so i have this friend, we have been
so i have this friend, we have been friends for a long time.
One night last summer a bunch of my friends were having a sleep over and we all crashed in the basement.
i couldn't sleep, seriously. so i moved from the floor to the couch, right next to my friend. she was wearing this tank top that was totally showing off her cleavage. i don't normally think of her like that, but it was hot so i kept watching. eventually i was so turned on, that i wanted to touch her b****. i know she is a heavy sleeper, so i took a chance. i reached over and put my hand on her b***. she didn't move. i was so scared i stopped anyway and waited. eventually i got up the nerve to try again, and i reached over and put my hand on her b*** again...she still didn't move. I kept it there, cupped her breast, rubbed it, squeezed it. she never moved. i spent the next like 5 hours feeling her b**** (over her clothes) and in her cleavage. it was amazing, i couldn't stop thinking about it. I had dreams about it, about her, about them.
a few months went by and i still couldn't shake those thoughts and fantasies. one weekend we were again having a sleepover and i made sure that i went to sleep next to her. late that night i got up the courage to touch her b*** again. she again didn't move, so i got up even more courage and pulled the tanktop she was wearing down so that I could see her nipple. I put my hand on her naked b*** and again spent the next few hours feeling and touching her b****, this time on her skin. I even got up the guts to kiss and suck her nipple (right side). it was amazing, perfect, hot. i have such a h****** even talking about it.
i want to make out with her, touch her while she is awake, make love to her...but she has a boyfriend and i don't have a chance. what do i do? try and get over it, forget about it? Or do I bide my time and try again?