No longer in love
I don't love my boyfriend and partner of almost 5 years. I did. I really did. But now I feel my role is about placating, allowing, and entertaining. I don't want a child, I want a partner. I don't know how to tell him, and really what to do. Is it my perception that needs to change or the relationship? Of course this all comes through my understanding of things and no one else can realm know. But I'm certainly not the first that feels this way.