''Twas the Week Before Chrismas

Today is Christmas Day. Exactly one week ago my mom died from an unknown illness. I am destroyed. Trying to find energy to do normal things without an emotional break down. Now more than ever I need someone to talk to, more specifically I need my ex/ex best friend. We were together for 5 years and over the summer had a huge falling out. We have had plenty of them in the past but this time was it for us. But of all the people that know what I'm going through, he does. He just lost his mom 2 years ago, they were friends too. He hates me. I love him so much. i have a hole inside me from losing my mom, and I still have the hole from losing him. I feel empty and I just need him more than ever.


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  • I hope that you can figure out how to deal with this, And that you can make up with him or find someone to confide in. I can't even imagine what you're going through but I hope that it will turn out ok for you and you can find a way to go on.

  • So very sorry for your loss. Reach out to your friends and family and talk. And if you want to try, reach out to your friend. Think you're in a very vulnerable state right now, and it makes sense why you want him around. The worse thing he may say is no. But it couldn't hurt to call him. Just keep your expectations in check. Hopefully, he may be open to talking with you. But there still may be a lot of other issues that need to be addressed so be prepared to talk with him about that too.

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