Im going to ** for sure

For the past few years i have been sexually attracted to the choir director of my church which we will call Mary, but here the thing Im happily married. Just the other night i dreamed that she approached me and said that why could we not be be friends, in a very seductive way. She took me by the hand and took me for a walk. We got to a **, took me to the back were she began to ** my **. Then here sister came into the picture, saw what was going on. Said "Oh my what a nice looking **, can i have sum?" Mary said yes, then out of no were she begins to ride the ** out of me. She gets up and leaves. Then mary approaches me, i begin to ** on her breast while ** her. I get her on her knees and make her give me a f***en great **. We then began to smash **, **, reversed cowgirl the whole nine yards. But for some odd reason while we were smashing people were coming in and out of the room, then we had a kid that began to cry thats when my mother in law came in. All i can do was hide from her. And thats when i woke up. But the weird thing is that this is not the first dream i have of her? What should i do and what does this mean????