''Twas the Week Before Chrismas
Today is Christmas Day. Exactly one week ago my mom died from an unknown illness. I am destroyed. Trying to find energy to do normal things without an emotional break down. Now more than ever I need someone to talk to, more specifically I need my ex/ex best friend. We were together for 5 years and over the summer had a huge falling out. We have had plenty of them in the past but this time was it for us. But of all the people that know what I'm going through, he does. He just lost his mom 2 years ago, they were friends too. He hates me. I love him so much. i have a hole inside me from losing my mom, and I still have the hole from losing him. I feel empty and I just need him more than ever.