Bored and Burned out
I'm simply bored. I've been writing for years now and haven't had much traction but I'm young and it's supposed to take awhile to break free of the mud. My girlfriend bores me on many occassions but other times, we have a blast. I took a degree in something I could care less about, worse, I'm not terrible at it but I really don't want to work in this line of business. I want to go back to school but I'm worried my choice is just me lashing out at my parents and self and when the whip recoils it'll hit me with a 50k bill if not a few thousand more. I'm bored with my one previous passion of homebrewing and beer rating- it has become a job and boy, do I hate jobs. There are a ton of options for me but I just won't get off my post at the fork in the road, I guess I'm comfortable...no, I'm afraid to go and walk the wrong path. Mostly because my thermos doesn't hold much water at the moment and one of the paths (a new degree) leads to a desert where I'll have to pledge my soul for water- the other isn't very pretty though. I need help or something, I don't want to be lashing out but I also don't want to be my father or stay put anymore. It's a s***** stalemate I put myself into.