I think about committing suicide daily. I sit for hours a night with a pistol under my jaw hoping to be able to pull the trigger. I have a beautiful 3 year old daughter I can not support because the career I chose fell out. I'm stuck and I don't know what to do. I've pulled the trigger once before and nothing happened. Things got better for a couple years. I often think about using drugs again to kill the pain but I'm too broke to afford drugs. Suicide is the only way to stop it!

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  • Please dont do it that is not the way . your daughter needs you. if you lost all hope for yourself dont lose it for her.
    Give your life to Jesus now!! Jesus is your only hope. your life will be made new. He died for you and you're trying to take your life away. how dare you?
    Life hit you hard and you want out. If thats the case no one would be here today. Do you think your the only one that goes through hard times and feels like their presence is pointless, that everything will be better if they will just die ? Everyone has gone through this.
    Life is not easy people break down all the times.
    You haven't taken your life yet because you dont want to die.
    Your dying to live. These thoughts that keep tormenting you are not you.. trust me. These are demons ..who want to destroy your life but let me tell you if your are still breathing there is still hope.
    Isaiah 49:16 - "Behold, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands; your walls are continually before me."
    God loves you so much He loves you like crazy you dont understand how much God loves you He made you.
    You have an emptiness in your heart in your soul and emptiness that cannot be filled by anything or anyone but God. If you turn your life around and give all your problems to God trust me you will find peace. That peace you truly yearn for. You will find it in your Father the King Jesus Christ.
    please email me if you need someone to talk to. I am here

  • Please ignore this dumb ass post. you can save YOURSELF you don't need an invisible judge to do it for you

  • Amen!

  • I see the bible humper is back

  • I hate responding to these types of posts because there's no way to tell if they are genuine or not. If you this is genuine please listen. Do you really think you would be doing your daughter a favor by blowing your brains out? Do you really think she would be better off? Here is what will happen. She will go through life wondering why she wasn't a good enough daughter to make her mother stick around. She will blame herself and feel that there is something wrong with her. She will feel that she is incapable of being loved because her own mother wouldn't stick around for her. She will grow up feeling worthless and will turn to drugs or promiscuity to try to hide the feelings of emptiness, worthlessness and pain. When things finally get too rough for her she will have the example set forward for her by her own mother on how to deal with life. Is this what you want for your daughter??????? I will never understand how parents can think their children will be ok after they kill themselves. Take it from someone who lost one parent to suicide & one to a drug overdose that THEY WILL NEVER BE OK.

  • Agreed, my father committed suicide. It always feels as though us kids were "shown" one way of dealing with life in this respect. You set the example for your child, regardless if the child can understand suicide is not the best option they might follow in your steps. Secondly, wouldn't you be intensely damaging your child's life? How could they possibly come out a parent suicide better off?

  • ^^ Yes parents are supposed to lead by example. If I followed my parents example I wouldn't be here. Once a person has a child they have a responsibility to put their child's needs above their own. They have to show their children how to get though life especially when the going gets tough. When they take their own lives they are essentially telling them its ok to opt out when things get rough. I have never heard of anyone who was better off after a parent's suicide. If someone is incapable of taking care of themselves and therefore a child, they should not being children into the world.

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