Financial and personal disaster
Looks like it went away. I started to tell about my fear about this crazy person I sold a car to and now claims I stole the check for the money and forged her signature on it. All the lies she is telling are lighting a fire under my own shame and guilt for lying about my sobriety and the accident I was in during a relapse on pills I had stolen from her. She knows nothing about the pills or the accident. I am 15 years sober off alcohol but I have several times in the last 3 years taken pain medication that was not prescribed to me in order to get a buzz. I have, throughout my sobriety, occasionally taken my Mom's Fiorinal and Codeine pills to get a buzz also. I have literally gotten hundreds of texts and voicemails from her in the last week about all this stuff she made up in her head. She has me really scared now. She is threatening to file complaints about my business with consumer affairs and the BBB and I am just beside myself with worry. I want someone to read this so I can feel I have gotten it off my chest (to God, to myself and to another human being the exact nature of my wrongs). I should have known better than to trust her as I have seen how crazy she is with other people. I should never have gotten involved with her. I truly just wanted to help her. I guess I wanted to fix her which is God's job not mine. Quite an ego I have, no?