Me And My Cousin(s)... I Want To Die For This
I don't want to even explain this. I just want to die already. I would never commit suicide, thats awful, I don't even know how people do it, but I want to just randomly get killed, I really literally want someone to just shoot me on my way school, or i wish I could just randomly die in my sleep. I have feelings for my cousin, the worst part, I'm a girl, she's a girl, (i was raised religious, gays are not okay and i agree) and she's younger then me, i don't even know what to do or what to say about this, i wanna get it off my cheat but i don't want to destroy my life, and omg, I'm responsible for whatever she's gonna feel when she gets older, I ruined her life pretty much, i wish i could just die without it hurting my mom or other family members. I need help but ill never seek it.