Goimg ti kill myself this weekend..

I just got out of a 9 yr relationship w the father of my kids and into a relationship w a man iv E known all my life. A real man. I'm head over heals in love w. I wanna spend the rest of my life w this man. But I cant seem to do anything right. I smoke too much pot, I like the wrong picture on Facebook. I'm at the point that I'm so tired of trying at life. I love my kids w all my heart but I think its better for them to not have me. I feel like I'm a bad mother and a bad person. That I'll never get anything right in life. My kids are going out of state w their paternal grandmother this weekend and I plan to kill myself while they are gone. I cant take trying and failing continueously anymore. I have no one to talk to other than my mother and she's made things worse.. I guess I just wanted to get this out.. If read thanks I guess.

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  • DON"T EVER HARM YOURSELF! You will make your children's lives a nightmare and cause a lot of unnecessary grief for them and your entire family. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Problems have solutions and yours can be solved. If ever you feel suicidal, go to the nearest hospital emergency room. They will take care of you and help you to get your life on track. Make a vow to start taking care of yourself starting today. Address your problems and stop all of the negative thinking. Take care now and please let us know how things worked out.

  • Please call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline and just see what they have to say. Maybe they can help. It's worth a moment of your time to try...
    1 (800) 273-8255

  • OMG, your children will blame themselves. NO MAN is worth more than your kids; especially one who criticizes & is clearly just not wanting to commit. This will not always be this way. Be single for awhile and feel good about yourself again PLEASE DONT DO IT!

  • Please don't do it. Your kids will NOT be better off. Instead, they will be forever traumatized

  • I feel like me raising them will f*** them up more than of I just died. I was raised by a f***** up mother and its the reason for the way I am now. I dont want that for them..

  • No, your life is worthwhile but that of your children's is even more precious than yours. They need you. So please stay around for them.

  • Rise above your Raising - don't give up; what if your next life you live somewhere war-torn. You live in the US no? Hang in there, s**** your mother, your boyfriend, and go to the library and get the book the purpose driven life - I will pray for you xo

  • ^So true^. Reach out to someone. A friend. A relative. A professional. A hot line. Somebody. Don't give up on life. Please. PLEASE.

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