Was keeping myself happy
I started liking my friend while being in a relationship..and i told my friend that i like him and i want to share some good moments with him. He was with me for few days. We kissed each other, but we couldnot meet often and our relationship was a secret which restricted him , it made him suffocate and he left saying i cant live a suffocating life and went in a relationship with my frnd and during these happenings i never told my boyfriend about it. And i ignored him. Even today i like my frnd so much and i stayed with my boyfriend because i dint want to hurt him saying i dont like him anymore and i like somebody else. I lied to him. My bf came to know about this fact through my frnds gf , and i was unaware that my bf and his gf was in touch and were really good frnds. When my bf asked me about all this i lied and said nothing is there like that. Untill now i m lieng coz i dont to be a bad one infront of him. I told my bf that i cant stay like ur gf .. we will be frnds.