My waste of 6 years
I was with my highschool sweetheart for six years and At first he was a angel a dream come true. He was my all, my high, my low. He was the only person i had steady s** with..i loved him. I wanted kids and to build my life with him.... Then years passed and s*** started hitting the fan. He became very verbally rude...didn't care to talk to me like we used to. So I made a silly decision and I chased him...I felt whatever was bothering him I should be the one to fix it cause he was my man and I understood how a relationship should work...but it got worst and he turned into a devils playmate and hurt me really bad I never would expect him to turn against me. I hate him Soo much and just want to kill him. Every time I think about him I get h****, mad, and just evil. All I wanted was my love to work...I guess it was too much.i m all twisted and emotional. I'm so hurt.