Not enjoying this lesbian situation.
Pam and I met at work after my marriage ended. She spoiled me with gifts and love. I fell for her and she loves me. In the beginning the bedroom was nice. She focused on my satisfaction, called me the bottom. She is not the most feminine but she is kind and tender. She helped me give her what she gave me. I treated her c******* as I like mine done. I think I give her a bit better than she gives me actually.
In time that tender love got a bit boring. I thought of my ex-husband and what he did to me. That helped me reach my goal while she went down on me. I started to want that again. The p**** missing was big for me. So we used a toy and double ended. She did not care for that. She does not care for penetration at all. His nuts would slap me when he went fast, and the toy had none of those. I don't get the feel and excitement of the rubber, that I got from his living p****.
When I ask if she would let a man join us,,, well that did not go over so well.
She questioned my love for her and my sexuality. Soon she made a quick change and begged me not to leave her for a man. She then told me that had happened to her three times. I have been satisfying my own self in the tub or in bed while she takes a shower. I want to feel a man, like my ex husband. I have thought of meeting him for s** only. he told me a women would never satisfy me. I don't care for I told you so.
I know it would make my daughter much happier. She hates our living arrangement right now.