I can't do this anymore! My life is worthless! If I went and stepped in front of a truck no one would even care!I just... I just wanna die.
I don't care what anyone says or thinks about you, you are special. You have to find hope and get back on track. Find something to distract you from your problems. Excersize is probably the best thing because it will lift your spirit and your mind. If your problems involve people, find a way to re start your social progress. I know that it's hard to find new people to be around, but I believe in you and know that you can do it. If you are being abused or hurt in any way, see a therapist, and they can help if your willing to be open to them. If you are abusing or hurting someone else, think about what troubles your causing them. If you are having troubles with finances, get up, brush your self off, and find a job that can earn you a healthy living, but make sure it's a job that you enjoy with people who you like the company of. (I'm not saying that these are your problems, but I have never met you and I don't know what you're going through. I don't know your past, or what's happening now, I am just trying to give help to scenarios that I can think of.) I have been in your position before, my friend. But I figured things out, and while life won't be easy, you push on through and find something to motivate you and keep you going. I don't care what anyone else thinks of you, or what you think others think of you, I promise that you will be missed. On this planet, someone loves you for everything you are, that you don't even know exists. I love you. I don't know you, and I have never met you but I care for your life, and I would give anything to make sure that you can live life to its fullest. If you don't believe me, get out there and find that person who cares about you. Or maybe you'll find me. But I promise, you can find a solution to your problems and find something to get you through this hard but in your life.
Your life is not worthless. You are not worthless. And people would care if you weren't here anymore. Sounds like you're really going through something and maybe talking about it would help. Life can be tough sometimes and everyone has a different set of problems to contend with. It's not always rainbows, flowers and puppy dogs. Sometimes life really kicks your ass and it's amazing when you find yourself pushing through and surviving. Days do pass and things do get better and as humans we acclimate to things. If the people in your life aren't working for you, find new ones. The person you should care most about is YOU. Find something that matters to you and do it. Exercise and taking care of yourself can really help your mental outlook.There is always going to be someone out there who has it 25x worse off than you and somehow manages to find the drive to live. And having someone else be the cause would not only destroy your life, it would destroy someone else. Suicide is never the answer.
I truly beleive some people are better off dead at certain points of their lives. At one long point I felt the same. I did not care if I died. However I would never think killing myself; because I have a mind set of never surrender or give up. I currently have a family to support and love for. However in that point of my life looking back. If I died then I would have no regrets. We are all out here for a reason. I'm still trying to figure out my reason. As far as I know. I am a slave to society. Work, reproduce, pay bills, eat, and sleep. We do this until we grow old and die. Life is s***** when you think of it. We do and buys things to make us temporarily happy. We are no different than cattle. Best of luck to you.
Think about the effect on the truckie. My suggestion, take a deep breath. Do some exercise, have some coffee.
Don't do that there are people who love you.
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