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I'm at the end of my rope. I want to leave my husband, he doesn't make me happy anymore, all he does is drink and watch tv. I'm pregnant with our fourth child, I didn't want to get pregnant but I was scared cause every time I told him no to s** he would get mad and call me a w**** and say I was f***Ing someone else, so I had s** with him so he wouldn't hurt me. He's threatened to kill me and my friends. He broke my foot with a bottle of liquor, he's been to jail for beating me but I haven't left because I don't our kids in a shelter or in day care, I hear bad stories about it. Our five year old has aspergers and our one year old had sickle cell anemia, she's had two blood transfusions and is on chemo medication. I know I'm severely depressed right now but I have four kids to take care of so I don't have time to feel sorry for myself. My husband wont take off work so I can go get the help I need. I'm afraid I'm going to get worse and end up like my mom on a million medications. She used to lock my sister and i in our room and leave so she could get drugs. She's so depressed she never leaves her room now. I don't want to end up like her but its where I am headed.

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  • Get out of there NOW!!!!!!!!!!

    I had to go to a domestic violence shelter - I won't candycoat it, you are going to meet some absolutely truly douchey people. You also might meet one good one - but she 'll speak Spanish so all you will be able to communicate are hugs and the look of knowing that where you are is f & cked up.

    Keep this is mind though, it is only temporary, in the end you will be at peace with your children! I promise you - one day you will Thank God you left & got help! He will only get worse, and you're children will face terrible futures if you don't show them share normal life is!

    Get to your local Dta office - and tell them what is going on - they will help you!

    One more thing / trust no one in a shelter, keep your important documents on you always!

    I hope you get help - Godspeed!

  • Every word of ^this^ is true and correct. Do what it says.

  • You could have pills!!!

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