I have a lot of depression and anxiety. i am a teenager and i know i just sound like everyone else but my parents are terrible people. they really have no concern for me. my dad hates girls and women and wont even respond to me when I speak let alone look at me. he wishes for a son and only gives attention to his girlfriend's son. he goes to all his games but leaves all my dance events. my mom is a stressed workaholic who takes everything out on me and has no concern for my feelings or belief. ive told her about killing myself and all shes done is yelled at me for breaking down into panic attacks and punishes me further. a few months ago i was pushes so over the edge and i made a plot to murder her...im very ashamed by it but honestly its still something that haunts my mind. i could never do it but i dont feel comfortable living with her.