I'm not sure if I should be doing this.
I'm a single, 13 (14 in may) year old girl in my last year of middle school. There is this boy in my school who is 14 (15 in September) and I like him a lot, I even love him. I don't use that word lightly.
I'll use his nickname. Sebby currently has a girlfriend, but for the past few months they have had several fights. Ever sence October I have been sitting by Sebby on the bus every day. He knows I love him. During the last few months that Sebby and his gf have been fighting, he has been cheating on her... With me...
We have meet ups every once in a while and the past few have been make out sessions with slight sexual touching. At school he spends a lot of time with his other friends but finds time for me. Sebby and I have been kissing sence November (my first kiss idk if he knows that). Lately, on the bus, Sebby has been touching me in increasingly sexual ways. With my approval of course!!! And I have been trying to do stuff to him too but I'm a tad bit nervous about it and keep backing out.
Today on Facebook we where chatting about what he would get if we did another meet up. He suggested something that was a bit much for me (feel free to ask what it was) and I oviously said no. He suggested something along those lines and I said no again. I want to repay him for everything he has done (sexual or not) but I'm not sure what I should do... I have some ideas but I have no clue how to do most of them.
Please don't discuss rude things about him and his gf! Honestly, she is a b*** and is constantly spreading rumors and getting people intrubble anyway she can so i don't feel bad one bit.