I thought i was fine now
I am still bitter after a breakup a couple months back. I love loved him and He broke up by telling someone else He was worried about how I would handle it then disappeared ceasing all contact. So not even a proper goodbye. I had not let anyone besides a couple friends That i was in a relationship with this man. And they expected me to be right back to my self afterwords. So i didn't let myself any time to grieve and now it all comes out randomly. I am jaded and have given up on all humans in that sense. And it shows apparently since I was talking to a friend about relationships and they said it sounded like i had been hurt too much. I am still so hurt but i cant talk to anyone about it.