I first started drinking and smoking cigarettes when I was 12, I didn't try pot until I was 17 and didn't really try any other drugs until I was 21 I believe but I did drink a lot throughout all those years. I've crashed some of my cars while drunk, I was always the life of the party. Everybody wants to party with me. I then tried cocaine and ecstasy and started going to raves and ended up dropping out of college and losing my job. I've tried 2cbs, ketamine, ecstasy, acid, cocaine, and many antidepressants. I am 26 now and moved to another city just to get away from everything, my parents don't know I am a drug addict and they don't understand why I am so different from everyone else in the family. Of course I think they are on denial. I don't know anyone in this new city and found they sold spice at the liquor store down the street and started smoking a couple months back and am now addicted to it. I am so depressed. I don't know how I am going to get out of this hole, or if I ever will.