Ripped my bikini top off
I was sunbathing in my garden the other day in a reasonably decent bikini. I am 42 with a nice figure and quite large b******. All of a sudden my next door neighbour popped his head above the fence and we started talking. Although this guy is about 20 years older than me I really fancy him something rotten, he cycles a lot so has a great figure even for a man half his age. My husband was at work so I asked him if he fancied popping round and I could fix us a nice cold drink. Quick as a flash he was standing next to me, he had just returned from a cycle ride and just had a shower so he smelt lovely.
I joked with him and said if he had waited another 10 minutes to pop his head over the fence I would have been topless - which actually was a little lie. He said not to worry and quick as you like reached forward and pulled the tie on my bikini top and before I knew what was happening my ample b**** were swinging from side to side completely uncovered.
I decided not to say anything and so to all outside observers, thankfully there were none, we both appeared very calm and cool. Underneath, though I was in a real state I desperately wanted to take my bikini bottom off as well and display my shaved p**** but I decided that would not be wise. I was fighting this compulsion right until he left. Once he had gone I went upstairs masturbated for hours until urge I felt for this guy had dissipated a bit.
I am frightened my husband will find out and I am equally frightened that my neighbour will not get to shower me in his c**. What do I do?