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Ready to act on gay fantasies
I've never really thought of myself as gay, but I have been bi-curious since I was a teen. Occasionally over the years I would share handjobs with guys, but once I got near ** would start to think of females.
Lately, I've been coming more attracted to men. I've been masturbating more to naked pics of guys and have been fantasizing about sucking **, being sucked, doing frots with cute guys while kissing them, even some about ** ** (although that's not really my thing). I have licked guys' ** and sucked their ** during mutual masturbation sessions, and have let other guys give me **.
Beyond **, I have no desire to be part of a "gay lifestyle" I'm in my 50's and married. My wife knows of my tendencies and knows I've played around masturbatorialy with men. She does not know that homosexual ** fantasies have taken over my masturbation sessions, and that I wish to act on them. I love to ** and do it a lot. I'd say now that more than 50% of my masturbation time is spent concentrating on guys.
My wife loves to watch me ** **. Sometimes she shares a ** with me. Her favorite happy ending is to watch a guy ** in my mouth and then snowball me with a mouthfull of his **.
I sympathize with you. I'm a married man in my 50's and have been sucking ** for about 30 years now. I have even had a ** with a man and woman. I made the mistake of confessing to her that I spent a couple of nights with a friend of ours. It took two years of counseling and very little ** before we got past it. If I had never confessed to her we wouldn't have had the problems. I love my wife to no end and would do anything for her. But with the lack of ** in our marriage and me ** all the time, I do look elsewhere.
There's a lack of ** in my marriage, too. I know that contributes to me wanting something from men, but I did have bi fantasies long before I met my wife. I have also masturbated with other men and had my ** sucked before we married. Even when we were first married we would go to ** beaches and I would wander down to where other men went looking for masturbation partners.