I hate men---my reasons why
I enjoy very much watching circumcision videos in YouTube. The bloodier the better. The more screaming the better. I hate little boys and male babies. Seeing their small penises and b**** gets me very angry for some reason. I love seeing the sadistic doctors cutting away at their smelly uncut d**** while they scream b***** murder. I used to be a Dominatrix. Yes, I used together paid to hurt men. Very well, I might add! Surprisingly, I never overstepped their boundaries, and did exactly whatever sick fantasy they desired. I am also an ex escort. I have seen horrible things that men do, that no one should see. I get flashbacks sometimes. I just don't know what to do. When I was in that sordid "business," I self medicated using drugs and alcohol to take me to a different place. I am an extremely angry young woman. Us women are raised to respect men, and be "nice," and of course, there's that fairytale bullshit about meeting a prince to take you off to his castle & marry you. Well I have seen something much different in life, and these stories have no happy ending. These men cheat on their wives and girlfriends like crazy! It's really, really sad. I am bipolar and take meds everyday. I have felt suicidal more than once, and have been to psych hospitals before. Once, a client did something horrible to me, so I had myself locked away so I wouldn't kill him! I just wanted to give you some background on why I like to watch males getting cut. I see male kids on the train and want to hurt them. I know they'll grow up to be entitled men someday, and it enrages me. I won't go into detail what I'd do to them if I could. I don't want to go to prison, so I'd never do anything f***** up. Well, when I was 11, I grabbed a baby's crotch and pulled his diaper to one side to shame him. I have no idea why I did that at that age. I know I am sick beyond belief. I see a therapist but it's not enough. My anger is bad. I never used to be like this. I am traumatized from the adult industry and from being a rape survivor. I don't think I'll ever be the same girl I once was. Men have stolen that from me, and I hate them for it.