SHE GIVES ME FEELINGS..
My 5 year crush was Infront of me today the emotions came back with smiles and secret language. I've been with my gf for 2 years I care about her and appreciate her but I don't love her! That thing love at first sight hit me with my crush when I was young! And there she was again today Infront I could sense her wanting to just stare at me or say a word I regret not going after her or waiting or even saying hi ... Life takes you in different directions sometimes I can only take the wheel and drive. She was constantly turning around and looking at me I was calm outside but inside my heart was accelerating my palms were sweating and I was out of control but I didn't show it because my gf knows exactly who she is and she would've noticed my change of appearance! Every now and then I do want to go after her I don't know much about her but the fact that she drives me crazy and gives me warm feelings in my tummy and makes me smile like a fool when I think of her every now and then I do wish she was mine but it can't be if I don't let it happen..