved, knowing what I know now.
Remember, Sidney J. Harris said, “regret for the things we did can be tempered by time; it is regret for the things we did not do that is inconsolable.” Whatever you do, keep us posted. I wish you all the happiness your hearts can hold.
My brother you are so correct: if I don't do it she'll get it from somebody else!! So very true! I can't have that. Won't stand for it. She'll be here in town tomorrow night and I intend to tell her she's going to stop taking those pills and will do that while she's on the **. She would probably say yes even if I told her over the phone but I don't intend to make it easy for her to do anything other than what she's told. And I don't intend to let her say "no". Thanks for the powerful support!! You really are the ** MAN!
Very Welcome!
I like your confidence and stance.Give it your all and live with the consequences good or bad. But I see lots of good, we only live once and our lives are a mixed bag of decisions that are both good and bad-its what makes us human. But there is no way you should let this one slip through your fingers. I like your idea of face to face talk and I am sure she would love it too. Its in you,you got this. Les us know how many yes'es she gives you. You have me so inspired.
If hubby will truly stay and pay, you've hit the mother lode!! I always look for that type-if he ever would find out. Since she's only 25, she can have multiple babies for you. (By the way, the age difference here is really hot, too!). Good luck!!
I'm a 41yo mwf and although I've never been with a black man in my life reading all these posts makes me literally ache for it. That's something I never would of expected to find out about myself.
Hello and welcome. You have been converted:). How did you happen to find the page?I am glad you enjoyed the page and I appreciate the fact that you left your imprint.What is your next step?
Hi. Thanks for the warm welcome. I found confession post because I was looking at ** true stories at other sites and saw a link to here. I know not everything on confession post is true, but I think a lot of it is true, and I have a feeling that this page is probably MOSTLY true: there at least doesn't seem to be a lot of b.s., where some others are all b.s., all the time. Even though I hadn't been looking for interracial ** stories, I wasn't exactly NOT looking for those, so I read for a while. At first, I wasn't interested, but then it got better and better and better (and hotter). And I have to say, your commenters are pretty great. There aren't many trolls, and everyone seems to be pretty civil and even occasionally encouraging to each other. You, on the other hand, are ALWAYS polite and supportive. That's very rare. Very. Anyway.......my next step? I don't think I have one. I'm really pretty good at impulse control, so it's not like I'm going to turn into a raging ** or anything, or start running the bars again. I was just interested in stories in general, and then found myself aroused by the interracial angle of this page. So, I don't have a plan, I just have a surprised feeling of being attracted to something I didn't even know myself that I was attracted to. It was like discovering a new country right in the middle of an old country. :) Anyway, thanks for reaching out to me with your greetings, and for being a most hospitable host. All your readers and writers are most fortunate.
"I just have a surprised feeling of being attracted to something I didn't even know myself that I was attracted to."
Many times,I have heard that from white women who never imagined that they could find themselves attracted to black men,or non white men in general. Such statements were mostly due to the fact that the women were married to white men and shouldn't have been involving themselves with another man-let alone a black one,or because they were raised in places where there were no black men,and therefore it never entered in their thoughts and desires that they could be interested in, attracted to, or be found to be attractive by black men.Their whole life had been white, so to speak, and to some of them,I was their first black man. Your young ** feelings for an inter-racial affair may wane or persist. If they grow,you may find yourself wanting to do something to appease them.Surprisingly,you are very normal in your thoughts,desires, and deeds.Just be discreet about it. You are an awesome guest,stay permanently:)
I got married six years ago to a lovely younger woman. She has five sisters, all older than her, and all of whom are spread across the country with families of their own. She takes trips to visit them individually, or so she's said. I never thought anything about the frequency or duration of the trips until last fall, when I got a call from the sister she was supposedly visiting at the time, looking for my wife (her sister). When I realized my wife was not where she said she was going, I ended the call with the sister without disclosing that anything was wrong, and told her to just keep on trying her cell number: "perhaps she just walked away from it", I offered. I called a P.I. friend of mine and asked him if he could find her. He did . . . within an hour. She was in a resort area about 800 miles from her stated destination, and not near any of her other sisters. Although she was quite near a black man she had dated (and maybe lived with) prior to our having met. I don't know that they were together. I just know she wasn't with any of her sisters. The P.I. said he could easily flush her out -- she didn't seem to be trying to hide -- but I asked him to just stand down. I haven't pursued this any more, nor interrogated her about it. Since that time, she's not gone on any more of her "trips", making me think the sister knew something was up and told my wife to chill. But I may be reading waaay too much into something so small. I suppose my only point is that infidelity can show up in really unexpected ways.
Sounds to me that your wife did go astray. I think she knows you know something was not right. How do you guys relate now after the phone call? Why are you not asking her about it? I am sure its eating you up inside.
You really know how to get right to the core of things. I've seen that in the other remarks you've made here. When she came home following the errant phone call, she was all over me. Couldn't get enough. Wanted my ** out of my pants any time I was home. Wanted to ** all the time. But she wasn't into it. Not really. She was going through the motions. After about three weeks of that, the ** gradually dropped off until it's now just an occasional thing. Yes, it's eating me alive, wondering whether he's now coming here, to draw attention away from her own trips, or if she's found a black man here to take the first one's place, even part-time (everyone seems to know she loves black men). The mind can develop all kinds of perverse scenarios, can't it? And as for why I'm not asking . . . you certainly have tossed your dart and hit the bull's eye: I guess you'd call it denial, though I think of it as being pragmatic. She can only do one of two things if I ask questions as pointedly as you do: she will either lie or tell me a truth I don't want to hear. "I'm pregnant with __________'s baby", would be the bottom, but confessing her love for him would be a very close second. It hurts just to hypothesize about. Thanks for caring enough to spend a part of your day writing to inquire about the situation. That's very kind.