To using my husband's gun on myself. So tired of having to endure so much and feel so much.
Hey babe, before you check out, just make sure you make your v_a_g_i_n_a available to some man so that he can relieve his biological stress. Many, many have a s****** full of s**** that needs to be released into a warm v***** like yours. You owe that to a man, even your spouse prior to your final decision. Stop removing or trimming your gorgeous pubic hair too..
Before you do this, please reconsider what you are about to do. Try to think about how guilty and depressed your husband would be; knowing you used his gun to kill yourself. You might even split your family up, and put them at odds with each other. In other words, sparing yourself grief by killing yourself is like putting a gun to the heads of the people who love you, killing them on the inside.
Seek counseling please, before you put your kids and family through so much pain. Think about them and not your self. If you don't want to live for your self at least live for them. Don't do such a selfish deed just try to go through life as much as you can. Be tough face your problems, or try to figure a way to make your life better. There's always a way around anything. At the end of the day, if you fight this you'll only become a stronger person instead of throwing the towel down and giving up. And if your husband is making you feel this way then get a divorce...
Please talk to someone. I've been where you are. There are people you can go to who will help you deal with what you are feeling. Look up the number for your local community health department. Believe me, I know it hard to take that first step to get help. I promise you it is worth it. You have nothing to lose by asking for help and everything to gain.
Please don't do anything like this. Please do not harm yourself. You have more to give, more to receive, more to experience. Go today and find someone who can help you. If you can't afford professional counseling, there are government programs available. Talk to a social worker who can connect you to the right provider(s) and start receiving the assistance you need to alter your perceptions and attitudes, and to generally improve your outlook. The situation you're in may seem intractable, BUT IT ISN'T. Help is available, and you should seek it out. Please do that!
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