Troubles with people
Humans are strange things.
I don't understand people sometimes, they say they are friends and they act all nice to each other but afterwards they spite and backstab each other. I have a group of 'friends' and I put that in quotation marks because sometimes I'm not sure.
It'll be good for maybe a few months and then one of them will diss something and make an assumption, then when I say something completely reasonable like "actually many of the characters from this play aren't from Shakespeare" they will turn around and try to contradict everything I f****** say.
After that there will be a few days sometimes even a week when every time I say something that I know for a fact, the entire group will hound me until I leave. Last time it happened I sat in the male toilets and cried for an hour straight.
Sometimes it's like certain people have the rest in a sort of trance or hypnotism and I'm the only it doesn't work on because the rest of the group will laugh at something that is actually a really horrible thing to say and they would berate if someone else did it.
For example, there is this girl I like and she has anxiety problems and sometimes has panic attacks in school when there is a lot of things going on. I have PTSD from my grandmother dying in a violent manner in front of me. so I get attacks as well and I understand her.
No one know I like her except for a few of her friends and when one the guys in my group was like
"Hey look I'm Aidan! I'm having a panic attack because someone threw a ball at me! Boohoo!"
And the rest laughed, I f****** flipped out and shouted at him for being a c*** and a MASSIVE douchebag. Then the rest were like
"Chill out bro, why are you being so sensitive, it was a joke"
I'm not your F****** BRO IF YOU ARE DICKHEADS TO VULNERABLE PEOPLE
I really REALLY question my choice in friends sometimes.