I despise my wife
When we got married, I knew that she wasn't the belle of the ball, but I thought she was attractive enough and believed she would be a good partner. Since then, she's guilted me into two kids, become an alcoholic, lost all signs of ambition, and turned into an overweight b**** who literally appears to become less intelligent every day. I love my kids, but hate being a parent. I love them so much, in fact, that I've chosen to suffer through a marriage with my insufferable wife rather than not be a part of their lives. This choice is turning me into a horrible, angry, ugly person. Still, I'm terrified to walk away. I don't know how being divorced could be any better. I'd be broke, paying child support and alimony because she's so f****** lazy that she can't figure out how to get a job, living in a s*** studio apartment in this over priced f****** city, and then not able to experience the kids at all.
Maybe a short walk on the train tracks is the best answer.