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I'm at the end of my rope. I want to leave my husband, he doesn't make me happy anymore, all he does is drink and watch tv. I'm pregnant with our fourth child, I didn't want to get pregnant but I was scared cause every time I told him no to ** he would get mad and call me a ** and say I was f***Ing someone else, so I had ** with him so he wouldn't hurt me. He's threatened to kill me and my friends. He broke my foot with a bottle of liquor, he's been to jail for beating me but I haven't left because I don't our kids in a shelter or in day care, I hear bad stories about it. Our five year old has aspergers and our one year old had sickle cell anemia, she's had two blood transfusions and is on chemo medication. I know I'm severely depressed right now but I have four kids to take care of so I don't have time to feel sorry for myself. My husband wont take off work so I can go get the help I need. I'm afraid I'm going to get worse and end up like my mom on a million medications. She used to lock my sister and i in our room and leave so she could get drugs. She's so depressed she never leaves her room now. I don't want to end up like her but its where I am headed.
People like these two winners reproducing is why the world is so messed up. May all the medications you end up on cause sterility. Four is way too many, especially for a jacked up situation like yours!
Get out of there NOW!!!!!!!!!!
I had to go to a domestic violence shelter - I won't candycoat it, you are going to meet some absolutely truly douchey people. You also might meet one good one - but she 'll speak Spanish so all you will be able to communicate are hugs and the look of knowing that where you are is f & cked up.
Keep this is mind though, it is only temporary, in the end you will be at peace with your children! I promise you - one day you will Thank God you left & got help! He will only get worse, and you're children will face terrible futures if you don't show them share normal life is!
Get to your local Dta office - and tell them what is going on - they will help you!
One more thing / trust no one in a shelter, keep your important documents on you always!
I hope you get help - Godspeed!
Every word of ^this^ is true and correct. Do what it says.
You could have pills!!!