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I think about committing suicide daily. I sit for hours a night with a pistol under my jaw hoping to be able to pull the trigger. I have a beautiful 3 year old daughter I can not support because the career I chose fell out. I'm stuck and I don't know what to do. I've pulled the trigger once before and nothing happened. Things got better for a couple years. I often think about using drugs again to kill the pain but I'm too broke to afford drugs. Suicide is the only way to stop it!
Please dont do it that is not the way . your daughter needs you. if you lost all hope for yourself dont lose it for her.
Give your life to Jesus now!! Jesus is your only hope. your life will be made new. He died for you and you're trying to take your life away. how dare you?
Life hit you hard and you want out. If thats the case no one would be here today. Do you think your the only one that goes through hard times and feels like their presence is pointless, that everything will be better if they will just die ? Everyone has gone through this.
Life is not easy people break down all the times.
You haven't taken your life yet because you dont want to die.
Your dying to live. These thoughts that keep tormenting you are not you.. trust me. These are demons ..who want to destroy your life but let me tell you if your are still breathing there is still hope.
Isaiah 49:16 - "Behold, I have engraved you on the palms of my hands; your walls are continually before me."
God loves you so much He loves you like crazy you dont understand how much God loves you He made you.
You have an emptiness in your heart in your soul and emptiness that cannot be filled by anything or anyone but God. If you turn your life around and give all your problems to God trust me you will find peace. That peace you truly yearn for. You will find it in your Father the King Jesus Christ.
please email me 24luvs@gmail.com if you need someone to talk to. I am here
Please ignore this dumb ** post. you can save YOURSELF you don't need an invisible judge to do it for you